boostedsil40
Greenlighter
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- Mar 15, 2017
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Hello everyone I'm new here,Im a 35 year old male I have been on methadone maintenance for 5 years aand currently on 160mgs methadone.Everything was perfect with steady job and just felt great for the first time in 10+ years of drug abuse.Well about 6 months ago I noticed some days I would go to work and just felt like my methadone didn't work,to the point I almost couldn't leave the bed it felt like I hit a tolerance wall.This seemed to get worse and I thought it was from drinking monster energy drinks right after I dosed but no this just got worse.So I went up on my dose about 3 times and a total of 25mgs and it worked for a week each time but I still don't feel like I always felt before?I have no energy I have no motivation I lost my job and I'm scared to get a new job when I feel this way as some days I don't even leave the room?So if going up 25mgs didn't help maybe if I start going down on my methadone it will level out and lower my tolerance?I just want it to work like it used to.The thing is one of the doctors says methadone tolerance is uncommon and many can stay at the same dose for many more years?I don't think so.The best way to describe it is like I take my dose and its like my body isn't absorbing it fully.One day I couldn't stop crying I felt so terrible.Its as if I'm not taking my correct amount some days.Then a few days ago I had a great day where everything was perfect????Please help will going down on my dose fix this?I cant go up anymore because Ive gone up 25mgs and my qtc is borderline.