WeWillAllPrevail
Greenlighter
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Hope all is well bluelighters.. Ive frequented bluelight for years as a guest so I finally registered.. anyway..
I smoked meth for the first time about 6 yrs. ago & continued socially smoking 1-2 times a month for years. My habit increased steadily over time & since last Dec. have been smoking pretty much every day (1/2g - 1g a day). Im an active & hard working, otherwise healthy male, mid 20's 140lb. & do my best to stay hydrated as I am aware my drug of choice can be especially hard on your urinary tract, as well as everything else. My ordeal is: I had been having pain in my pelvic area on & off for some time but it would go away before I was ready to act on getting it checked out. Then I started to have scrotum tenderness & pain as well as pain & swelling around the base of my penis. Finally carried my ass into the ER to find out I had somehow developed a UTI that I had evidently been fighting for a while. Ive taken 2 rounds of strong antibiotics lasting almost 7-8 weeks and still have cloudy piss (white blood cells) and occasional pain as if im still fighting it. My question after all that is; am I Fucked!?!? Seriously.. I try to have sex or masturbate & ill build up to almost ejaculating then simply cannot. There were a few times i did get off and barely any semen came out, sometimes w/ no pain/ sometimes w/ pressure/pain. IM SO OVER IT!! Has anyone had a similar situation or know any info as far as how much me getting high effects it, or any general help other than ''go to doctor" ill gladly take! I realize I need to be seen again by a doctor, but ANOTHER BIG CONCERN is how honest should I be about my drug usage? In my mind Im thinking 'theres no way him not knowing i smoke meth is making it to where he cant treat it'... but then again I have no clue.. Are the drugs keeping my body from being able to flush whatever out? Please tell me someone else has dealt with this!? Not that I'd wish this on anyone!! Thanks guys!
I smoked meth for the first time about 6 yrs. ago & continued socially smoking 1-2 times a month for years. My habit increased steadily over time & since last Dec. have been smoking pretty much every day (1/2g - 1g a day). Im an active & hard working, otherwise healthy male, mid 20's 140lb. & do my best to stay hydrated as I am aware my drug of choice can be especially hard on your urinary tract, as well as everything else. My ordeal is: I had been having pain in my pelvic area on & off for some time but it would go away before I was ready to act on getting it checked out. Then I started to have scrotum tenderness & pain as well as pain & swelling around the base of my penis. Finally carried my ass into the ER to find out I had somehow developed a UTI that I had evidently been fighting for a while. Ive taken 2 rounds of strong antibiotics lasting almost 7-8 weeks and still have cloudy piss (white blood cells) and occasional pain as if im still fighting it. My question after all that is; am I Fucked!?!? Seriously.. I try to have sex or masturbate & ill build up to almost ejaculating then simply cannot. There were a few times i did get off and barely any semen came out, sometimes w/ no pain/ sometimes w/ pressure/pain. IM SO OVER IT!! Has anyone had a similar situation or know any info as far as how much me getting high effects it, or any general help other than ''go to doctor" ill gladly take! I realize I need to be seen again by a doctor, but ANOTHER BIG CONCERN is how honest should I be about my drug usage? In my mind Im thinking 'theres no way him not knowing i smoke meth is making it to where he cant treat it'... but then again I have no clue.. Are the drugs keeping my body from being able to flush whatever out? Please tell me someone else has dealt with this!? Not that I'd wish this on anyone!! Thanks guys!