GorillaBugattiMac
Greenlighter
you in the 48? N.E for me , the big apple.
are you in the 48? I’m in the big apple , for me the drop began in September, disgusting smooth sided , burnt brown immediately. No high just tightness in chest . Stayed the same until about early December it got a little better. .the last week or 2 seems to be the best it’s been in this time . Thing is I feel the same as you . Buzzed but not like smacked . I also had to quit mainlining this year my veins died. Smoking is new to me . Idk if it’s tolerant or notIt just seems to strange to me, setting aside my knowledge of how tolerance works, that 90% of the stuff I’ve been getting seems to do absolutely nothing. I’d say I developed my tolerance pretty quick, but before the last 3-4 months the meth at least felt like I was on meth. My appetite was still suppressed to some degree, I could sleep but it took some work, me and my girl were still fucking every open opportunity we had and my house was still spotless. And if I did enough at once I would still feel at least a small rush and euphoria.
The stuff from the last few months lacks all of those characteristics and seems to be getting worse, like I’ve built a tolerance to something else entirely. I can smoke the fattest bowl mankind has ever seen and lay down and take a nap for 5 hours. I eat 2-3 full meals a day with snacks and sometimes other small meals in between and usually I’m still fuckin hungry lol. I have almost no ambition to do anything but sit there and do shit that’s completely unproductive(video games, typing shit on my phone, anything that doesn’t require me to move). Sex is still sex and is great, but it’s definitely not meth sex. Me and my girl still can’t keep our hands off each other cause that’s just how we are, but we’re not having daily hours long, earth shattering, the neighbors heard everything but who cares wild sex like we were. Pretty much everything that made up the meth high is gone, including the high itself and I don’t think it’s tolerance.
Every once and a while we’ll get a bag that as soon as I take the first hit I can tell that it’s not the shit stuff we’ve been getting, and I’m almost instantly high as fuck like I haven’t smoked in months. That’s the main, and pretty much sole reason I don’t believe that tolerance has any factor into my lack of high and that it’s a different substance entirely that we’ve been getting regularly. And when we do get real shit, I don’t have the constant urge to re dose because I’m so fucking high I’m paranoid I’ll die if I smoke again. With the other stuff I’ll sit there and smoke literally all day long despite trying to tell myself to chill out cause I’m just burning up the stash for no reason.
Like I said in my previous post, even if it was poor quality or cut all to hell, wouldn’t it eventually do something after doing it all day long, or doing enough at once? And even if it was just shitty meth, would my tolerance really be that low that 1-2 hits of quality shit would have me completely blown for 2 days?
I know it’s impossible to ID stuff online and there’s a lot of paranoia in the meth world, but I legitimately don’t think most of what I’ve been getting is meth at all because, well, it doesn’t do what meth does. If it was always exactly the same I might be able to boil it down to tolerance, but the fact that I still get stuff sometimes that has me climbing the walls and grinding my teeth for days on end from minimal use tells me that the shitty meth isn’t meth at all. Or it contains so little that there’s zero noticeable effect from it.
