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meth fixations?

jellie bellie

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ok this may seem strange but i thought of this tonight:
everytime i tweak there are certain little repetitive things i do every time no matter where i am. it seems like every 5 minutes i'm putting on some carmex (lip stuff) and rubbing my lips together ALL NITE...the carmex makes them so smoooooth and its alot better than chewing your face off...i just noticed i did the "lip thing" for like 10 hours today! and also no matter where i am i have to brush my hair at least once every ten minutes - i just cant help it. am i retarded? (no dont answer that esp. Phreex)
anyways just curious do YOU have any wierd little meth fixations?
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Yes I agree..
I knew this one guy who started having a shave in someone-elses house, in the middle of the night (while tweaking) - When questioned if he admitted this was rather unusual he suddenly became offensively snappy arguing that he does what he wants assuming I've a problem with that.
What we are referring to here are people who have what can only be described as 'radicalizations' when they get high. A great motivation is felt towards taking an active role in tidying their life. Cleaning ones room and body are the two most commonly incurred examples of this.
 
That's a normal reaction while on methamphetimines. However, watch out for similar behaviors while you're not under the influence of speed. The behaviors you describe sound very similar to Obbessive Compulsive Disorder.
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"I don't take drugs, I am drugs." - Salvador Dali
 
I take a protease inhibitor and have found it really messes up coming down off tina. Like there are ants on my skin. Now i use vokda to calm me down and probably will have a hard time getting off that. But as much as I liked meth, I find it just isn't worth the reaction it has with the Crix.
 
Yes, I have noticed that every time I do Meth I do more Meth. I'm not sure what causes it but it seems to happen every time. I wish it was happening now!!!
 
if i'm at home, i clean my room. and anything else around that needs to be cleaned. and i'm THOROUGH. i also can't stand to be anything but super super clean. showered and shaved and blah blah blah. no, i'm not usually dirty or anything, i'm just saying, i'll spend hours on self-beautification or whathaveyou. i'm very much a perfectionist. especially while tweeking.
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hehehe, yeah - meth does tend to do that to a lot of people. I always find myself bobbing up and down on the spot for at-least two days after the night. It crazy because when you go to stop, your body is releaved that you are stopped by at that point your mind is telling to to keep going and in my case, the mind always seems to work!
I also find that I am still grinding my teeth for a couple of days. You see, it is monday here and Saturday being the big night, it's been two days since my last experience and im still grinding my teeth even though my jaw is in so much pain.
Hope this help prove the fact that this is normal for 99% of people out there, but there are a couple of lucky people that don't acuire these problems.
OVER AND OUT...
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"Computer games don't affect kids....if they affected kids wouldn't our generation be running around in darkend rooms, munching on pills and listening to repeatative music?"
 
Another "me too" post. Yep, I like everything to be super-clean, and my favorite "tweeker project" is coloring coloring books super-meticulously- to the point of scraping out-of-the-lines crayon off with the ever-handy razor blade. I have a strange aversion to getting in the shower when tweeking, though. In the interest of cleanliness, though, I force myslef to. It's mostly not wanting to take off my clothes and be all naked and vulnerable. Strange indeed. Something bad though... I've always had slight OCD tendencies which meth, of course, excited. Well, I haven't used meth in almost two weeks and I'm still more obsessive compulsive than I used to be, as if these tendencies have been permanantly excited. Oh well, at least I clean up after myself now.
 
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