Ok so for three months last year I started doing meth again. I got high every single day because I had a good income to pay for it. I either smoked all day long or injected it every other day. I did this for 3 months straight and I would hardly get any sleep at all. I'd stay up for 3-5 days then fall out and smoke again whenever I woke up, during the last two weeks I started to get really sick and have really bad panic attacks, my paranoia was through the roof. Everytime I smoked weed I would have the worst panic attack I felt like I was dieing horrible experience I felt like giving it up at this point but I was so addicted.. I finally ended up quiting after and OD and a hospitol trip.
Anyway. I've been clean for almost 7 months but I have had crazy anxiety still, my entire way if thinking is different, like I'm always afraid of dieing or just thinking about depressing shit. I smoke weed occasionally and I feel like I get way more high then when I smoked before my 3 month meth binge. I get really really stoned and I get horrible anxiety.
I have never had to deal with anxiety in my life so this is new to me and it sucks! How do I get rid of it? Did I do to much damage to my brain and I will have bad anxiety for the rest of my life??
Or should I talk to a doctor about it?
Anyway. I've been clean for almost 7 months but I have had crazy anxiety still, my entire way if thinking is different, like I'm always afraid of dieing or just thinking about depressing shit. I smoke weed occasionally and I feel like I get way more high then when I smoked before my 3 month meth binge. I get really really stoned and I get horrible anxiety.
I have never had to deal with anxiety in my life so this is new to me and it sucks! How do I get rid of it? Did I do to much damage to my brain and I will have bad anxiety for the rest of my life??
Or should I talk to a doctor about it?
