Zapgunn
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 11, 2015
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I relapsed and went on a meth binge about a week ago after not using for a year. To make a long story short, I shot way too much and ended up going into a psychosis and completely losing my mind. It wasn’t pretty…
It has now been 6 days since that binge ended. I’ve gotten some sleep eaten a bunch of food, and have not used any meth since. My problem is that I have been completely non-functional ever since. I feel exhausted, confused, I can’t pay attention to anything, I have a HEADACHE, and I just feel stupid. I also feel anhedonia, which sucks... Why do I still feel like this so many days after? All I can do is lie around all day feeling foggy and detached. DID I PERMANENTLY FUCK UP MY BRAIN? I keep reading about how neurotoxic meth is.. is it possible that my brain got nuerotoxed (probably not a word but fuck it)? Or does it just take a long time to heal from something like that.
Someone please help, I am so anxious that I fucked my brain up and that I will never be happy again.
It has now been 6 days since that binge ended. I’ve gotten some sleep eaten a bunch of food, and have not used any meth since. My problem is that I have been completely non-functional ever since. I feel exhausted, confused, I can’t pay attention to anything, I have a HEADACHE, and I just feel stupid. I also feel anhedonia, which sucks... Why do I still feel like this so many days after? All I can do is lie around all day feeling foggy and detached. DID I PERMANENTLY FUCK UP MY BRAIN? I keep reading about how neurotoxic meth is.. is it possible that my brain got nuerotoxed (probably not a word but fuck it)? Or does it just take a long time to heal from something like that.
Someone please help, I am so anxious that I fucked my brain up and that I will never be happy again.