meth / glass / ice First time for me!!

[Mokenwee]

Meth / Glass / Ice ......
First time: over 70 hour's! What the hell happend! The time just went racing by!
I tried glass for the first time last wensday night! I just wanted to moke a bowl of it, maybe do a line or two and see what it was all about! I have alot of tweaker friends and I was curious on what was up!
To make along story short its 12:30 pm sunday and I just woke up from my comedown! After speeding around like a race car for the past four days I thought I would have gotton a little more sleep then 7 hours! But soon as I woke up I knew it was over!
All as I wanted to do was try it and next thing I notice I freggin tweaked out 4 days stright! The problem was that the person that let me try it was a friend of mine and had more then enough to go around! If I would have paid for this buzz I would be in the pawn shop selling all my crap now!
The Comedown....
I am very unhappy with my self right now and I never want to see that shit again! I never would have guessed that I would get hooked so fast! 4 days flew by in no time! I woke up with the worst headache,I can barley talk because my throt feal's like it's swolen and dried up! My whole body feal's like its broke, my lips are so chapped they crack and bleed. I noticed that they have swolen up a bit while I got my rest!! And on top of it I have been sitting here all morning with a blank mind! Its like I broke it, its just not working! I catch my self zoning out about every 5 mins! You couldnt even imagin how much nasty stuff I have been coughing up from all the tweak/ciggs/weed I smoked! You thougt weed gives you a hell of a cotton mouth!! Shit this sucks! Another thing it's been 4 days since the last time I ate food! I couldnt eat anything! I tryed to forse down a Jr.Bacon cheeseburger but after chewing the first bite I knew their was no way in hell I was going to eat! The thought of any kind of food just makes me gag!! Bad stuff! But while under the influance, no sign of any kind of side affect!
I have had many cracked out sunday comedowns, but this one takes the cake! This is one of the most powerfull drugs I have ever messed with. It can totally take control of you and make you do what the drug wants to do! But while your on it you just cant keep your hand out of the baggy!
My addvice from my first time experanice: Leave this shit for the devil!! If you want to try it get at most a 1/4 gram and go somewhere where you cant get ahold of any more! This is a drug that will take control of you and dry you up into a cracked out prune in no time! If I would have paid for this, my shit would be broke! I dunno if you have good control and could handle only doing a little bit, one or two pipes or a line or two, it wouldnt be all that bad! But it would turn into an addiction! Im actualy glad that my first time tryin it turned out like this because over what happend, I just never want to do it again! All as I wanted to do is smoke a bowl of it! Well I finished out doing over 3 grams of glass! I am one cracked out mother fucker right now and I will never touch this crap again and I hope you stay away from it too!!
What happend on my 4 Days of tweaking!!!
3am Wens - Thurs 5pm: 14 hours of playstation,smoking ciggys,and doing jack but chillin! Took shower, went to work at 5.
Thurs 5pm - 8pm Thurs: Work sucks. (I drive a tow truck) Thought I could handel it but went home sick! Got home took another shower and went to a house party! Party was dope, all DnB, And lot's n lot's of T-w-e-e-e-e-e-e-K!!!!
10pm Thurs - 5 am Friday: After smoking and snorting glass all night I am ready to go home and call it a night! A friend is like well everybodys going back to **** house! Im like well ok, just for a bit! ROFL ya right go home in a bit!!!
5am Friday - 10pm Friday: Turned into a day house party! About 6 hours of PS2, spun a 2 hour set, Hackey sak outside in the street and took another shower and went to work! T-w--e-e-e-e-K!!!
10pm Friday - 3am Saturday: Work was ok, I impounded 17 cars in 5 hours witch is like crazy!! Damn tweaker!
3am Saturday - 9 am Saturday: Went to a party, Got shut down, Went to the afterhours etc..etc..etc..! Oh ya for some crazy reason their was more freeking T-w-e-e-e-e-K at this place then I have ever seen! What is it Shard season?
9am Saturday - 8pm Saturday: Just when I thought it was over, my 2 friends that I met up with at the party lost their car key's. So I said, lets go to my house, I realy realy need to take a shower and I'll take you an hour and a half away to your house! Got to their house and littlery get stuck!! Finaly decided after laying around stuck for hours that I really needed to get home, I tweak out the way home!
8pm Saturday - 4am Sunday: Finaly Im home!! Never so glad to be home in all me life, Took a shower and got ready to pass the fuck out! My boss calls me at home and we get into a fight on the phone! (nothing to do with any of this, just some basic work drama that i have been getting sick of your along time) So now I drive 20 mins to work, clean my shit out of my truck on my day off and quit that job after 3 years of working there! Went home tweak is finaly just about gone and I smoke a J, cram in a 1/2 sandwich and pass out!
Cracked out Sunday I wake up, take a shower and rethink what excatly happend!
71 hours total tweak time!
About 80 hours without sleep!
Total funds spent on this trip: About 80 bucks! Without frendly discounts and hookups This would have been about a $350 dolla vacation! I couldnt see why anybody whould ever want to spend that much for this high!
Most of my friends are chewing my ass out online right now, Some of them are like Damn thats one hell of a first time,why so much? But their all calling me a fuckin crack head!!! lol
This is something I will never do again! It was a fun 4 days but this stuff is way to harsh on your body! So think about what happend to me if you ever want to try meth/glass/ice! I had plenty of chances to stop and sober up but it just wasnt happining!
Peace,
Moken
P.S. This shit made me feal grose as hell! Problems sweeting and B.O. For some reason I had to take a shower about every 8 hours to feal clean!
[ 30 April 2002: Message edited by: Mokenwee ]

 

[HYDRO_CHRONIC]

your gonna DIE,but go for it fella
glass and ice are HIGHER quality(good SHARDS IS THE BEST),if you liked what you tried im sure you will LOVE the "better" quality stuff,so i say give it a shot ,but like you said limit yourself,and be carefull

 

[Mokenwee]

Na, I didnt realy like it that much! For all the shit I had to go through to get a buzz its just not worth it! Maybe if im out working and about to fall asleep I might do a bump but never again and im going totally off the handle with that shit! I did a little resecrch on it and its realy not the healthest shit for ya! That was the first time I have ever tryed it and shit just got way out of hand! I just got out of bed and I feal like shit! I think I will just stick with my nugs!

 

[jerzeezfinest]

not to be a nazi, but UTFSE
this topic has been EXHAUSTED...
and for the record, glass is methamp and usually refers to high-grade crystal meth (clear as to see thru it, like a window...) i once had a shard that measured about 3 in. wide, 1.5in. long, and .25in thick that i could see straight through. i straight up didnt even want to crush it b/c the beauty was so astonishing i'd ALMOST rather taken it home and hung it on the wall for all to admire.
"ice" is 4-methyl-aminorex. i dont know tooo much about ice, but that it is much better than glass and very rare. i only suspect to have had it once, and am pretty sure that it was--but it cannot be confirmed.
i took the liberty of using the search engine for you... here are some posts to look at:
speed/crystal
what is tina?
what is "ice"?

 

[peachiebaybee]

I think the chance of getting addicted goes up with quality as well, doesn't it?
As for Crystal Meth, I HATE that shit! I freebased it a few days before Christmas last year, the night before going to Grandmother's for Christmas, and it made me sick for 3 or 4 days! I couldn't eat at all, because it would just come back out the same way it came in. It made me so miserable.
As for glass, that's not too bad. I only do it if I need or want to stay up, but I haven't in a while. I remember one night my boyfriend, his friends, and I did some and cleaned their trashed apartment! It took me 2 hours to clean the bathroom (for the reason that glass makes me a perfectionest for some reason, gotta get every spot!)
Ice~Never tried and and don't plan on it.
My fave substitution for speed is yellow jackets. They're legal and they don't last as long. (And I got my mom hooked on them too bwahahaha)

 

[Mokenwee]

Mods I posted this in Trip Reports so Close it if you would like!
Thanx,Moken
Little follow up on my first time tweakinig! Never do it again! Some of my friends are going to wind up in rehab if they dont knock this shit off! Seeing what this does to heavey userd is anough to make you sick. Talking to shadows and flipin out about shit that isnt really there! I have seen anough tweakd out people to make me never want to do something as stupid as this. I cannot blame anybody for trying, Alot of people love drugs and some just take ahold of your life before you know whats happining!
Take Care Tweakers! This just isnt for me

 

[britesprite]

My friend just had a stroke. Then he got out of the hospital, moved back home, and you know what? he had another stroke. they had to open his skull in order to releave the pressure on his brain. he now has the competence of a three year old. all from smokin glass. cheers!

 

[Meky]

I'm sorry, but this is a "guilt-free" board. If you wanna talk about addiction problems go do it on the Dark Side board. Here, we talk about the joys of glass, not the pratfalls. Yes, it can be addictive for many people, and yes it can cause problems. However, it is not the most addictive drug out there, nor is it the worst for you. Glass is decent, not necessarily my drug of choice, but I'm certainly not addicted to it. So just chill out.

 

[PhreeX]

Moving this to TRIP REPORTS .. I failed to see any unique question .. good account of your experience though!