15- once
19- once
20-21- once each
24- On my birthday. Then didn't touch it for 6 months or so, so I started slow. Soon I was pretty well a weekender or whatever til I was turning 25. An escalation. Drank a ton,. That was #1.
25- IV Heroin addict, I used some meth but it wasn't much of an issue, relatively.
26- I got off the H with methadone maintenance but I picked up the meth again in a big way. I went downhill quickly, and I was pretty well daily and crazy as a look when that stopped just before I turned
27- used a few times, maybe half dozen IDK. I kicked methadone. Had a 6 week relapse with fent and kicked that.
28- I used more than 27, and had a period around summer --> fall when I used frequently for a month or so. Used once in start of December. In January this year 2020 I picked up again hard which takes me to
29- I haven't missed a day.
It'll catch up with you, quite likely. It's pretty much the most psychologically addictive drugs on the planet. 92% addicts going into recovery in a study relapsed. 80% same group stayed relapsed. It's abysmal.