Kellsee
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 2, 2021
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My first day...without you in my life... things felt strange...a bit deranged
Even so...I hope you're doing okk...take it slow cause you just never know
My systems caught in conniption...my stomachs in knots...phening for my medicine
Overcoming addiction...first step is quittin, nah the first steps admittin
I got a problem...I need help... this is something I can't beat myself
I almost felt like I can't be cured
Rehab won't take me cuz I ain't insured
I am layin in the bath tub... shakin like a new born
Searching for the courage it'll take for me to move on
I've been livin life like this waayyyy too longgggg
Beggin God please bring me home!!
I stopped before... three or four days
Always end up back in the same place
People call me a junkie....dope fiend
How they gonna judge me?
They don't even know me
Lights off....just leave me alone... Im tryin to enjoy the methodone
That's what Haystack has to say about it^^^^
I being silly now but my first post about it was sincere
Even so...I hope you're doing okk...take it slow cause you just never know
My systems caught in conniption...my stomachs in knots...phening for my medicine
Overcoming addiction...first step is quittin, nah the first steps admittin
I got a problem...I need help... this is something I can't beat myself
I almost felt like I can't be cured
Rehab won't take me cuz I ain't insured
I am layin in the bath tub... shakin like a new born
Searching for the courage it'll take for me to move on
I've been livin life like this waayyyy too longgggg
Beggin God please bring me home!!
I stopped before... three or four days
Always end up back in the same place
People call me a junkie....dope fiend
How they gonna judge me?
They don't even know me
Lights off....just leave me alone... Im tryin to enjoy the methodone
That's what Haystack has to say about it^^^^
I being silly now but my first post about it was sincere