I went to see a new therapist yesterday. I have been battling anxiety for 1/3 of my life. I am 33 and have also been going to a methadone treatment clinic for 10 years. I have been titrating for 2 years and currently on 17 mgs. Every doctor I have went to and told them about my treatment they suddenly look at me judgingly and don't want to help me. They give me crap that doesn't work, and makes my anxiety worse or makes me depressed and agitated. The only thing I have found so far to help my anxiety/panic attacks immediately is benzos.
I figured I would try out a social experiment on the therapist yesterday, and not revel to him I was on methadone. He prescribed me trazadone for sleep, propranolol for social anxiety and the physical effects of anxiety (fast heart rate, sweating, shaking), and 10 1mg pills of Ativan for break through panic attacks. I was not wanting a whole months script of benzos obviously because I am an addict but I really appreciated him thinking of the break through since most medication for anxiety doesn't start working for 3 weeks or longer.
My concern is since my doctor did not know I was on methadone and prescribed me these drugs, are any of them harmful while on methadone? I have done some research on my own and I found out Propranolol actually helps with opiate withdrawal so that actually may be a plus because since I am at such a low dose of Methadone now, I have been feeling the withdrawals but I do not want to stay on it any longer. I am mostly worried about the Trazadone, because I have read that interactions can be seizures, respiratory distress, coma, even death.
Please no lectures on lying to doctors, I know he will eventually find out and I am considering emailing him and confessing but I figured I would come here first. I have not taken anything but the Ativan yet since I have a high tolerance for benzos anyways.
Thank you for reading and appreciate any advice and help you can give
I figured I would try out a social experiment on the therapist yesterday, and not revel to him I was on methadone. He prescribed me trazadone for sleep, propranolol for social anxiety and the physical effects of anxiety (fast heart rate, sweating, shaking), and 10 1mg pills of Ativan for break through panic attacks. I was not wanting a whole months script of benzos obviously because I am an addict but I really appreciated him thinking of the break through since most medication for anxiety doesn't start working for 3 weeks or longer.
My concern is since my doctor did not know I was on methadone and prescribed me these drugs, are any of them harmful while on methadone? I have done some research on my own and I found out Propranolol actually helps with opiate withdrawal so that actually may be a plus because since I am at such a low dose of Methadone now, I have been feeling the withdrawals but I do not want to stay on it any longer. I am mostly worried about the Trazadone, because I have read that interactions can be seizures, respiratory distress, coma, even death.
Please no lectures on lying to doctors, I know he will eventually find out and I am considering emailing him and confessing but I figured I would come here first. I have not taken anything but the Ativan yet since I have a high tolerance for benzos anyways.
Thank you for reading and appreciate any advice and help you can give

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