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Methamphetamine: 1/2 oz in 2 weeks.

joFoSho

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Hello fellow BlueLight members this is my first post but not my first time here so I will do my best to stay within the guidelines. A couple weeks and a few days ago swim(someone whom I've met)came into about 16g there was only four shards and one of these chunks was a bit bigger than a Bic lighter, after playing with the shards like a fool swim performed two seperate acetone washes with each wash containing 7.5g before wash the quick wash (20min) yielded 7.4g. The second wash was left to sit at room temperature for 12 hours, this wash yielded only slightly less than the first at 7.2g. Now it looked completely clear and swim was happy with the results and of course swim started to consume but swim also likes to push the limits. Now seven days and 5.5g. later swim has passed out and awoke the next evening to notice that swim had lost their voice, (sounded like the Godfather lol) and besides the voice issue swim insisted that they felt fine. Swim was only upset about not being able to experience any good hallucinations except for some minor auditory hallucinations, swim kept hearing ringing and sirens but was not sure if that was due to sleep deprivation or dangerously high blood pressure.so swim started into another attempt at staying awake just to see what it's like and it's effects but mostly to visually hallucinate from being sleep deprived. The first week swim ingested the substance by smoking out of a glass water pipe and taking it in capsule form. On week #2 swim consumed by taking capsules and utilized an electric vaporisor pen to smoke for immediate effect to combat drowsiness. When week 2 started swim prepared 1g with a flavoed vegetable glycerin and had dosed out each day of the week with 10 capsules that each contained .100g that works out to 1.g orally in a 24 hour period. This worked out wonderfully for swim as swim is having visual hallucinations most of which is seeing a spider run across swims body. Swim said they can feel the spiders aswell, but fully understands its not real. Swim started to see spiders and devolp some mild paranoia on day 5 of week 2. The main problem swim was having a difficult time staying awake on the planned dose, so swim took and extra 8 capsules or 800mg. After about one hour swim felt awake and the mental fog lifted but not very energized physically. Swim has made it to day 6 week 2 and consumed all ten capsules at midnight. Then around 2:30 am swim felt suddenly tired with and had loss of fine motor skill, felt out of breath and weak. Mentally swim felt foggy and the ability to think and comprehend was greatly reduced as if swim had a lobotomy. Swim eventually was able to do what swim does and took another days worth in a single dose at 3:11 am and an hour later is experiencing spots in vision, swims heart rate feels slowed and labored, feet are off color and ashy, sweating all over, with very mild chest pain and hallucinations have stopped. Swim was concerened about their state of health and decided to treat by ingesting lidocaine and propranolol and slowly cooling the body down. It has now been about an hour and swim is starting to feel better physically, mentally swim feels good and is currently waiting for hallucinations to return. Thank you for reading, please feel free to comment especially about the guidelines. swim knows they are playing with fire but swim believes they will be fine so please only give advice that's constructive. PS swim stayed well hydrated and ate normally but still lost about 12lbs during weeks 1 and 2.
 
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paragraphs please, no swimming and woah your gonna have a big comedown.

also lidocaine and propranolol? do you want your heart to stay heathy?
 
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SWIM (Someone Who Is Me) is quite interested in hearing from SWIY (Someone Who Is You) regarding the week or two following the last dose. Out of curiosity, how long exactly are you saying you've gone without sleep now?
 
I don't have any experience with methamphetamine myself, so wouldn't be in any position to give any direction at all, but it seems to me you've probably put your heart and cardiovasuclar system under extreme pressure and it wouldn't harm getting yourself checked out. Just because you may think you feel ok doesn't mean you are.

I hope you do get a check up, you'll feel great to know if you're healthy.. take it easy, seems like your playin with fire.
 
Jeez those are huge doses. I guess i can somewhat see the point, staying up days on meth and feeling hyper sensitive and aware of things is quite an experience. Although i personally know how detrimental it is to the mind so i don't like doing it. Also in the future if you want to stay up for days and catch the hallucinations why not just do lower doses spread out as much as possible, it seems like you are hammering large amounts at once which can take you out.
 
Hmm, unfortunate you didn't get to see the star of the show, the "shadow people".. which the ones I'm talking about are not "people", per say, they are just cloudy figures. A single one will stay together, yet look like smoke/vapor floating, but controlling its own direction. I don't care who calls me crazy, yada yada, I have a powerful mind, I've always been able to keep trips of all kinds under control. Maybe a time or two I thought I was going to die and couldn't shake it, but as far as the visual and auditory hallucinations, I've never "forgotten" something and really think "WHO THE FUCK IS TALKING OUT MY WINDOW?" Instead, it may surprise me for an instant, then it's like "oh yeah, damn, it's just so real".

But that's getting into my point. There are a wide range of "hallucinations" people can go through. For example, the spider and bug hallucinations. This is a common one, and it's one of the kinds that pretty much all tweakers have experienced, mild or strongly, if they have stayed up passed the 3 day mark. And yes, you can watch that fake fucking gnat go by, and touch your arm, and you will feel it touch where you saw it going lol. There are the smokey/foggish illusions that sometimes you may see a little vapor float up.. but that's your eyes playing tricks on you, I believe. Not sure, though, but compared to what I'm getting to, I believe it's not related to the "shadow people". It's much more of a common type thing in the earlier stages of hallucinations, like the bugs. Like seeing maybe static infront of something, or seeing red and green dots/balls in water, for example. I've experienced them all, and every single on of them with others at the same time, same place, same stuff, and in the same damn spots. If my friend was like "look, there they are" (red/green tiny tiny balls), I would just have to look, and I could even point out for him, for instance... point is, it starts getting strange when another person, or two, are there with you seeing the same shit.

But.... the shadow phenomena spirit looking things... I wish you could have seen. I'm not going into detail about it again, I think I've brought it up 3 or 4 times in the last week... most people don't even respond about it. I'm sure they think I did too much/up too long/etc., and maybe that is true, but if they think it's just a "normal hallucination", like when you see movements out of the corner of your eye on a binge, or when you can hold dead still and stare at something, and it starts wiggling, but it's not. IF you ever see what I'm talking about, you'll feel pretty special. They don't disappear... you can look away and look back and they will always be where they should be or were going.
Yeah, I'll bring up the one thing I've mentioned too many times. But not the complete change of the person for the next few weeks, it's personal (it honestly wasn't me), but I witnessed on my first time seeing them... and after watching them for hours, talking with one of the human people about them and how they were seeing them too (I just talked with this person an hour ago, I wanted to refresh my memory on this piece of time in history... Some bad shit started happening in the house. I don't mean haunted shit. I mean, humans being ass holes, trying to get your partner to cheat on you after a 3 day binge. Coming up with ideas to run off together, etc.... and out came these three boogie monsters haha. Nah, ok, but seriously, for hours I was like "This is awesome. Somehow, we are all hallucinating the same thing". Yes, hallucinating. When I was seeing them for the first time, I was telling myself, it's all part of the game, I've read of this before, etc...

Naw.. I knew shit got real when one of the humans started getting way out there... bobbly eyes, unable to speak clearly, etc... but THEN as I was watching this "hallucination" floating around, it headed straight at this human. I was like, NOT expecting anything, I was honestly chilled and just watching, no fear, etc. Didn't know that behind my back all this talk of cheating and running off was going on, but yeah, I was in a good mood. Then, it entered the human. No, nothing like in a movie happened... no screaming, head turning, etc... but the person did physically move in sync with it as if someone jerked her. Lightly, and not so much like if you were to just push someone. But, anyways, THAT... is when I started thinking how the fuck did that happen? For almost 2 weeks after this... nahh, won't prolong the story with things that were different and ultimately caused the demise of our 10.5 year loving relationship within 10-12 days of that incident.

And I'm not saying even for certain it was from what I was tripping out and seeing.

But, I'm keeping it on subject because the OP wants to talk hallucinations. And I want to talk about the differences in seeing a little smoke here and there (hallucinations), bugs, SHARDS ON THE GROUND, etc... but seeing the "shadow people" is another level. I'm just using level as a description, I'm not going all Wizard of Oz on ya. A lot of what I've read about them make lots of sense about why they were there.

You don't see these JUST because you are tripping. You see them because bad shit is going on around there, and they love it. I'm done, don't want ya'll calling a psych ward on me haha. I can't fully convince myself of something so wild, either... and I experienced it.
 
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