Stimulants meth on a weekly basis?

[ona_k]

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But see how my writing rambles? I used to be the kind of student that got A's at harvard. and now I write like this. and the acne. and this and that. i think it's worth it. but if you saw me and thought through it, you wouldn't.

I reread my post and my writing style is not so indicative of the destruction I've wrought upon my own life. Instead, I recommend strongly that you read Nic Sheff's Tweak: Growing Up on Methamphetamines in concert with his father, David Sheff's, Beautiful Boy[/I]. I read the former in rehab but the latter is really key to a comprehensive picture of horror, or I guess just of life as it is. Everyone has problems; these two books characterize a particular kind of life problem very well and I share that problem so I like them.
And, side note: 'when I was in rehab'. you can tell it worked. (though, to be fair, I was in rehab for ghb and they re-prescribed me dexamphetamine still IN rehab)

 

[RavinRaphael]

I've been a seven-year user of both prescription amphetamines (all of them) and meth (all routes of admin.) and I cannot agree more. don't use at all, or commit to the lifestyle. expect job loss, social stigma, and isolation, excommunication. there you will find others like you. if you're smart and moral, you'll have a tougher time than they, biut like everyone else who doesn't die, you'll get by. and honestly, this will beat the weekend use. i did weekend use for a year. it was the worst.

this is true of all drugs, no?

if OP is seriously considering doing tweek and getting into it, i assume the descision is already made up. frankly if OP is aware of the dangers and benefits, power to him/her. some people can handle causual use, others cannot. I don't think that Telling him how bad off he will get is going to "scare him straight." I belive his response to doing it is very normal of the "Honeymoon" phase anyway. OP hasn;t had psychosis, crazy bad crash, hell, hasn't even gone on "a run" yet. it was a one night thing, from what i gather reading the trip report.

Would i recomend it? no, but if doing it is what's gonna happen, i say remember to drink liquids, like gaterade, remember to eat, even if ya dont want to, there is no shame in passing up the line/hit if u are high enough, no shame in sleeping, the bag will still be around when u wake up. so yeah.

 

[ozgrower90]

well right now im doing pretty well i guess, i mean i havent gotten any more yet. probably because they cunt wont answer his phone hehehe but anyway im not gonna lie to you i am going to try and get some for this weekend because im meeting up with some old friends who are all getting on x, ketamine and all sorts of shit. I cant get on x because of being on an ssri they wont work on me (ive tried). Ketamine i dont know it sounds like a drug that i wouldnt like, acid is too depressing for me and meth yea dont really have to say much about that. but if i cant get any by this weekend i dont even know if ill meet up with them because im not too fond of big crowds being sober. And drinking has never really been it for me either i just act stupid and regret heaps of shit.

 

[Depressicaa]

I know what you mean in that last line. One of my favorite descriptions for amphetamine use came from some poster on 420chans /stim/ board. "I tied my shoes perfectly. I shut that door perfectly."

That was me! :D
I loved that feeling of doing something with 110% effort. It felt like I was a god and sent to do everything perfectly. The odd thing is that I tended to win in card games (Magic the Gathering) when I was on it as well, and made some awesome insults too.

OP, have you thought about getting an ADD prescription and just chilling with that? Its a lot more legitimate, and you can surely eventually get Desoxyn prescribed at 5mg a day, enough to save up (lol I hope you can) to 35mg each week of pure pharmaceutical grade meth.

 

[Franklin Waters]

But i mean ive experienced it and know how good it is and right now i could be getting some more but i won't because if i had some now i wouldnt be able to work, well i guess i could but i rekon my boss would be able to tell. And work is more important to me than the high, the high is for the end of the week when i just want to go to that place.

Aw man for some reason the meth is still working on me a bit like ive still got that meth vision were theres spirals and tunnels really faint ones but i mean shits still there, just reminds me actually. And this one song i think i listened too about 20 times that night is always on my mind. And not too sound like a little girl but ive been a bit more scared of the dark and washing my face and little shit like this ever since, last night i was going to go outside for a cig were theres no lights but decided not too coz it was too weird, freaky.
When you guys ingest meth did it take like 2 hours or more to really get into that peak coz i remeber the first 2 hours or so i just had a lot of energy and didnt have fear, then it started after this.

Dude, I don't mean to be an ass here. I really don't.
But you sound OBSESSED.
Matter of fact, it sort of seems like you're tweaking as you write this stuff.
This worries me, man. Drugs can be alright if you're responsible; but when you get hooked and obsessed and all that addict shit, it's HELL.
You have to be careful as hell, especially with stuff like methamphetamine with high dependence rates. I really hope you can get over this and kick the habit before the shit gets real bad.

I will be honest. I've never been dopesick. I've never done heroin, meth, coke, or benzodiazepines. These are generally accepted as the most addictive types of drugs. Hell, call me a noob if you like, but I stick to shit that won't give me withdrawals and shit. I stick to shit that has a way lower chance for fucking my life up. The hardest drug I've done is Oxycodone. I've never been physically addicted, but I have experienced a form of psychological addiction, which stems mainly from boredom.

My advice: don't get bored. Keep yourself busy, and try to keep the drug off your mind. And most importantly, think about how it's going to affect you down the road. Good luck.

"Everything passes. Everything changes. Just do what you think you should do."
-Bob Dylan

 

[fm1983]

I'm going to subscribe to thread see we can come back to in a few months down the road when you are in full blown addiction and selling all your shit.

You used once, and like many others have said, you already sound tweaked out your mind and are obsessed with this shit. You say you can't afford to get caught up in addiction, but guess what, no one thinks they will get addicted to any substance when they start. Before you know it, it has you in it's grasp and you can't get away. You are rationalizing use already as well, "you're friends will all be rolling/high/etc, so I should be able to do some meth." Addiction type thinking.

And I don't know why you are comparing you smoking weed to doing meth. Meth is a whole different beast man, jesus don't you see it? Read some threads on here and talk to some people and see where this road has taken them.

But honestly, it sounds like you already made your mind up in regarding getting hooked. And if that's the case, we are already to late.

 

[k20]

That was me! :D
I loved that feeling of doing something with 110% effort. It felt like I was a god and sent to do everything perfectly. The odd thing is that I tended to win in card games (Magic the Gathering) when I was on it as well, and made some awesome insults too.

OP, have you thought about getting an ADD prescription and just chilling with that? Its a lot more legitimate, and you can surely eventually get Desoxyn prescribed at 5mg a day, enough to save up (lol I hope you can) to 35mg each week of pure pharmaceutical grade meth.

Like I said earlier, I've never used meth but have abused Adderall many times.

So it's common knowledge that there's a huge difference between pharmaceutical amphetamines and meth. Can some explain this in detail? On high doses of adderall, I can't really focus and feel really euphoric and calm. I feel content (understatement) with everything and just am at peace with myself and everything else. My mind races and can't seem to focus on a task. This is on a really high dose though.

On lower doses, I feel really focused, motivated, confident, sociable and feel like I can do just about anything perfectly. I feel really optimistic and want to strive for success.

How does this compare to meth? And OP, maybe you should try getting ADD meds instead as Depressicaa mentioned.

 

[ozgrower90]

how would i get add meds prescribed im not an adhd patient? I could get concerta from a friend who has adhd but ive tried snorting them a few times and it was boring as shit. i wish i knew how to get adderal but ive got no clue how. if some aussie people lookmat this thread could u please pm me your email adress because i want to talk to you about some stuff if thats alright (i cant pm coz of my status). Man wasnt able to get any shit for this weekend coz i think my guy got busted..poor guy. anyway have a good one

 

[Depressicaa]

You become an ADHD patient?
Its obvious it helps you, so you might have ADHD already.

 

[fm1983]

OP check this thread out: http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/showthread.php?t=73742

 

[aNu1]

You are a fucking idiot. Next time you think about meth, try to imagine your mother watching you take it and tweaking out. I'm sure she'd be proud of her little boy.

If you do it again, there's no fucking hope for you. And if you can't help yourself, you're better off a meth junky. I'm fine with having you out of my gene pool.

If I get banned for this, I could care less. A post like this might just piss me off and open my eyes to what I'm about to do to my life.... this kid is very close to an indefinite miserable existence

 

[shabu]

sorry for a change in topic but is it normal to have a killer sore throat the day after? I just had something to eat and after a few bites i couldnt go on. U rekon its from the millions of ciggies i smoked that night or from ingesting the ice and swallowing that.
thanks guys

yeah its harsh raw...try using a bong %)

 

[RavinRaphael]

You are a fucking idiot. Next time you think about meth, try to imagine your mother watching you take it and tweaking out. I'm sure she'd be proud of her little boy.

If you do it again, there's no fucking hope for you. And if you can't help yourself, you're better off a meth junky. I'm fine with having you out of my gene pool.

If I get banned for this, I could care less. A post like this might just piss me off and open my eyes to what I'm about to do to my life.... this kid is very close to an indefinite miserable existence

Why are you so elitist? Have you ever even done speed? No hope? WTF?

 

[ozgrower90]

before i start writing up my post i just wanna say get fucked nuh1 or watever ure name is, i hate people like you so much and so u can stop commenting on this thread, ure just a waste of time.
anyway to all the caring people on here i just wanna be honest and tell you i picked up 2 points and am planning to use tonight as some good ol friends of mine are meeting up and i wanna have a good night with them. I will stay off it during the week i know i can because i did it this week no problems, i just wont put meth before my career. anyway thanks a lot to all,
have a good one

 

[Hewo]

before i start writing up my post i just wanna say get fucked nuh1 or watever ure name is, i hate people like you so much and so u can stop commenting on this thread, ure just a waste of time.
anyway to all the caring people on here i just wanna be honest and tell you i picked up 2 points and am planning to use tonight as some good ol friends of mine are meeting up and i wanna have a good night with them. I will stay off it during the week i know i can because i did it this week no problems, i just wont put meth before my career. anyway thanks a lot to all,
have a good one

its friday and your gunna use again.....and you only stuck it out this week cause a)your dealer wouldnt call back b)your not physicly addicted yet(though are obviously mentally addicted) all thease people told you how bad it is and you wont be able to do it once a week yet you still picked up TWICE what you got last week i mean nuh's post was kinda mean but he was right you are a meth head already

 

[ozgrower90]

aw man crazy fukin night its been. This is what happened tonight(long fukin story)

I had 1 point at 9 o clock at work and i finished at ten thinking it would take about 40 mins at least to kick in like it sorta did last time. But after about 15 mins i was starting to feel different i was kinda dizzy at first but then i just got so happy with everything. Working was a breeze and so i finished at 10 and caught a bus to my mates house. The meth just kept coming on really slowly but really hard. At my friends house i was being the biggest idiot i mean i wouldnt talk to anyone really because it was too hard. I ended up leaving like 30 mins later coz i just couldnt take all the people but their angry at me i think because i havent seen them in ages and i just left.
Then i started a big fukin walk i was just trying to get home somehow, no buses were left and so i started walking in some direction for about 1 hour listening to my ipod and smoking i didnt really know what i wanted to do. I rekon this meth is stronger or something. Its weird how with meth compared to other drugs you fell 100 percent sober but so fuking high at the same time. Everythings perfectly still but so nice to look at.
Ended up snorting a bump from my other point and then caught a bus close to my house. Finished off this point over the next few hours. Now im sitting here and typing this up. i will never do this at work im sure of that because this just isnt something u can take a little hit feel good then forget about it its some seriously powerful shit and id just do stupid shit working. If i spend time with some mates or something im gonna have less because i dont feel right to be there like that i just wanna be by myself outside listening to music and smoking and looking around. For some reason i couldnt imagine sex on it i dont get horny at all but i guess youd get used to it after a while.
i might go back outside now because its boring in here ill catch u guys later

 

[k20]

Working was a breeze

See where this is leading?

 

[Hewo]

yea k20 is right man your gunna get fired

 

[the red shark]

meth can make you feel amazing but has so many detrimental effects and i know it has been said but it is so addictive - just morish and yeah the feeling straight but high i personally think that kinda makes it morish and before you know iy you spending way to much not really getting the high you used to but chasing it anyway and yeah it can affect your friendship, work etc, Have fun but is weekly necessary? Hard to see now but you will realise if you keep going that it will have more negatives than positives and after a few months of regular use you become demotivated and caught ina cycle. Moderation if you must, but quit why you can.

 

[psychomimetic]

I predict that your life is going to get much worse in the near future. Quit while you're ahead, meth is some bad stuff. With weekly use you will get neurotoxic effects and detrimental effects to your body to some degree. Also I just can't imagine keeping meth to once per week. When I did meth I originally planned on using once every month or two, but after a few months I was using for about 7 days in a row every three weeks or so. Meth is very hard to control, it's the most addictive drug I've ever done, and it sounds like you are the same. If you do do meth, you should at least take Selenium and other antioxidants when you use because they greatly reduce neurotoxicity. Take 200 mcg of selenium for a day before and after (and the day of) your use. Don't take more though cause that could be neurotoxic. Green tea extract and melatonin (when you sleep) are also excellent.