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  • BDD Moderators: Keif’ Richards

Meth Paranoia

Yeah with all my Psychosis's I've been in I tell myself I rather be a Opiate head anyday. Decent euphoria, easier for me to acquire,I don't stay up and lose my mind, No pupil dilation in public & NO psychosis. My mental state is much safer with my dillys than dope but whatever I keep saying that but I keep snorting it anyway & only use opiates when I come down pretty much
 
Yeah I know what you guys mean. I rather smoke weed, easier to get. Good high, not to expensive. I eat and I sleep. But I'm still here smoking dope. It's the type of drug that makes your you crave it but it's all mentally. To many things remind you of it and it gets you craving.
 
I HATE Marijuana personally lol

Damn remember almost 2 days ago now when I said I was coming down real slow & it felt nice?? Yeah well literally my LAST dose was that day at 10AM and I still haven't fucking slept! Going on 3+ shit is RIDICULOUS. That .4 must of been pretty damn potent cause I can't sleep and still don't think I'll get any tonight. I've tried DXM a little Benedryl etc nothing OTC is working this time. Haven't had this problem on such a little amount in awhile especially 3 days later! I'm fearing the inevitable of psychosis approaching me slowly...worlds already getting hazy. I wanted to get more today but fuck that if I dose approaching day 4 I'll probably lost it lol..not happening
 
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Yeah TOO good I'm annoyed at this point, I wanna fucking sleep I hate psychosis. Euphoria was about 9 hours lol & yeah it does after I kill a sack typically on day 2. Shit starts forming Geometrical patterns n shit with my vision, I can't see shit sometimes hahaha
 
^^Until you hit day 4-5+ in psychosis, they'll be standing OUTSIDE with weapons in full blown 3D visuals in front of your eyes (not joking) shit can get real lol

& typically I'll do .4-.6 in 2 days, but at this point with the potent shit I have I'm gonna start taking it down a notch. Vision blurs off only .3 with this speed. I get this weird chemical smell from doing tweak like yeah I sweat every nownthen but no one smells it? Well no one around me says anything so Im pretty sure its just me? Lol
 
Haha I could never stay up that much. But my psychosis comes faster too me than most. Like on.my second day it was around 2 a.m and I was walking from my friends and I thought I seen a bunch of people chasing me haha. It was scary I ran to my house and then I seen them trying to break in and I was like no more. If I could smell it I shower haha! Maybe they're just trying to be nice ;p
 
I love opiates personally, and yes it is possible. Kind of Speedball you could say. I got prescribed Ativan today haha so glad I got em for my stim comedowns & anxiety haha
 
Good euphoria relaxed feeling. Can help tremendously on a dope come down any stimulant come down actually. I love my hydromorphone and Heroin <3 haha but again amazing for comedowns

But yes I know, YEAH they can be IVd simultaneously just like the classic speedball of coke/H
 
Man, you guys count your lucky stars because when I abstained from meth because i had no access to it because I was in jail. I just got worse and worse until this guy I knew made a pass to my celly and I told him I know the dude from a club that I worked at and not to worry about him. My celly got so paranoid that he beat the crap out of me just to get out of d pod.....He thought the dude was going to rape him. Not long after that I finally thought I need to call someone and get out of here....Lawyers tried to see me. I said no. Roommates tried I said no....Until I was banged up was when I started to use my head. The whole time there up until the end I didn't even know how to use the phone so I was just in la la land for two months then another four months after I get out.....The scariest thing i have ever been thru and I'm telling you these things that I heard and saw are supernatural because one other celly saw them too and he was like there's demons in this place.
 
Yeah I know how that feels. I was locked up for two months and I thought there were demons and stuff like that. And the voices in my head telling me to do things. But overall I thought Satan was there with me and I would pray to him till I was sober for a good time.
 
I used to call myself the "Krystal God" when Id stay up 5-6days (staring at the bulb glowing white) calling.my worldd in my palms
 
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