I had a hard core drug addiction my entire life thus far. Overdosing multiple times, in and out of rehabs and prison. And to be honest, nothing was helping. I tried the 12 step programs, the therapy, sobriety, harm reduction medication. What finally helped me was when I started microdosing lsd and trying to reprogram my subconscious. That was about six months ago. I don’t know how it happened but it’s almost as if I know moderation now. Not just with substances, but with everything. I don’t feel the obsession anymore. I literally can do something, set it down and come back to it at a better time if I want. That sounds easy yeah, but I used to obsess over it until it felt like I had to go do it. My thinking is different, people around me notice a different, work is great, actually money conscious now. I try not to question it because I don’t want to obsess over it and lose it but there are times I need to see and say ‘damn what the fuck is going on.’