illwill0481
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jun 15, 2018
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Hello, I am new here. I recently joined a methadone clinic in order to kick heroin. I was using about an 8 ball a day of heroin. The clinic started me with 20mg and takes me up 5mg a day. I am now at 45 and while it does help tremendously with the withdraws I want to feel more from it. I guess my question is will I ever be able to achieve the feeling I want at all? What does would produce a euphoria feeling and if I get to that dose will it matter since I have gotten to it slowly in 5mg increments a day. I recall a friend of mine went to a methadone clinic years ago and he would come home pretty lit, nodding and itching, the whole nine yards. I want to feel some what of a "buzz" from it as too get the cravings and urges at bay.