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Meth Paranoia

I thought I was the Anti-Christ. Well in a way I was and for the first time in my life I wanted the whole world.......What I was going to do with it was destroy it......Meth is the devil.
 
Meth is the devil if you abuse it really bad and neglect your body and let meth take over. But once in a while not too much. Haha we sound like some crazy as people right now
 
Not to switch topics but FUUUCK Iwas on a GOOD ONE last night. Still am actually very consistent euphoria got Ativan for coming down popped 4mgs &II'm feel amazing.

Do you guys ever get spun taking pictures with your phone but you reaiE only when you comedown how fucking stupid you looked?! Huge pupils eyebrows all up you just look odd but when your spun looking at the pic it looks perfectly fine?! Lol always happens to me
 
Haha that's wassup! & I'm about to get a gram! My birthday is tomorrow! But yeah bro I do take pictures to see how I look when I'm spun out. I feel you on that one! It's funny. How much did you snort last night?
 
Yooo my fellow druggies I just picked up a HIGH QUALITY gram of Tina about 10 minutes ago. I'm so fucking excited through I normally don't dose after 1-2 days no sleep already but I'll just dose Astronomically in hopes of more Euphoria. This was a pure crystal rock I'm telling you it was so amazing :') haha anyway just did 5-6 lines waiting on the onset. I just pray to the drug gods my dose is big enough to produce more euphoria surpassing last nights I know redosing for the most part is wasteful but I just know I got a little left in the tank!!! Come on Dopamine FLOOOOD! lol I sound ridiculous
 
Siccness909 said:
I've been doing dope for 4 years now. I tend to get paranoid as day 3 sets, in my experience some people just get paranoid easy. Maybe some one else has more information but for me I've seen people do a bump & instantly start tripping on cops outside etc. I really don't have any specific info on it though on why.is happens. Like I said I won't personally get paranoid till day 3-4 I've learn to handle sleep dep pretty well in my days as a tweaker. Maybe your just smoking to much? I know when my tolerance was low and I smoked bowl after bowl, within a couple hours my vision would get blurry as fuck and it'd basically make my mind play tricks on me (shadows moving footsteps etc). But yeah like I said don't have a lot of info on this but I think everyone's different. Like for me while some people can go 5-6 days without a full blown psychosis I hit day 3 and psychosis starts to build in my mind. I'm very prone to psychosis personally some people are not you know? Wait for someone else with more info though I'm sure there's probably a reason.
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I am the same way when it comes to that paranoia/psychosis sets in. Once day 3 hits, Vision gets to the point to seeing heat rising, like from something cooking inside an over when you look in and see the heat rise. Later during the same day I start hearing and CLEARLY seeing people/things that are simply not there. Hearing shit that aint there, absolutely start to trip balls. I would hear my phone receive text messages that simply aren't being received by my phone.

Thats when I have to call it quits and get sleep. Try being downtown with that Paranoia on day 8! Ughhh, never again.

IV Use.
 
I haven't used meth in eight years and I'm just now starting to see shadow people and hearing things so mine maybe really psychosis and not drug induced which is crazy because I'm on two AAP's for that.
 
Louie3496 said:
@SirusTheVirus how did you begin to IV? My vision and my mind start playing tricks on me after a couple of hours! Haha. But how did you stay up for 8 days?
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Its weird with me and using meth at times. Some dope gets my vision blurred, but not all the time. Still good shit though, but I usually stay up for 3-5days at a time. Sleep for roughly 15 hours or so, and start all over again. I don't even know how I made it to 8days, I literally lost track of the time and days in general. I started on Monday and finally slept the following Tuesday. Shit was brutal on day 7 though. Deffinetley don't want to stay up for that long again :\
 
I thought I was on 7 cause toys n animals starting talking to each other lol then 7-8 etc I don't know I ate and I ate and slept like 10 hours last night thought?!?! barely got rec overed so psychosis is going crazy on n off today and my Ativan is barely lowering the oscy its not completely bringing me back?? any thoughts? I'm about to pick up another gram in a while to loo.....I kidyou not toys are talking to eeach other and animals are in cats

shiits RIDICULOUS its like how many 1mg ativans am I gin a need to take me out psychosis n shit?! u know
 
Lolwut, I know after 3 days or so on Adderall so dank will cause creepy shadow tendrils to move around in every shade area. Complete madness seems to begin at day 5, how the fuck do you guys even accomplish leaving the house after that when everyone is staring at you and whispering criticisms?
 
Meth is a trip...I have bad anxiety and ADHD but for some reason when I am withdrawing from opiates, meth is like a wonder drug...better mood, no diarrhea, energy, and weirdly no anxiety...its almost like a downer when im withdrawing
 
Wouldn't meth make you have cataclysmic ass explosions? Both opiate withdrawal and meth cause diarrhea. Maybe it is psychological and the better you feel, the less you shit idk.
 
Guys just don't end up like me as someone who has abstained from meth for eight years and still deals with the mass delusions and visuals of shadow people and crap like that........I just don't see why I had it so bad even when i was locked up i got worse. Maybe the jail playing head games kept it going I don't know but it seems if you guys get any kind of sleep your back to normal which makes no sense to me....Maybe i out did you all and reap what i have sowed who knows.
 
^^ had similar long term issues, except from MDMA abuse and not meth, reasonable meth usage these days seems to be fine, no make any of those issues worse, but obviously not saying its not fuked up on other ways or for other people.
 
Still lost In 6;7 day psychosis last night I turned my lights off a d I went to some zoierual ceremony no joke then this morning psychosis was BADDS had cops around my driveway very renderedrtoe scene lol
 
Ill shit water the next day for sure but thats prob due to not eating enough and other unhealthy behavior and lots of water and beer. Meth doesnt cause any physical withdrawals so looking after yourself stops any issues later.

What is annoying is that you cant shit when your on it, your gut just shuts down, receives a lower priority or something, waits until your sober before it lets you shit out the solid bricks that have been created at that point.
 
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