I've done the same things as you Stieffeno. They can interperet the results as they see fit. If they either don't like you/think yuo're looking for drugs/are incompetent/or other reasons I'm too smashed to think of, they will just fuck you around. The fact that you ahve admitted to "abusing" drugs, whatever reason that is doesn't matter, makes your chances of getting legitimate pain relief very slim. That is the system. That is why it is often better for your own best interests not to tell the complete truth to your health professional. This is backwards and needs to be changed, but at the moment it is how it is.
If i even sense they are starting to screw me around i will straight up tell them, dont fuck me around! This is my life they are toying with, and they damn well better do everything they can to give me the support (in whatever form is nessisary) i need.
Hell if things got really bad i could always go give my story to ACA (A Current Affair), give them some major negative publicity which puts pressure on them. Ive seen companies buckle to the "victims" needs after a couple ACA reports haha :D
EDIT: I dont think they will see me as drug seeking coz im legitimatly not =/, i dont think they will see me as incompetent because ive always been a fairly intelligent person (though my spelling could use some work lol)...hell at one time i was study to be a software design (C/C++ programming to be exact) but ended up quitting near the end due to major stress related problems (try doin a test which involves coding something, writing a 300 line short program and having to rewrite the entire thing 4 times over, each with different algorithms all because you made the mistake of using an upper case T instead of a lower >.<).
Also i dont think they will hate me coz i always attend appointments, have never been rude (though this will change if they fuck me around lol) and am generally very nice.
Offtopic: On an unrelated note my mums pure bred Siamese female just gave birth last night to 6 kittens
. Her last litter was a disaster and 5 of 6 died due to various reasons (which is odd coz she had never lost any babies before, and she isnt overbred as my mother does let her get pregnant straight after a previous litter...as to give her body a chance to have a break...as law states with licensed cat breaders - to which my mother is).
The kittens go on sale at...err im not sure what age, i think 8-14 weeks? not sure, all i know is they sell for upwards of 550 bux per kitten :d haha. Thats 3.3grand a litter...though there is food expenses, microchipping, vaccinations and so forth which lowers it by a few hundred bux!
Offtopic 2: After being away from the game for 9 months i have just started playing World of Warcraft again for anyone who plays. I play on the Realm Barthilas (which is an Oceanic PVP i believe), my character name is: Khealingyou on allience side (its a shadow/disc priest at level 45...get it Khealingyou, killingyou/healingyou lol).
I have some level 85s (the max level) but i dont play them.
My other main i play is a level 63 deathknight on Allience, named LucaBraso on the realm Khaz'goroth (not Khaz'gorath) which is an Oceanic PVE realm. I will be switching between these 2 the most. And somes play my warlock on horde side of Barthilas named Nerffear.