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Opioids Methadone Program needed?

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TheKidThesis

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Okay So I've been to over 15 different rehabs & detoxes, overdosed & almost lost my life in 09 from heroin abuse, & have been on suboxone for the two years since then & got a chunk of my life back I didn't have as a junkie but still always craved opiates. I recently got off the subs & have been back dabbling with opiates & subs just to stay level.. I called this methadone program number my neighbor gave me cause & got a call back the next day saying I could be admitted instantaneously.. so they said this Sunday I gotta go down to get assessed & the day after (Monday) I could get my first dose. IDK what to do guys cause I want a better life & I just almost feel so powerless I'm not sure what's the best choice to make here. Talk to me guys.
 
I don't know how old you are bud, but I just got out well I didn't finish an outpatient rehab. I unfortunately had to go b/c paranoid parents. I went in not even withdrawling and not even wanting to be there at all, but what they say makes allot of sense. For us addicts its a very hard road to travel. After 4 weeks into my outpatient program my grandfater passed away and a day later I relapsed and and faded out off a 20mg opana and wrecked a car. I went to a very dark place and was journaling some really scary stuff for this rehab program and the lady said straight to me. She was one more stupid journal entry to sending me to psych clinic and be in a straight jacket till they feel I am "no longer a danger to myself" I went for another week showed (but didnt actually apply myself) and waited till I got the first chance to leave. My parents wouldnt give me my keys because his fear was me getting up and leaving in the middle of the night. A week and a half to the day I got my car back, packed my shit while my parents werent home and just left. Went to flordia to be with my best friends that aren't involved in what I was up north. Who didnt do that stuff so I didnt think about it... You are on a greater scale but its possible. You don't need methadone, and you dont need suboxen. I haven't touched a pill besides xanax a couple times and adderall for almost 6 weeks AND the only reason I did is because I changed my scenery and got away from who I don't need to be. DO THE PROGRAM, YOUR AN ADDICT. IM AN ADDICT, get through it and try to get away. If not from where your from just your surroundings because with your past record, it looks like you need a sever change in scenery.

Good Luck... I kicked a daily 180+mgOC habbit. I never used the needle. but If I could do it. You can.
Peace&Love
 
Take methadone. I have, I took suboxon, I have been to detoxes, rehabs, programs, jail, mental hospital.
I am 28 I been using for 9 years. Im 7months sober and I have my life back. I feel great, my depression is gone, my body is recovering, my family forgives me and loves me again, im a human being.

I have been on and off suboxon and methadone a few times. Every time I quit I relapse. (I like suboxon way better) But anyway I would rather be on methadone or suboxon then abusing opiets. Im going to take it as long as I need it even if its years, I can quit when ever im ready there is no rush. And if I would be abusing ox or herion anyways I might well take something legal that my insurance will pay for under a doctors eye like suboxon or methadone.

Do what you must to stay sober, you no your self better then we do. Lots of people will say don't take pills becasue thats what they do. Or they hate pills. But hey if it gets you to function and it helps, take what ever you need, don't feel bad about it. Just do it now while there is time. Before you OD or something bro, get help. Your already hooked, might well get hooked on something legal , and safe.
 
I used Bali/PC Commercial Kratom to kick a 150-180mg/day Oxy habit. It took away 99% of the insane physical and mental WD's.
It is legal and WILL help most people that WANT to quit. I used it for several weeks, about 15 00capsules of it a day and then tapered down to where I only took it when I felt that urge for some opiods. It is very mildly addictive, but is NOTHING like the opiates/opiod WD's. Methadone is trading one hardcore drug for another. Kratom "WD's", if you can even call them WD's, are just a mild nuisance.
Best of all, it is legal.
 
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