Alright, soo..... last week i had mistakenly posted a trip report in the "Other Drugs" FAQ. Anyways, I went to strip club yada yada yada...
So! Tonight my boys call me up like, hey come out to the bars. My mind was already set on the strip club, but i decided why not? So earlier in the day I had measured .2g My plan was to make sure that was all i had on me so that me and my buddy "John" could halve a fat rail and roll out to see some naked ass... So, John texts and says "Jake" wants to kick it. Now Jake - he's a sweetheart. Big, big like The Rock. He's polynesian. Muscle on top of muscle and the guy doesn't even lift weights. The problem with my buff friend is that his idea of a good night is cracking a 24 pack and watching sportscenter at one of our houses.
So I'm like fuck! Im gonna have to hit the strip clubs by myelf.. =\ and btw is that weird? To hit a strip club alone??
Anyways, so i go to this club where one of John's' freinds' friends has rented the place out. "Private party." Watever. I meet up then we go to club, there's chicks but they're all lame. The type that shop at whole foods and shit and have a 80k a year job as a secretary. They type that wear lulu-fucking-lemon....
So I tell them - I'm going to the strip club at 12:15 (closes at 2) and they're about 30min drive away. Watever, chicks are the club were cool, I was talking to them of course - not afraid to ask anything of anybody after I had bumped... seriously. probably like 0.06-7 Ahhhh, this is a beautiful drug when your tolerance is looooooooooow and addiction is non-existant. So, therefore the goal must be to keep the tolerance low. ( However, that implies a certain degree of self-control. By definition, increasing tolerance has a direct relation to using less. (well duh!!))
Anyways, Jake's like "Let's go talk about it outside while I smoke a cigarette." I'm like: Fuck! Well, at this club we're in a group of about 8 who has bottle service. Two bottles of rose champagne in ice buckets, a 5th of some whiskey, coca-cola, and serving flasks on the table. After finally beng able to convince them to go (I also told them I'd paid for them to get in.) We rolled out.
Got to the strip clubs, for a Saturday night, it was definitely quieter than last Saturday night. Probably about half as many girls and patrons. BUT, i did see my Asian!! Oh yea, she was there - taking guys up and down the stairs for private dances, and since we left the club at like 12:30, it's now 1:20 in SF. (Lights can come on as early as 1:40.) Anyways, she sees me greets me, i changed $40 for ones, so it looked nice in my hand, she's shaking that little ass, on me im slipping her a couple of 1's...
She asks if I want a private dance? I say yea: I need a private dance at my house. How much for a half an hour?? So she's slow plaing me: Baby, come up get a dance, we can do a line, and talk about what you want. The PROBLEM is, you gotta pay to get into that private dance area. Those are like - $20 lapdance areas...
So as we walk in John gets taken by the hand up to the private rooms immediately. He comes back a couple minutes later and by now I had found us some seats.
I say: What were they talking about bro? He says: Blowjobs for $80, bro.
I'm like... okay. But fuck that - Cuz #1 I got speed dick. #2, I have this irrational fear of a bouncer stripping the curtains open while I have my pants around my legs. With my luck these fuckers will try to extort me or some shit. I mean - the helplessness of having your pants around your waits. Smh... So, no private dancers for me. Instead, Gentlemen!: Find out if she has outcall.
Jake walks in and immediately goes to the bar and orders a Coors light. 6 bucks in an 8 oz clear plastic cup. The time being about 1:20 there's a bit of traffic - but only about 4 of 5 girls on the floor, and there's lots of guys to work - at least 20 - I mean, these girls can talk to ANYONE in that club, but what they are looking for is that guy that will possibly give them the most money. They'd rather chat up someone who has the means to give them big money, than to chat up someone they KNOW will give them little money.Think: white, yuppie, techie job, financial services,etc. Oh yea - Paisas (Mexicans) get play too, because they spend that day-laborer money.
So we're in our chairs - and if they do happen to walk next to our chairs, i would pull them in cloooose, rub that ass while they shook it on me and then put 1 or 2 dollar bills in their g-strings and SLAP those asses HAAAARRRRRDDD!!!!!
....and urge my boys to do the same!!!! Im like: "SLAP IT!!!" lol ...After a bit a encouragement they would eventually loosen up.
So all in all we had a great time. By the end of it Jake was inside trying to get one of the girls' number he enjoyed watching on the pole, and we're all over here waiting outside on him. (And this was the guy making the biggest case not to go!) I said, "Damn - we couldn't convince you to come, and now we can't get you to leave!" Hahaha.... Anyways, all in all had a good time. I'm not worried about paying for my boys. You do solid shit like that for people and if they don't show gratitude, or worse, if they try and take your kindness for weakness - you cut them off. Period.
Give everyone a chance to shit on you. The ones who don't will be your friends for life. The ones who do shit on you would have done it anyways, - but by providing them with the opportunity to fuck you over, you control the situation in which it will happen and how big of a loss you will take. You are able to see their true colors much faster and cut them off swiftly .
So we drive back..... I have to drive through city streets to get them back to John's car. Now, for me - This is a period of exposure; As it is 2:30am, and I am driving through city streets trying to make it back to the freeway. I managed not to see any cops on my way into the city as I drove from the free way to their car, so the odds are against me: After 3am, I peg the civilians to cops ratio at about 4:1.
Meaning: If its 3am and you see four other cars, ONE OF THEM'S GONNA BE A COP. If you encounter those four at an intersection that are not the cops; Get Ready to see one... Because it's almost GUARANTEED!, that in the next cluster of cars you encounter in that four-way traffic-light intersection.... (and of course YOUR LIGHT isn't changing) there WILL be a Cop...
Jump:
Oh yea - so on the bridge drive home I took what remained of the .2 bag i had, and a baggie with a nice .4 shard it in and showed them to John.
I said: "Check it out. This is how you do it." (Holding two baggies with shards).
He goes: Fasho.
...I then toss both bags out of the window....
Fuck it.
Get rid of it.
Be fucking smart...
Whew! Well alright. . .
Oh yea - for anyone that did follow my thread last Saturday "A Date Tonight with Tina"... i was able to get a couple pictures of my uber-hottt asian chick. Now, is posting shit like that unallowed, taboo, etc on these forums? I've noticed these threads typically dont' contain the shitload of instagram memes, pictures, etc. that are plastered all over the average board.
Do you recommend any photo sharing services?, Or if it is possible to send pics via pm on bluelight i'll try that. Lol. Just PM me. I guess I just want some verification that I have at least halfway decent taste when it comes to these freaks.... Hoping other folks find her sexy too....
Alright, so, to my Question!!!: Considering i snorted .06-07 I would like to report that I am in a good place.. Not too far twacked at all; but definitely a good rush of dopamine that i enjoyed.... Jaw is active, however... I did take a couple hits of the joint when John pulled it out; and weed usually makes me paranoid. But for now that feeling of paranoia is absent...
So, Is it possible to use only .06-07g every Saturday night? Has anyone ever tried a schedule like this?
I mean - That's not even a .1 of a gram. Will my tolerance build up? That's a pretty smallish line, to do once only, every Saturday night? In between I will get 4-5 days recuperation, is that cool? Obviously the biggest risk is the temptation to just hit another rail. ...Everything hinges on that. I guess it's the same reason you don't take 10 addys at a time, your doses are standard. But with Meth it seems like restraint is never practiced....
However, I feel like when someone uses meth in this manner (Sat night only, amount specified only) that this is essentially using meth for medical purposes.!!!!
I mean - you feel the effects, BUT - I mean shit - my fuckin pupils aren't even dilated... Did I want to snort some more? FUCK YE! Logistically however, the bathroom at the club was not ideal, and really NO places are "ideal" when it comes to trying to discreetly stick a straw into your nose and then sticking it into a fucking sack containing crystal methamphetamine in public..
Besides, I would have just extended the half life of the drug in my system and worsen the comedown.
My goal is to find dosage where there is no comedown!!!
Obviously - getting there requires stimulating a lower tolerance..., which in turn requires a detox that most are apparently "not capable of".... In fact, I write this today so that if I must - I will be able to one day recall this moment if it becomes necessary to remind myself of the control OVER this drug that I seek.
Now, if I find myself craving this drug everyday of the week. ... Shit, there's one for you - Managing cravings!!!!! lmao. Raise your hand if you can do that? ....Yea right.
Jump:
So, If one has the will-power, can you actually be productive off of small amounts at such intervals? Has anyone ever tried this and how long did it take until your "once-a-week small doses" turned to "daily small doses", then to "bigger daily doses", and then finally, balls-t0-the-fucking-wall up for 3 or 4 days straight shit??
I would like to hope that this is NOT a natural, inevitable, progression...; However, evidence to the contrary seems to be non-existent. Somebody said on my last thread:" It's the Lays Potato Chips of Drugs", "Once you pop, you can't stop!"
See, my hope is that I will be able to sleep within 8-10 hours after administration of this drug... But we'll see how that goes...
Anyways, sorry for rambling... But if felt good to get this shit out of my head lol. Classic tweaker post.
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So! Tonight my boys call me up like, hey come out to the bars. My mind was already set on the strip club, but i decided why not? So earlier in the day I had measured .2g My plan was to make sure that was all i had on me so that me and my buddy "John" could halve a fat rail and roll out to see some naked ass... So, John texts and says "Jake" wants to kick it. Now Jake - he's a sweetheart. Big, big like The Rock. He's polynesian. Muscle on top of muscle and the guy doesn't even lift weights. The problem with my buff friend is that his idea of a good night is cracking a 24 pack and watching sportscenter at one of our houses.
So I'm like fuck! Im gonna have to hit the strip clubs by myelf.. =\ and btw is that weird? To hit a strip club alone??
Anyways, so i go to this club where one of John's' freinds' friends has rented the place out. "Private party." Watever. I meet up then we go to club, there's chicks but they're all lame. The type that shop at whole foods and shit and have a 80k a year job as a secretary. They type that wear lulu-fucking-lemon....
So I tell them - I'm going to the strip club at 12:15 (closes at 2) and they're about 30min drive away. Watever, chicks are the club were cool, I was talking to them of course - not afraid to ask anything of anybody after I had bumped... seriously. probably like 0.06-7 Ahhhh, this is a beautiful drug when your tolerance is looooooooooow and addiction is non-existant. So, therefore the goal must be to keep the tolerance low. ( However, that implies a certain degree of self-control. By definition, increasing tolerance has a direct relation to using less. (well duh!!))
Anyways, Jake's like "Let's go talk about it outside while I smoke a cigarette." I'm like: Fuck! Well, at this club we're in a group of about 8 who has bottle service. Two bottles of rose champagne in ice buckets, a 5th of some whiskey, coca-cola, and serving flasks on the table. After finally beng able to convince them to go (I also told them I'd paid for them to get in.) We rolled out.
Got to the strip clubs, for a Saturday night, it was definitely quieter than last Saturday night. Probably about half as many girls and patrons. BUT, i did see my Asian!! Oh yea, she was there - taking guys up and down the stairs for private dances, and since we left the club at like 12:30, it's now 1:20 in SF. (Lights can come on as early as 1:40.) Anyways, she sees me greets me, i changed $40 for ones, so it looked nice in my hand, she's shaking that little ass, on me im slipping her a couple of 1's...
She asks if I want a private dance? I say yea: I need a private dance at my house. How much for a half an hour?? So she's slow plaing me: Baby, come up get a dance, we can do a line, and talk about what you want. The PROBLEM is, you gotta pay to get into that private dance area. Those are like - $20 lapdance areas...
So as we walk in John gets taken by the hand up to the private rooms immediately. He comes back a couple minutes later and by now I had found us some seats.
I say: What were they talking about bro? He says: Blowjobs for $80, bro.
I'm like... okay. But fuck that - Cuz #1 I got speed dick. #2, I have this irrational fear of a bouncer stripping the curtains open while I have my pants around my legs. With my luck these fuckers will try to extort me or some shit. I mean - the helplessness of having your pants around your waits. Smh... So, no private dancers for me. Instead, Gentlemen!: Find out if she has outcall.
Jake walks in and immediately goes to the bar and orders a Coors light. 6 bucks in an 8 oz clear plastic cup. The time being about 1:20 there's a bit of traffic - but only about 4 of 5 girls on the floor, and there's lots of guys to work - at least 20 - I mean, these girls can talk to ANYONE in that club, but what they are looking for is that guy that will possibly give them the most money. They'd rather chat up someone who has the means to give them big money, than to chat up someone they KNOW will give them little money.Think: white, yuppie, techie job, financial services,etc. Oh yea - Paisas (Mexicans) get play too, because they spend that day-laborer money.
So we're in our chairs - and if they do happen to walk next to our chairs, i would pull them in cloooose, rub that ass while they shook it on me and then put 1 or 2 dollar bills in their g-strings and SLAP those asses HAAAARRRRRDDD!!!!!
....and urge my boys to do the same!!!! Im like: "SLAP IT!!!" lol ...After a bit a encouragement they would eventually loosen up.
So all in all we had a great time. By the end of it Jake was inside trying to get one of the girls' number he enjoyed watching on the pole, and we're all over here waiting outside on him. (And this was the guy making the biggest case not to go!) I said, "Damn - we couldn't convince you to come, and now we can't get you to leave!" Hahaha.... Anyways, all in all had a good time. I'm not worried about paying for my boys. You do solid shit like that for people and if they don't show gratitude, or worse, if they try and take your kindness for weakness - you cut them off. Period.
Give everyone a chance to shit on you. The ones who don't will be your friends for life. The ones who do shit on you would have done it anyways, - but by providing them with the opportunity to fuck you over, you control the situation in which it will happen and how big of a loss you will take. You are able to see their true colors much faster and cut them off swiftly .
So we drive back..... I have to drive through city streets to get them back to John's car. Now, for me - This is a period of exposure; As it is 2:30am, and I am driving through city streets trying to make it back to the freeway. I managed not to see any cops on my way into the city as I drove from the free way to their car, so the odds are against me: After 3am, I peg the civilians to cops ratio at about 4:1.
Meaning: If its 3am and you see four other cars, ONE OF THEM'S GONNA BE A COP. If you encounter those four at an intersection that are not the cops; Get Ready to see one... Because it's almost GUARANTEED!, that in the next cluster of cars you encounter in that four-way traffic-light intersection.... (and of course YOUR LIGHT isn't changing) there WILL be a Cop...
Jump:
Oh yea - so on the bridge drive home I took what remained of the .2 bag i had, and a baggie with a nice .4 shard it in and showed them to John.
I said: "Check it out. This is how you do it." (Holding two baggies with shards).
He goes: Fasho.
...I then toss both bags out of the window....
Fuck it.
Get rid of it.
Be fucking smart...
Whew! Well alright. . .
Oh yea - for anyone that did follow my thread last Saturday "A Date Tonight with Tina"... i was able to get a couple pictures of my uber-hottt asian chick. Now, is posting shit like that unallowed, taboo, etc on these forums? I've noticed these threads typically dont' contain the shitload of instagram memes, pictures, etc. that are plastered all over the average board.
Do you recommend any photo sharing services?, Or if it is possible to send pics via pm on bluelight i'll try that. Lol. Just PM me. I guess I just want some verification that I have at least halfway decent taste when it comes to these freaks.... Hoping other folks find her sexy too....
Alright, so, to my Question!!!: Considering i snorted .06-07 I would like to report that I am in a good place.. Not too far twacked at all; but definitely a good rush of dopamine that i enjoyed.... Jaw is active, however... I did take a couple hits of the joint when John pulled it out; and weed usually makes me paranoid. But for now that feeling of paranoia is absent...
So, Is it possible to use only .06-07g every Saturday night? Has anyone ever tried a schedule like this?
I mean - That's not even a .1 of a gram. Will my tolerance build up? That's a pretty smallish line, to do once only, every Saturday night? In between I will get 4-5 days recuperation, is that cool? Obviously the biggest risk is the temptation to just hit another rail. ...Everything hinges on that. I guess it's the same reason you don't take 10 addys at a time, your doses are standard. But with Meth it seems like restraint is never practiced....
However, I feel like when someone uses meth in this manner (Sat night only, amount specified only) that this is essentially using meth for medical purposes.!!!!
I mean - you feel the effects, BUT - I mean shit - my fuckin pupils aren't even dilated... Did I want to snort some more? FUCK YE! Logistically however, the bathroom at the club was not ideal, and really NO places are "ideal" when it comes to trying to discreetly stick a straw into your nose and then sticking it into a fucking sack containing crystal methamphetamine in public..
Besides, I would have just extended the half life of the drug in my system and worsen the comedown.
My goal is to find dosage where there is no comedown!!!
Obviously - getting there requires stimulating a lower tolerance..., which in turn requires a detox that most are apparently "not capable of".... In fact, I write this today so that if I must - I will be able to one day recall this moment if it becomes necessary to remind myself of the control OVER this drug that I seek.
Now, if I find myself craving this drug everyday of the week. ... Shit, there's one for you - Managing cravings!!!!! lmao. Raise your hand if you can do that? ....Yea right.
Jump:
So, If one has the will-power, can you actually be productive off of small amounts at such intervals? Has anyone ever tried this and how long did it take until your "once-a-week small doses" turned to "daily small doses", then to "bigger daily doses", and then finally, balls-t0-the-fucking-wall up for 3 or 4 days straight shit??
I would like to hope that this is NOT a natural, inevitable, progression...; However, evidence to the contrary seems to be non-existent. Somebody said on my last thread:" It's the Lays Potato Chips of Drugs", "Once you pop, you can't stop!"
See, my hope is that I will be able to sleep within 8-10 hours after administration of this drug... But we'll see how that goes...
Anyways, sorry for rambling... But if felt good to get this shit out of my head lol. Classic tweaker post.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_meth
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explevel_experienced
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