hi all. i've posted a few of these in the past few weeks, but this ones a bit different. heres the gist of the situation. i've been on methadone maintenance for about 3 months steadily at 70mgs and have a VERY HIGH tolerance to opiates. i have bad anxiety and no insurance so i need to get benzos off the street, used to get scripts for ativan and klonopin which worked wonders! i dont abuse benzos, dont care for the buzz. lately all i can get are xanax which i heard are a fucking deathwish to mix together. the gneral consensus ive gotten on here is that it isnt that dangerous as long as u take it in moderation. at first i took my 70mg done and .5mg xanax. that worked fine. after a few days i worked it up to 2mg which was no problem, i woke up one night and i was holding my breath and my gf said i was breathing kinda funny. that was kinda scary. today i had a VERY FUCKED UP DAY and several anxiety attacks. i took my daily 70mg dones at 9am i took 2mg at 12pm then meant to take .5mg a cpl hours later but i actually ended up taking about 1.5mg more at 2pm cuz they were different mg pills and i was at work and did my mental math wrong since i had to count em and pop em quickly. its now about 7pm and the drowsiness is setting in so i showered to wake myself up a bit. im sure i can keep myself awake for about 2-3more hours but im afraid im gonna fall asleep and stop breathing. so all together i took 3.5mg of xanax!!!! FUUUCK! should i go to the er? what symptoms should i watch out for? my heartrate is normal. its at about 90btm which is very average for me. the friend i got em from said he mixes dones and xanax all the time and he said as liong as i dont take more than 4mg in a day i'll be fine with a 70mg done dose, but i think hes full of shit. i do believe some ppl can handle this, but everyones fucking different! i was able to handle taking 2mg-2.5mg with very little problems...so do u think the extra miligram is gonna make a big diff? i also dont have a vehicle, so im going to have to call 911 for medical attention which i REALLY cant afford, but if its gonna save my life i'll do it. i just want to know what are the signs i should watch out for? obviously decreased heart rate, as i said i've been checking my heartbeats per minute, and its normal for now. right now im mildly dizzy and pretty damn tired. if my head hit a pillow i'd be asleep. luckily i have a gf who can keep an eye on me when i sleep but shes gonna be pissed, and she also has to sleep sometime as well...i feel bad. anywho, if anyone has advice or other symptoms to watch for i'd appreciate it!! THX ALL! LONG LIVE BLUELIGHT!!!