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Meth Meth - weirdest trip I’ve ever had. I’m convinced the FBI loves to mess with tweakers.

jake the mistake

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I’m the type of tweaker that can usually go for days and have a cool head. Except the other night, I had the most vivid psychosis ever at the hotel with my girlfriend.

Every time I looked through the peephole there were 5-6 feds . 2 black guys who looked like they were unscrewing our latch on the left, a blonde lady Sherrif on the right, and a tall stoner looking cop in the back.

I didn’t have a single bad trip inside the actual hotel room. We opened the door several times and nobody was there. However I kept looking through the peep hole for hours and it was the EXACT same feds, vividly laughing at me and trying to get into our door. My GF was pissed at this point because she didn’t see it when she looked. I believed they simply were using a remote camera to fuck with me.

But eventually my GF did start to fall into my “delusions” when the lock just popped open in its own. It was the freakiest shit I’ve ever seen. Eventually I waved through the peephole and the fed guy in the back waved back.

The bottom of the door on the left wasn’t even secured all the way, u could literally see into the hallway. And there some little spike lookin things that might’ve been bugs. Also our lamp kept making wiry sounds.

So anyways, at this point we’re in the bathroom with the shower on so they can’t hear us talking. I literally cracked our beautiful pipe in half and flushed it. All of a sudden we both hear several people with boots running down the hallway and my dog starts barking like crazy so we reluctantly flush 2 g’s of the most fire shit.

I’ve had even worse psychosis than this in the past, but this time was just too weird.

I think the FBI loves to MK ULTRA mindfuck tweakers for fun honestly. There were just too many signs. My level headed girlfriend who had no psychosis at the time spent the whole night trying to calm me down but eventually she started to notice some of the shit. I think they simply turned off the peephole camera every time she would look through it. And she even admitted that our lock moved on its own several times. It loosened.

Man, I wanna believe that it was just a regular ice trip but I felt like I was being MK Ultra’d. it was too vivid. And like I said, I had no visual trips inside the actual hotel room, just when looking through the peep hole.
 

Similar thing happened to my friend and I. I was deep into psychosis for months due to A-PHP and Meth. Won't go into the whole story but after weeks/months telling my friend about the fucked up shit my roommates were doing to me he started to believe it as well and started to see the signs and connect the dots when he'd come over.

Now that I have some years between that traumatic experience I realize I was in psychosis and probably 90-95% of the stuff I thought was happening wasn't happening at all. Though I know my friends/roommates at the time did do something fucked up which set off my psychosis. Everything else for the most part was in my head.

I imagine something similar is happening here. You were so convinced that it was happening and were so CONVINCING in your worry to your girlfriend that she started to experience the same thing. When 2 people have been riding a high for a while and enter psychosis it can happen very easily. My ex and I entered psychosis and started having the same hallucinations independently of each other and didn't realize until we mentioned it.

Not trying to take away from what you experienced. Psychosis is inherently "real" to whomever experiences it, hence the word "psychosis". I'm sure that given some time you'll realize that it most likely was just psychosis and no way the government is going to spend a ton of money for cameras and personnel just to fuck with a couple of tweakers and get them to flush only 2 grams of drugs.

The government are cheap bastards. They aren't gonna spend that money unless it makes them more money or furthers an agenda. Messing with drug users gains them nothing.

Regardless, I hope that you've been able to get some rest or are able to soon and start to feel a bit better
 

Similar thing happened to my friend and I. I was deep into psychosis for months due to A-PHP and Meth. Won't go into the whole story but after weeks/months telling my friend about the fucked up shit my roommates were doing to me he started to believe it as well and started to see the signs and connect the dots when he'd come over.

Now that I have some years between that traumatic experience I realize I was in psychosis and probably 90-95% of the stuff I thought was happening wasn't happening at all. Though I know my friends/roommates at the time did do something fucked up which set off my psychosis. Everything else for the most part was in my head.

I imagine something similar is happening here. You were so convinced that it was happening and were so CONVINCING in your worry to your girlfriend that she started to experience the same thing. When 2 people have been riding a high for a while and enter psychosis it can happen very easily. My ex and I entered psychosis and started having the same hallucinations independently of each other and didn't realize until we mentioned it.

Not trying to take away from what you experienced. Psychosis is inherently "real" to whomever experiences it, hence the word "psychosis". I'm sure that given some time you'll realize that it most likely was just psychosis and no way the government is going to spend a ton of money for cameras and personnel just to fuck with a couple of tweakers and get them to flush only 2 grams of drugs.

The government are cheap bastards. They aren't gonna spend that money unless it makes them more money or furthers an agenda. Messing with drug users gains them nothing.

Regardless, I hope that you've been able to get some rest or are able to soon and start to feel a bit better
Well I didn’t wanna mention this part but I got the shit off an online vendor that is so fucking professional, it seems like the Feds themselves selling it to people. Then they know exactly who to fuck with. But I guess they would need permission from the hotel right? It was all very bizarre. I just don’t understand how it was so vivid and the EXACT people looked the same for hours. Another weird thing was the hotel didn’t even ID us when we went in. And the trips didn’t start happening until about 3 hours in. Those peephole Feds I can describe their faces in detail Man. It really looked like they were in a van or something and they were having fun with it. Thanks for sharing your side tho. I was actually on day 3 if my bender and my GF was on day 1. But she wasn’t the one who copped the shit so it’s like they were just targeting me.

I swear I’d be looking through the peephole and by the time my gf ran across the room to check they could’ve just turned the video off. When the latch popped we freaked.

Right when we thought they were gonna bust the door down I drank a whole bottle of bromazolam cuz I thought I’d be sitting in a cop car. I was passing out every 3 seconds cuz of the benzo black out and instead of just leaving me there my GF got me into an Uber somehow and got me home. I was literally living life in 1-2 second increments before my memory would restart and she had to keep waking me up. It was a hell or a night

A night that I could’ve spent vibing out fucking all night and listening to music with my gorgeous girlfriend.
 
The feds don’t have the resources to even investigate all the legit violent crime that occurs….they definitely don’t have time to waste playing games with tweakers

I dont know if this is true but sometimes I think that hallucinations and delusions can be retroactive in that maybe when it happened it wasn’t so “perfect” but your memory of the experience has its blanks filled in afterwards once you have all the “information”
And you remember the hallucination then to have been so real and convincing
 
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Bro I haven't been getting people this time with the ice. I've been getting really weird shit like my ceiling fan moving at me in a malicious distorted fashion. Obviously I talk shit to it, like try me your the ceiling fan.

I've also been getting weird like light flashes and all this visual distortion. I saw a person one time when I was home alone and I did some h while on a binge and it was me but like a zombie almost.

I know it seems real when it seems like the fbi are there but they aren't lol. You gotta remind your self nothing is real sometimes.
 
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