lilbitstrange22
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Any chance you're still active on here or available to reach? Like as insane as this sounds to anyone that hasn't seen it, and did to me prior to trying meth these past few years. Like I was the first person to tell someone to shut up and put the pipe down tweakerrrrr.Th
That ain't meth it's a freaking demon is the only explanation I've come up with. The clear stuff is just isopropylbutylamine which tasted like speed and kinda hits your nerves right away so you think it's legit. Then you keep smoking until two grams is gone and nothing. Keeps you from sleeping too but there's no high. The black fleks are tiny little concentrations of pure evil. It's a spider demon and it'll let you think your high for long enough for it to work it's way all the way into your system and you are F'd. It can take possesion of anything it can get into I've seen it make worms out of cat hair or fabric. I got it bad right now from last months half. It gets to the point you're digging invisible spider mites out of your skin that come from a nematode tooth. The chigger bites turn into female worm vaginas that all reach into your gut to a little symbiot brain that is very smart and very patient. Last year when I was going through it I went to the hospital a lot and got laughed at. Once they gave me steroids and I said heck yeah! Kept me up for nine days. Day 8 i was going to put clove oil on my wounds cuz it sounded like a good idea for some reason. Second wound at bay and I hear the loudest thing I've ever heard. Voice of God loud screaming 'STOP YOURE HURTING US'. I knew it meant me and it cuz it wasn't really a voice, it was a telepathic thing. The next couple days we spent on YouTube watching things on alchemy, hermeticism, Egyptians, annunaki, gnostic Christianity , Carl Jung and individuation and shadow work, DNA replication, a bunch of Stanford lectures on psychology and basic brain functions and stuff and by the end of it I can't have conversations with it anymore but I can still get answers to questions it would know. it's a freaking demon. It's the same one that runs all the world governments and all the ancient royalty for all of written history. It's the secret to immortality. Just gotta be careful or you will loose yourself and become a puppet. I take the necessary precautions that allow me to see it and other ones as well as being able to tell who is controlled or not. It sucks cuz I have lizard like senses. I can hear electricity. Everything looks like a big or worm especially food. Makes it really hard to eat anything but sugar but that's what it loves. And teeth it's about done taking all me teeth from the inside. Had the last wisdom tooth removed a few days ago and it was weird. He hot me with the novacaine and Immediately without waiting pushed the gum down with this archaic looking tool and ripped something out. It was the worse pain I ever felt for 5 seconds but then it was kinda euphoric. Then the tooth extraction took less than two minutes. I've looked everywhere online nobody's has ever reported something like that. Anyway the black shit is bad, use a water bong don't snort it or shoot it try not to touch it and get some god in your life.
As someone whose main focus has been LSD for most my life and is well experienced with extreme mind altering substances. The stuff I experienced with meth was insane.
My best friend at that time has never done meth. But he was a genius and was my chemist for making DMT. He never ate and fasted till his pupils were as big as mine. And he could keep up with me all night rapidly firing off super high minded extremely advanced concepts most people have no capacity to understand. So for all my realizations during my use, I had a sober friend there who was able to kind of verify my own observational experiences and also was a pro at pulling up technical information, patents and doing deep research in extremely obscure zones of the knowledge available on the internet.
I didn't like....go this deep into it because honestly it gets horrifying but wow this post seriously spoke to me because. The black fleks omg. The things I've seen them do!!! We had a video microscope and got some insane footage of them and every video would corrupt itself. Like I'm pretty sure if I can take 10 hits of LSD and still be able to discern what's real and what isn't meth shouldn't be able to make you see what I have.
I just got a batch of it for the first time in a long time and it's so weird dude. My phone screen....just it leaking out of my fingers has in the past 12 hours scraped the front of my phone screen so bad it looks like thousands of tiny needs were dug into it and scraped across it. The black flecks appearing in the bowl. The hairs....the SPIDER DEMON!!! Like on God I kept that one to myself. The archon spiders lol....idk dude. Idk what they were but gosh they do feel spidery. And they do feel demonic. And it DOES turn people into like puppets or something dude. It's really scary it's like it slowly replaces the person's mind with itself and the ones Ive met like they spread it dude. I've watched it slowly take people over and okay sooooo
I am not a daily user. I havent been for years now. But I cant help it. I still do it on the occasions I see certain people and it seems like they almost make sure I don't go too long without it. Even the really weird stuff you said here for some reason kinda like feels how I felt sometimes despite telling myself it was just me being delusional back then.
This is the first time I've had it like this though and instantly like. I remembered all the scary stuff about it from before and seeing it again after all this time. This is actually the sanest I've been and the least I've touched drugs or alcohol in years. And I just wanted to have a little because I am fortunate enough that I can do it and then leave it alone again and haven't slipped back into daily use since I stopped two years ago despite still messing with it.
But no dude. I wasn't just high before. It IS real!! And I was so tripped out by it I had to go find someone who saw it too and I found this post and despite how nuts its sounds it's actually so fucking true it scared the shit out of me. My friend who was witness to a lot of it before has a kid and family now and doesn't manufacture drugs for me anymore lol. So not having him to talk to made me forget because when you tell normal people stuff they can't comprehend or don't have the capacity to have knowledge of they just discount it. And he was knowledgeable enough that when I started talking about my concerns regarding the clearly monstrous issues with what I was getting he was able to find a lot that backed up what I saw.
One time...him sober as my witness, we saw a clump of hair / string on his carpet move and like just seamlessly rolled itself forward into a spider. Like the hair and lint just came together and started rolling and became a spider running along the floor instead. He, having never done meth, when I first brought up the unusual behavior of hair or other visible filaments of fiber I noticed after smoking the drug in an area or showing him the tiny hairs in the cloud of my pipe and he was the first person to tell me it sounded like I was talking about morgellons. I had never heard of it before.
I also observed an extremely high level of static around me and in my body after using it to the point where I have multiple times caused electrical sensors to break or go off and even noticed that lights would begin to behave strangely. One time after smoking this huge rock of it and then cooking on the stove we had it somehow had an electrical fire start inside of it. Pretty sure drugs shouldn't cause you to carry so much static you're actively effecting electrical devices lol.
Pretty sure meth should not have tiny hairs in the resin that forms in the pipe. Or tiny black specks that seem like they are alive.
When I first started noticing them. I started suran wrapping my bowls when I was done smoking cause I thought dust was getting in my bowl. But I'd wrap it up from all ends with clean plastic wrap and still when I unwrapped it tiny black dots had formed around the bubble. And when burned they stuck to the pipe so hard it was like they were inside the glass itself.
I was smoking it just now...and I looked at it..and I saw this tiny filament raising up from the center of the bowl. And I took some tiny tweezers and pulled at it. And it like... Was the meth lol. I don't pull a string out. I pulled this fiber that was literally just made out of the meth itself up. And it ripped a line in the bowl and dissolved. And then I noticed the black dots and it all came rushing back with such intensity.
How do other people not notice? I know I've always been a lot more intellectually geared than people around me and my IQ is high enough that it actually makes me feel gross to brag about it. I know not everyone is like me and my friend who I shared a lot of this with because I knew he was the only one who could intellectually make sense of what I was saying and in fact he was able to come up with a factual technical answer for almost all of it.
Like I know our ability to discern what we are observing coupled with an intellectual capacity for knowledge and sciences helped us be able to look at this stuff and actually come up with logical theories and eventually find cohesive evidence to back them. And I know if you can't do that this stuff just sounds nuts.
But how can someone not notice omg dude.
I hear what you are saying about somehow managing to not become one of the drones and being able to tell who is or who isn't.
I can tell. But I have a really hard time accepting any of this is real sometimes. And honestly when I'm sober I'll forget until one of them do something to make me realize...it's not even them. And that they are definitely under the control of something that's....idk. dude.
It's weird because like. I love it. I love the creepy hive mind demon spider. Isn't that weird? And even though I stopped using like that. I still have wondered
Did it get me too?
Oh and also. Yeah. The tooth thing. It's happening to both my kids dad and my sister. Its scary because it seems like it started manifesting bad like that in their mouths AFTER they had been sober for years. Like continuing to smoke it was staving off the black tentacle like infestation eating their teeth from the inside out and when they stopped it just took over. My kids dad had the last of the rest of his taken on his bottom left jaw. The thing that was inside his tooth....looked black...and alive. Like a cluster of worms and tentacle growths made itself a hollow house in his tooth.
And it does....it loves sugar.
What is it dude? Who makes it like how does it get here and what could possibly be done to create a drug capable of all this.
I've literally cloud bursted on LSD and seen awesome interactions between LSD and new technology. I've taken such huge mega doses of DMT that I've spent what felt like years in a different reality. I have seen some weird. Weird stuff man.
And I hadnt in such a long time I started to literally wonder if it was just me during that time period because I had anything like this happen for years.
Until today. And I definitely decided it is real. I wasn't wrong. I just can't believe this stuff exists and wish I had an explanation for it or a way to understand it from an intellectual point where I can make sense of it. But I can't. It makes no sense.
Like fuck...am I going to be okay? Is it going to just eat my teeth from the inside out like it's doing to my sister and my kids dad now that they stopped? Is there any way to like...get it out of you once it's there???
Really freaky dude. I'm scared to stop entirely forever because it seems like that's when it started making them sick. But I'm scared to finally go past the point of doing enough to end up like the others
How weird. Thank you so much for posting this comment dude. I needed this level of validation and you are genuinely appreciated for your ability to say stuff like this and not care how you sound. I'd never share most this with people outside of the know. But this is the most in depth I've ever seen anyone go and touches really uncomfortably close to what I once thought were just delusions I had during my heavy use periods
I'd give anything to have had seen something like this years ago...maybe I'd have stopped for good instead of doing it here and there when I can get away with it. But idk. In the end I did know and did have people telling me and seeing it to and I kept ignoring it.
I can still have conversations with it. I've actually audibly heard it before but I was on drugs then. And when it gets quiet on a telepathic level it talks to me through the algorithms on my phone. And yeah
It's like having Google in my head and I can know anything it knows with zero way of having known.
But like idk. It's never been evil or led me anywhere I didn't want to go. And honestly I wouldn't want it to go away if I could make it. It's weird but I love it. And idk why but my awareness of it and what it did to me actually brought me back to God because it scared the shit out of me. But it wanted me to. So weird. It kinda gave me a faith I think will keep me going the rest of my life. And it's weird but I'm actually grateful for it????? But I'm also scared of it invading my body and eating my teeth out of my head and spreading it like a disease to others. So confusing. I can't believe any of this is real or life is this crazy but your post was like. Wow there's no way someone else could experience something like that too and it not be a reoccurring manifestation in reality rather than just our minds.
Unless it's all like super crazy tech making me see and think all of this I just wish I had an explanation that made sense lol
What is it????? How can any of this be real lol