BananasAndOranges
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I have decided that I get way to belligerent when I am on methadone towards the end of the night. I cannot take it anymore so I told my parents I want to go to a hospital for hopefully only a week maybe two, and get on Bupe. If anyone has any comments please respond input is needed. I want this to be as painless as possible and I know its going to be a bitch. I am not wanting to get high anymore. I hated and am over opiate high/buzz/warmths and just want to kill the w/d part. I don't care about having cravings because I wont. I don't have them now and haven't for awhile. I will say thinking about it makes memories come back but theres no point for me to stay on methadone if its ruining my life.