GoddessLSD-XTC
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A friend i havent seen in awhile comes over. Says he has something new he wants me to try. He wouldn't tell me what it was . . . I trusted him. He pulls out an "Oil Pipe" loads up and shows me how it's done. I catch on quickly. He had like half a Gram, we shared it but I took deeper, hits than he did.
We loaded the pipe about three or four times over half an hour. After about 20-minuits I start to feel euphoric and very intimate with him . . . like we're one. We tell each-other really interesting personal stories, I start to feel warm & fuzzy . . . tell him sex would be fun but I didn't wanna get dirty and he had to go . . . some other time.
He asked if I feel high. I say, "a little," it's good. He loads up the last pipeful. I'm sweating profusely. Shortly thereafter, he leave. Then I had one of the biggest heart palipitations I've ever had. Had a similar one after eating Amanita Muscaria mushrooms and called Poison Control, who told me not to worry. So when I had the huge palipitations, or flutters I didn't worry too much.
My chest started to hurt. I should add: before he came over, I drank two bottles of summer wine. I stayed up all night kinda worrying if I had a heart attack. I musta read everything there is on the internet about METH. Says it's NOT good to mix with alcohol. Says many ppl die of heart problems. , , ,
(The friend called me at 7am to see how I was doin' and I told him I was worried/anxious . . . he apologized, said he didn't know I have a bad heart.)
At 10am I had to be downtown for a business meeting. After that I went to a friend's house to take her shopping 4 groceries. She starts bitching and ragging on me for not calling her first . . . I did call her last night (but she was kinda dazed) and said I'd be over after the meeting. Her bitchyness and lack of sympathy made my anxiety worse . . . I split 4 home.
At home she calls me in tears about the way I treated her . . . this makes me feel even more anxious. She called me like six times to rag on me.
I read more & more about Meth deaths on the internet and was, by now really worried. Two weeks prior I gave up Coke 'cause it was giving my heart trouble. Figured I'd drive a coupla blocks down to the hospital. (2pm)
Since I claimed I was having a heart attack, they saw me almost immediately. My blood pressure was 139/90, pulse 101 & EKG was okay . . . they told me to wait in the lobby for the doctor to talk with me. After about an hour, I felt more calm and told the nurse I was feeling better and left. Went over to a friend's house to pick up some Valium to relieve my anxiety. (It's the anxiety that caused my chest pains.)
As I type, I haven't eaten very much or slept in more than 36 hours . . . don't really feel like sleeping.
Tomorrow will be a better day! I don't regret the experience . . . now I can warn kids NOT to do METH!
Ppl die from a vast range of doses. WARNING! Most die from injecting it . . . most have been chronic users.
When I get the hospital bill, I'll update this, lol!
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We loaded the pipe about three or four times over half an hour. After about 20-minuits I start to feel euphoric and very intimate with him . . . like we're one. We tell each-other really interesting personal stories, I start to feel warm & fuzzy . . . tell him sex would be fun but I didn't wanna get dirty and he had to go . . . some other time.
He asked if I feel high. I say, "a little," it's good. He loads up the last pipeful. I'm sweating profusely. Shortly thereafter, he leave. Then I had one of the biggest heart palipitations I've ever had. Had a similar one after eating Amanita Muscaria mushrooms and called Poison Control, who told me not to worry. So when I had the huge palipitations, or flutters I didn't worry too much.
My chest started to hurt. I should add: before he came over, I drank two bottles of summer wine. I stayed up all night kinda worrying if I had a heart attack. I musta read everything there is on the internet about METH. Says it's NOT good to mix with alcohol. Says many ppl die of heart problems. , , ,
(The friend called me at 7am to see how I was doin' and I told him I was worried/anxious . . . he apologized, said he didn't know I have a bad heart.)
At 10am I had to be downtown for a business meeting. After that I went to a friend's house to take her shopping 4 groceries. She starts bitching and ragging on me for not calling her first . . . I did call her last night (but she was kinda dazed) and said I'd be over after the meeting. Her bitchyness and lack of sympathy made my anxiety worse . . . I split 4 home.
At home she calls me in tears about the way I treated her . . . this makes me feel even more anxious. She called me like six times to rag on me.
I read more & more about Meth deaths on the internet and was, by now really worried. Two weeks prior I gave up Coke 'cause it was giving my heart trouble. Figured I'd drive a coupla blocks down to the hospital. (2pm)
Since I claimed I was having a heart attack, they saw me almost immediately. My blood pressure was 139/90, pulse 101 & EKG was okay . . . they told me to wait in the lobby for the doctor to talk with me. After about an hour, I felt more calm and told the nurse I was feeling better and left. Went over to a friend's house to pick up some Valium to relieve my anxiety. (It's the anxiety that caused my chest pains.)
As I type, I haven't eaten very much or slept in more than 36 hours . . . don't really feel like sleeping.
Tomorrow will be a better day! I don't regret the experience . . . now I can warn kids NOT to do METH!
Ppl die from a vast range of doses. WARNING! Most die from injecting it . . . most have been chronic users.
When I get the hospital bill, I'll update this, lol!
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