tyler5
Bluelighter
hey fellow methadone/opiate users in general,
how many people are there around who genuinely goes into wd's after 16-18hrs while on methadone maintenance?
i get 100mg in the morning at 8am and get up every night at 2-4am and just sit and watch the clock every 5mins and try and waste the time with watching the tv untill it gets to 7.35am and i can start going to the clinic which opens at 8.
its absolutely fucking stressful. i mean the medication thats supposed to keep me well is not doing it.
is there anyone else that feels like theres no way mdone lasts 24h and more like 12h? i mean, to me, it would be perfect if i would get a dose in the morning and then one before sleep or something.
anyway, i hate the fucking waiting and fiending. its EXACTLY like waiting for the dope man to answer the phone or to meet with him/her. im just wondering - am i alone in this? what should i do? is there some kinda test that shows stuff like that, i mean whats going on in my body concerning this issue and all?
ive began to chip by using some fentanyl at night or before going to bed, cant handle sleeping 2-3 hours a night forever. so if theres no solution, its back to illicit opiates (which is only fentanyl, in my case.
and please dont suggest bupe. ive tried it. hated it and will not go back to it. it was absolutely completely placebo for me. it might have been 96hrs from my last smoke of fentanyl and i take 2mg of bupe and im still wd'ing like crazy. after the wd's subsided after about 5-6 days, there came the horrible paws and everything else horrible you can think of. it was seriously like a tablet filled with water but just for jokes there was written that it 'cures/replaces/ELIMINATES WD and cravings'. absolutely NO WD help from bupe for me, i waited 24hrs+ for the first tablet even though i was using 3mf (3-methylfentanyl) and i was in wd's about 2-3hrs since my last smoke. so in theory it shouldve been ok to take it after about 12hrs or so. but i waited 30 or 32 or something. nothing. just became worse. took another at the 46-48hrs mark. nothing, just worse. so i waited and wasted away. and after 6 days i said fuck it and went back to fent.
now ive decided to start with MMT only i find out that it doesnt hold me for 24hrs!
my life is so wonderful aint it 8) sorry for my english its my third language.
how many people are there around who genuinely goes into wd's after 16-18hrs while on methadone maintenance?
i get 100mg in the morning at 8am and get up every night at 2-4am and just sit and watch the clock every 5mins and try and waste the time with watching the tv untill it gets to 7.35am and i can start going to the clinic which opens at 8.
its absolutely fucking stressful. i mean the medication thats supposed to keep me well is not doing it.
is there anyone else that feels like theres no way mdone lasts 24h and more like 12h? i mean, to me, it would be perfect if i would get a dose in the morning and then one before sleep or something.
anyway, i hate the fucking waiting and fiending. its EXACTLY like waiting for the dope man to answer the phone or to meet with him/her. im just wondering - am i alone in this? what should i do? is there some kinda test that shows stuff like that, i mean whats going on in my body concerning this issue and all?
ive began to chip by using some fentanyl at night or before going to bed, cant handle sleeping 2-3 hours a night forever. so if theres no solution, its back to illicit opiates (which is only fentanyl, in my case.
and please dont suggest bupe. ive tried it. hated it and will not go back to it. it was absolutely completely placebo for me. it might have been 96hrs from my last smoke of fentanyl and i take 2mg of bupe and im still wd'ing like crazy. after the wd's subsided after about 5-6 days, there came the horrible paws and everything else horrible you can think of. it was seriously like a tablet filled with water but just for jokes there was written that it 'cures/replaces/ELIMINATES WD and cravings'. absolutely NO WD help from bupe for me, i waited 24hrs+ for the first tablet even though i was using 3mf (3-methylfentanyl) and i was in wd's about 2-3hrs since my last smoke. so in theory it shouldve been ok to take it after about 12hrs or so. but i waited 30 or 32 or something. nothing. just became worse. took another at the 46-48hrs mark. nothing, just worse. so i waited and wasted away. and after 6 days i said fuck it and went back to fent.
now ive decided to start with MMT only i find out that it doesnt hold me for 24hrs!
my life is so wonderful aint it 8) sorry for my english its my third language.
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