Juniper Bruhmomentius
Bluelight Crew
I have only ever gotten a psychosis' from rc caffeine shit. I can still stay up on legit amph or meth for the 2-3 days without a psychosis but not on the cheapest rc shit I used to buy.
I binged on and off for 30 days straight and I wish I heard voices. I only heard voices when I mixed Restoril with Adivan plus meth.Once you experience psychosis it will continue and the onset is much faster. I used to binge up to 7 days with heavy use and never lost my shit. Some hallucinations but I liked it.
Years later, had been of meth for a very long time, I experienced my first meth psychosis after smoking (IV user) a couple nights. It slowly over took my ability to reason and the hallucinations seemed totally real. Ended up in the psyche ward for a couple days but was fine.
Now I cant/wont miss sleep twice. I trip harder now too. What used to be shadow people are fully formed beings.
The hallucinations dont scare me but I can tell when my hippocampus become over active and it can cause fear/paranoia/anxiety without needing any stimuli. (Learned from stim. Psychosis research) from that point its all down hill.
Stop using, at least take a good break and be cautious in the future. Use less and dont stay up past 2 days.