KittyKat13
Bluelighter
I use IV methamphetamine once a week. I use pretty much the same amount which is one good shot utilizing the least amount to get me feeling pretty damn spun, a little 'air-headed' and very happy and excited. I am usually awake all day and all night without re-dosing but get my appetite back the next day and sleep the next night. I stay hydrated the whole time with lots of water and some low sugar or sugar free sports drinks.
So, today was my day for fun, took my shot, felt the warm sensation in my chest, gave a good cough, got a little dizzy, sight got a little blurry, pupils dilated, was breathing fine and comfortably within a few moments,had a little 'fun' with my party buddy and was just sitting there on my bed about an hr after the shot, when I leaned over sideways to try to dig something out of the nightstand drawer, and when I straightened back up I became completely dizzy and my eyes got very blurry to the point I felt startled because these sensations were more intense then during the initial rush (this didn't feel good like a rush) At this point I felt my breathing become strained, as if I couldn't take a 'full' breath. I also developed a headache, though not a very bad one. I did not sweat or feel hot, but I usually don't.
I remained like this for about an hour and a half and ended up feeling more tired then amped.
It's been about 6 hrs now, breathing is better,settled to pretty much normal, extremely dry mouth (always get dry mouth but it's more extreme than usual) pulse still seems a little fast (not unusually so for about 10 hrs after a big shot) and I feel like I may indeed sleep tonight,which I sometimes do, but usually not on first night. I am fairly certain there is some anxiety at play here too.
It would do me good to exercise more, but just had my physical exam a couple weeks ago and all was well. So, I think that covers the details. I know everyone's different and what manifests one way in some may signify something completely different in another, but I've never had anything like this happen before, even when I had used more frequently for about a year, 2 1/2 years ago. (After which I had stopped for a little over a year and now have been using once a week for about the last 2 -3 months.) I'd appreciate any and all ideas you'd care to share. Thanks in advance!
So, today was my day for fun, took my shot, felt the warm sensation in my chest, gave a good cough, got a little dizzy, sight got a little blurry, pupils dilated, was breathing fine and comfortably within a few moments,had a little 'fun' with my party buddy and was just sitting there on my bed about an hr after the shot, when I leaned over sideways to try to dig something out of the nightstand drawer, and when I straightened back up I became completely dizzy and my eyes got very blurry to the point I felt startled because these sensations were more intense then during the initial rush (this didn't feel good like a rush) At this point I felt my breathing become strained, as if I couldn't take a 'full' breath. I also developed a headache, though not a very bad one. I did not sweat or feel hot, but I usually don't.
I remained like this for about an hour and a half and ended up feeling more tired then amped.
It's been about 6 hrs now, breathing is better,settled to pretty much normal, extremely dry mouth (always get dry mouth but it's more extreme than usual) pulse still seems a little fast (not unusually so for about 10 hrs after a big shot) and I feel like I may indeed sleep tonight,which I sometimes do, but usually not on first night. I am fairly certain there is some anxiety at play here too.
It would do me good to exercise more, but just had my physical exam a couple weeks ago and all was well. So, I think that covers the details. I know everyone's different and what manifests one way in some may signify something completely different in another, but I've never had anything like this happen before, even when I had used more frequently for about a year, 2 1/2 years ago. (After which I had stopped for a little over a year and now have been using once a week for about the last 2 -3 months.) I'd appreciate any and all ideas you'd care to share. Thanks in advance!
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