hardknoxkicker
Greenlighter
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- Aug 6, 2014
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So I have been on methadone for 6 months now, currently on 160mg. The problem is that my dose isn't lasting like it should! Around 10pm my stomach starts to hurt and I start to feel icky8(. Come morning I am full blown in withdrawl. I don't feel the heroine anymore all it does is take away the w/d symptoms. As a note, I only use once or twice a month. I used heroine for 2 years about 1gram a day. The weird part is I was prescribed methadone pills for 2 years before using heroine and only needed 80-100mgs a day and didn't wake up as sick as I am now. But did feel a little rough in the am. My husband and I pay $650 a month in for MMT and hate the clinic we go to. It takes about a month everytime I need to increase my dose and this last time was told 160mg was the highest they will let me go which is total bs
!! One of the nurses suggested that I could split my dose, take 80mg in the am and 80 mgs in afternoon. But I don't think I could make it to my afternoon dose because the 80mgs wasn't enough to hold me. I really need some good advice here because I really want to not use anymore and being 34 yrs old I have already ruined 10 yrs of my life and want to live the rest of my life happy and clean and make my family proud of me. I am getting so frustrated, aggitated and anxious. And, my counselor is a total b***h
!! ANY IMPUT OR ADVICE would be greatly appreciated!!

