BC hockeyguy
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- Aug 11, 2019
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I have battled addiction for 15 years. always stimulants. I did the usual progrssion snorting coke, smoking crack, iv coke, then onto meth... I have sobered up several times and in the Last 5 years have been sober for 85-90 % of the time. IT wasnt until a few years ago that i got into meth... Keep in mind, i was sober for most of the Last two years... Ok so now im in a new province (BC), different people different meth.
I noticed immediately that the meth here is not as good.. For my entire drug career i was a binge user, But now its differernt. When i used in the past i would not eat or sleep for up 7-8 days... And crashed very very hard..
But the Last month has been entirely different than anything ive experienced. Dope is weak. I can eat full meals sometimes twice a Day. AND I can sleep Daily and now I literally can NOT get High , I ve been smoking at Least 1-1.5 grams a Day. And am 95% fully functional.... When i smoke it i feel nothing. Im assuming just a case of high tolerance???
I did a shot iv Last night.. Felt a bit of something but still nothing even close to a "High"... So about an hour after the iv shot i went to my dealer and got $100 Worth of crack.... Two huge blasts approximately 0.5g .... Big mistake .. I was pretty close to OD. (i have OD in the past with IV coke).... Last night Took me a Half hour to top shaking and sweating profusely... could hardly walk... I put water down the back of my neck and really tried to take deep slow breaths... Was pretty scary to be honest.
What do you do when the drugs stop working??? I cant afford coke/crack and meth aint doing it.... Im on the List for detox but it could be 7-10 days yet. Many people detox at Home?
Also what kind of with drawls Will i see from a month of daily usage? I have 15 Xanax 0.5 ready to go... Ive used 4 already because when i couldnt get high my anxiety went crazy.
Thanks for your input.
PS- I have not used anything today besides 1- Xanax 0.5 . I have heartburn that Will not go away. taken literally 36-40 tums throughtout the Day and the heartburn keeps coming back. Also Ive Heard that antacids can hinder the effectiveness of stimulants.... true or false??? I dunno i have a bag of speed beside my bed right now but honestly have zero urge... it doesnt do a fukn thing for me anymore.
I noticed immediately that the meth here is not as good.. For my entire drug career i was a binge user, But now its differernt. When i used in the past i would not eat or sleep for up 7-8 days... And crashed very very hard..
But the Last month has been entirely different than anything ive experienced. Dope is weak. I can eat full meals sometimes twice a Day. AND I can sleep Daily and now I literally can NOT get High , I ve been smoking at Least 1-1.5 grams a Day. And am 95% fully functional.... When i smoke it i feel nothing. Im assuming just a case of high tolerance???
I did a shot iv Last night.. Felt a bit of something but still nothing even close to a "High"... So about an hour after the iv shot i went to my dealer and got $100 Worth of crack.... Two huge blasts approximately 0.5g .... Big mistake .. I was pretty close to OD. (i have OD in the past with IV coke).... Last night Took me a Half hour to top shaking and sweating profusely... could hardly walk... I put water down the back of my neck and really tried to take deep slow breaths... Was pretty scary to be honest.
What do you do when the drugs stop working??? I cant afford coke/crack and meth aint doing it.... Im on the List for detox but it could be 7-10 days yet. Many people detox at Home?
Also what kind of with drawls Will i see from a month of daily usage? I have 15 Xanax 0.5 ready to go... Ive used 4 already because when i couldnt get high my anxiety went crazy.
Thanks for your input.
PS- I have not used anything today besides 1- Xanax 0.5 . I have heartburn that Will not go away. taken literally 36-40 tums throughtout the Day and the heartburn keeps coming back. Also Ive Heard that antacids can hinder the effectiveness of stimulants.... true or false??? I dunno i have a bag of speed beside my bed right now but honestly have zero urge... it doesnt do a fukn thing for me anymore.