chrisinabox
Bluelighter
Day @ 3.5 Yesterday was a long day at work tierd all day, then i get home shower eat and fell fine. I got some muscle spasms in my lower back didnt last to long. I made it through the day. THE BIGGEST THING THAT KEEPS ME GOING IS I DONT EVER HAVE TO FELL THIS WAY AGAIN. i did this to my self .
I wouldn't quite say that. You did choose to start using but no one thinks when they do their first few doses of whatever drug that they will end up with a dependence on it. Once dependent, it kinda controls you IMO.
I think it's great you have tapered this long, shows a strong will to truly change as most do a short pussy ass taper and jump off because they they can't handle or don't want to wait, and they pay dearly usually. I'm on suboxone myself, have been for 4-5 years minus a 8 month period of relapse, and I plan to do a long taper with it as well since it's similar to methadone in half-life, though I heard methadone is worse overall to come off of (which is why I chose a long time ago to never fuck with it).