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meth brain damage straight trippin

eightinchin

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hey ive smoked meth for about 4 years and after 2 years i started getting paranoid like a motha fucka. my brain is damaged forever! its been awhile since ive used now but still today i get these paranoid ass thoughts and get nervous all the time. i am less social and cannot focus anymore. before i was not like that. now when i do any type of drugs i bad trip.. what should i fucking do? somebody told me to take fish oil pills.. what else? FUCK METH.
 
Dude, just chill out and read the rules of the boards before posting anymore. You are putting crap in all the wrong forums and cross posting.

This is the trip reports forum.. for.. uh.. trip reports. There are even handy guidelines at the top that specify what is allowed.

Stop huffing freon, test your e pills, stay away from meth.. or better yet just stay off the drugs. You sound so fucking strung out you have no idea what you are doing.
 
eightinchin said:
hey ive smoked meth for about 4 years and after 2 years i started getting paranoid like a motha fucka. my brain is damaged forever! its been awhile since ive used now but still today i get these paranoid ass thoughts and get nervous all the time. i am less social and cannot focus anymore. before i was not like that. now when i do any type of drugs i bad trip.. what should i fucking do? somebody told me to take fish oil pills.. what else? FUCK METH.

Stop
before you really stop making SENSE !!!!!!!!
 
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Damn dude....you took too much man...Too much. You crossed the line of no return. Im just playing...Im sure you will recover in one form or another. Ive seen the worst of the worst methheads. I'd say 80% go down the point of no-return. 10% who recover but will never be socially accepted probably lol *Smiles* *runs*. And the last 10% who make a truely stunning recovery and change there life for the better. You probably have a better chance getting professional help but chances are if your a methhead you cant afford a nice doctor, just some bullshit re-hab clinic. I know this may sound stupid, but the day someone sent me some 5-meo-dmt in the mail and I smoked 25mg it totally got me off meth and changed my whole perspective. Maybe you need a nice psychedelic asskicking :D
 
Dont trip bro I was in the same position like a year ago.
You have to change your lifestyle though if you want to get better.
Start taking vitamins, exercising, and get a job or something so you'll have dough and you can start being more independant/responsible/etc.
Make sure you eat healthier now too. Fruits are good snacks. Basically though just eat as much as you can... oh and lift weights so you can pump those muscles up that your bodies been feeding off of the last 4 years. Seriously though get a gym pass or join a softball team or whatever the fuck you like dont just sit there on the couch counting your clean days fiending for dope.If you can actually get motivated to make a drastic lifestyle change like this I guarantee ou'll feel so much better after only a month. Its been 4 months for me and fuck Im in the best shape of my life, better then before I used... and the anxiety/paranoid schizophrenia symptoms will (depending on themage done) completely diminish over time I promise. So get some serious clean time in before you run to the doctor like a little bitch begging for anxiety/schizophrenia medication. Just because you've been clean for a week and your still fucked from the meth doesnt mean you cant improve. you can. you can get better if you really want too.
 
There's really only a few options, and all of them involve facing your past and working either by yourself/with a trusted friend or with a professional to defeat the anxiety and paranoia you feel.

Don't worry about your poor experiences with other drugs, they should be at the bottom of your care list. You need to put yourself at the top, and most importantly, believe in yourself.
 
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