Well i still get some pain, but i dont get the massive attacks of pain that cause me to shallow breath as breathing caused major back pain...things like that are very rare on the Methadone, so id say the Methadone is workin pretty decently on it. The clinic today said i need to get a refferal to Westmead hospital coz apparently they have a pain clinic section that has bulk billing...as all the private places charge a fortune, so im going to my GP in a few days to get the refferal for the hospital based pain section.
I hear what you are saying about just getting on pain meds, but thats what i was doing with the codeine...but after a while i was taking 45 a day, taking 15 pills at once =/...i fear being on Morphine or Endone would just lead to me upping my dose constantly to stay a step ahead of my tolerance. Id probably get 6-10 months of good pain relief and then i would be needing more and more, like with the codeine....i actually hope that doesnt happen with the Methadone =/. If i can get my life issues (ie anxiety/depression, TAFE) sorted and stay on the same dose of Methadone without having to up it all the time, i think my life could definately massively improve. See on pain killers id have to take sooo many all the time, but Methadone (providing it works this good for a long time) is much more managable, i just drink 60mg and im done (im praying my tolerence doesnt alter much...i really dont wanna up my dose again if i can help it). The only problem is having to go to the methadone clinic every single day...for the last month my mother has been driving me there and back home, as when i wake in the mornings i feel really weak and dont think i could manage the trip using public transport...but mum is getting sick of going all the time. Mind you the clinic is only a 12min drive from my place and i only take about 45seconds to dose (providing there arent many ppl waiting and they aint on Bupe)(yes ppl at my Methadone clinic also take Bupe, it sucks coz they hold everyone else up!).
Edit: Right now my back is hurting a fair bit, but thats coz i was sitting in a pc chair for a few hours today without a pillow behind my back...so its my own fault today, but without the Methadone i would be in agony right now, rather than just dealing with managable pain like i am now.
I hear what you are saying about just getting on pain meds, but thats what i was doing with the codeine...but after a while i was taking 45 a day, taking 15 pills at once =/...i fear being on Morphine or Endone would just lead to me upping my dose constantly to stay a step ahead of my tolerance. Id probably get 6-10 months of good pain relief and then i would be needing more and more, like with the codeine....i actually hope that doesnt happen with the Methadone =/. If i can get my life issues (ie anxiety/depression, TAFE) sorted and stay on the same dose of Methadone without having to up it all the time, i think my life could definately massively improve. See on pain killers id have to take sooo many all the time, but Methadone (providing it works this good for a long time) is much more managable, i just drink 60mg and im done (im praying my tolerence doesnt alter much...i really dont wanna up my dose again if i can help it). The only problem is having to go to the methadone clinic every single day...for the last month my mother has been driving me there and back home, as when i wake in the mornings i feel really weak and dont think i could manage the trip using public transport...but mum is getting sick of going all the time. Mind you the clinic is only a 12min drive from my place and i only take about 45seconds to dose (providing there arent many ppl waiting and they aint on Bupe)(yes ppl at my Methadone clinic also take Bupe, it sucks coz they hold everyone else up!).
Edit: Right now my back is hurting a fair bit, but thats coz i was sitting in a pc chair for a few hours today without a pillow behind my back...so its my own fault today, but without the Methadone i would be in agony right now, rather than just dealing with managable pain like i am now.
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