Pinging brah
Bluelighter
Its that time of the week. With much excitement i finish work and head to my mates place. I buy meth through his mum, surprisingly they get there within 10 minutes.
I swab my hands, then the spoon off, and drop an eyeballed dose of 100mg. Crush the crystal with my syringe cap and stir. While doing this im quite impatient and anxious. Ive been doing meth 1-2 nights a week for maybe 4 months, i don't IV often though. I feel im psychologically addicted.
+0:00- I draw up the meth solution into a 29G 1cc syringe. I use to struggle with these as i haven't got a steady hand. Registering is a cunt sometimes, with UD's anyway.
I pick the cellaphic on my left arm, even though im steadier with my left hand. Slide in, register first go, push the plunger down slowly. Half way through i start to miss. Swab over to my right arm and finish. The rush isn't very intense, im fucked though, way more fûcked then rectal or smoking could get me.
+2:30- Back at my place talking with my friends, i miss them, im sure they miss me to. Meth seems to take me away from friends and family. Talk shit for awhile, decline their offer to go back to my mates place.
+4:00- Been playing with video games and, my dick. This is all i do on Meth, it improves cognition for mindless activities. It really is amazing what Meth can do, unfortunately i see it purely as recreational. Opiates tend to be the most functional for me. Methadone for example, a moodlifting dose is half that of a nodding dose. With that mood lift i have energy, motivation and no anxiety.
+5:00- Mix up the rest of the bag with 80 units. Drop filter, draw up 40 units, swab my right arm and insert, register and shoot. My body no longer aches, i feel quite dizzy and disconnected. I hear my dads footsteps through the house constantly, although i try to ignore it as im sure its my imagination.
+9:00- Repeat the above and realise ive got none for work, doesn't bother me now though. Entertain my self with the usual. I get pretty obsessive obsessive sometimes, thats why i hate smoking, waste to much time. Looking for those imaginary crystals, even when ive got gear. It peaks my interest. Instead of having sex or playing games during the peak i end up wasting it on the floor.
+12:30- Currently coming down and am late for work, this is always fun. I'd love an opiate right now but no help today. Weird how meth can make you very functional but during the comedown the complete opposite almost. Its early morning, im unbelievably cold. I think it may be vasoconstriction. Im paranoid and anxious.
Thanks for reading, sorry if it wasn't what you were expecting. Meth really aint an interesting drug for me anymore. Ive grown such a tolerance it seems abusing it once a week, although the quality is another factor. Really feel like another hit.
Anyway time to get to work.
I swab my hands, then the spoon off, and drop an eyeballed dose of 100mg. Crush the crystal with my syringe cap and stir. While doing this im quite impatient and anxious. Ive been doing meth 1-2 nights a week for maybe 4 months, i don't IV often though. I feel im psychologically addicted.
+0:00- I draw up the meth solution into a 29G 1cc syringe. I use to struggle with these as i haven't got a steady hand. Registering is a cunt sometimes, with UD's anyway.
I pick the cellaphic on my left arm, even though im steadier with my left hand. Slide in, register first go, push the plunger down slowly. Half way through i start to miss. Swab over to my right arm and finish. The rush isn't very intense, im fucked though, way more fûcked then rectal or smoking could get me.
+2:30- Back at my place talking with my friends, i miss them, im sure they miss me to. Meth seems to take me away from friends and family. Talk shit for awhile, decline their offer to go back to my mates place.
+4:00- Been playing with video games and, my dick. This is all i do on Meth, it improves cognition for mindless activities. It really is amazing what Meth can do, unfortunately i see it purely as recreational. Opiates tend to be the most functional for me. Methadone for example, a moodlifting dose is half that of a nodding dose. With that mood lift i have energy, motivation and no anxiety.
+5:00- Mix up the rest of the bag with 80 units. Drop filter, draw up 40 units, swab my right arm and insert, register and shoot. My body no longer aches, i feel quite dizzy and disconnected. I hear my dads footsteps through the house constantly, although i try to ignore it as im sure its my imagination.
+9:00- Repeat the above and realise ive got none for work, doesn't bother me now though. Entertain my self with the usual. I get pretty obsessive obsessive sometimes, thats why i hate smoking, waste to much time. Looking for those imaginary crystals, even when ive got gear. It peaks my interest. Instead of having sex or playing games during the peak i end up wasting it on the floor.
+12:30- Currently coming down and am late for work, this is always fun. I'd love an opiate right now but no help today. Weird how meth can make you very functional but during the comedown the complete opposite almost. Its early morning, im unbelievably cold. I think it may be vasoconstriction. Im paranoid and anxious.
Thanks for reading, sorry if it wasn't what you were expecting. Meth really aint an interesting drug for me anymore. Ive grown such a tolerance it seems abusing it once a week, although the quality is another factor. Really feel like another hit.
Anyway time to get to work.
