I did meth for the first time with my ex boyfriend about 5 years ago. I weighed close to 400 pounds when I started. Basically moved in with him and was doing lines every few hours for about a year straight. I only snorted it and never had any issues. Well, when we broke up, I weighed 298 pounds and was the best I've ever been. Very shortly after we broke up, I got pregnant and gained all of the weight back and then some. Well, last week I wanted some addys and he was the only person I knew to ask. He ended up being able to find some but couldn't get them until the next day. So I went to his house with my friend just to catch up and talk. We stayed for about 30 minutes. When asked when he would have them, he said "probably be tomorrow, but I have some of that other stuff" and handed me his pipe. It was still hot so I just hit it because I didn't know what to do lol. And then my stupid ass goes to hand it back and I grabbed it by the bulb lol. He said I got a line if you want it and I did. The drain didn't bother me a few years ago. But now, it's disgusting and makes me gag something serious. I dread doing a line but I don't know how else to do it and I like the high of snorting it. He gave me a bag (about a gram) the next day, and I finished that yesterday morning. And he gave me another bag and I'm starting to find myself doing nothing but thinking about when I get more. I feel like such a better mom and person when I'm on it. It's probably just the meth talking but, I want to lose a few pounds and have a ton of housework to do so what could go wrong? Lol

I just need to get past that drip. I mean it's horrible the way I carry on gagging and what not