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Meth/Amphetamines: Serious Discussion Only

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LOL at that photo.
i have seen some of the actual ones from montana meth project
its vry dramatic their videos/pics
check em out
they make all meth users look violent & out of control. grr.
 
awww ur such a sweetheart claire <3
u must b gorgeous off meth cos u were gorgeous on it!
one word of advice for current meth users: avoid picking the skin on ur face!!!!!!! that makes u look shocking :o
 
LOL @ the apples thing.
yup picking at the face is prob the worst thing, fortunately i was never a face picker, but my arms are ATROCIOUS.
scabs everywhere scarring its disgusting
 
dont worry, the scarring dies down - uve seen my mug - its only noticeable with no fouondation....up very close
and my arms....just a bit blotchy i guess
 
I've been so touchy, usually it takes a lot to piss me off but the tiniest little thing (even shit on the internet) sets me off and i will bawl.
Mood up & down up& down every 5 minutes, ill be crazily happy then absolutely snap at someone who doesn't deserve it, like today @ mcdonalds the lady gave me the wrong thing in the drive thru so i went in & absolutely cracked the shits at them. I felt bad afterwards.
I'm seein shadow people still, valium knocks me out but I think I'm gonna need an anti-psychotic i'm a bit delusional, my hearing is also weird
I haven't felt suicidal in a good few months, but past 2 weeks i've been just lying on my bed with the computer, watching tv, occasionally getting food, and just crying for absolutely no fucking reason. I've been dreaming about meth just to add to the fun, & seeing the smoke swirl around in the bowl in my head, & occasionally seein it on screens, books etc. If I even look at salt, sugar or brownish substances that look like heated up meth I think about it instantly
Physical have also been awful but I agree with u on that mental w/d's are much much worse.
I've relapsed twice which fucking sucks, it just seems like its taken me over its scary shit.
I got the muscle cramps, migraines, sore body & fatigue.
also vomited a few times.
I keep fucking fainting too - its scaring me. randomly ill just black out & hit my head on the floor/various objects. :(
also not feelin like myself, usually im so happy energetic etc but right now im a moody little bitch , my cravings are out of this world the only thing stopping me is that my body is so sore i can barely move, plus the last 2 times i have i just wanted to cry for bein so dumb.
my organs are in terrible shape, im constantly sick, kidney infections UTI & liver is totally fucked. plus permanent throat infections due to my crappy immune system. guess i did this 2 myself tho
 
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hey guys I started taking adderall 25mg everyday now, I was wondering how would it be to take 2ce, 2ci, or ketamine? Should I just not take adderall the day I use those??

Thanks!
 
i just need to get off my chest that i let myself down over new years night and the last 2 days. i used pretty excessively. it reminded me of 2 1/2 - 3 years ago when i was at the height of my using...and it kinda scared me a few times.

i'll come back and add more later as i'm not 100% here at the moment and a little lost for words.

i dont regret what i did, but shit, i know better:\:!
 
i guess like ev1 here i have a love/hate relationship w meth. i moved out of the city to a small town far away from all my tweaker friends now i dont have but about 3 friends, i still get high occasionally but i guess subconsciously i've made sure that i don't know but 1person that i can get it from and thats not even an option most of the time. i'm bored out of my mind most of the time, depressed, there have been weeks go by when the only person i see is the girl at the gas station. i went back to school though and this semester im going to be taking classes on campus instead of online so maybe ill meet some normal people. it just seems like whenever i meet new ppl aftr i talk to them for a while i think wow, i have nothing in common with any of these ppl
 
I am interested in trying meth. Is this a bad idea? I am curious abut it but I know how bad it can be if you use too often. How likely is it that I can use it once or twice and then not again?
 
Fjones said:
I am interested in trying meth. Is this a bad idea? I am curious abut it but I know how bad it can be if you use too often. How likely is it that I can use it once or twice and then not again?
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The way I see it, there's two options. Either A) you take meth, you don't enjoy it, and you've wasted your time and money. Or B) you take meth, you enjoy it, you keep taking it because it's fun and it screws with your judgement and eventually you start facing the usual list of problems that face regular meth users. It's pretty much a lose/lose. Don't do it.
 
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i just need to get off my chest that i let myself down over new years night and the last 2 days. i used pretty excessively. it reminded me of 2 1/2 - 3 years ago when i was at the height of my using...and it kinda scared me a few times.

i'll come back and add more later as i'm not 100% here at the moment and a little lost for words.

i dont regret what i did, but shit, i know better:\:!
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dw mr s, its disappointing but you're smart enough to know it was bad, & will make amends.
we all fall off sometimes!
<3
 
I am having a giggle at some memories from when I was heavily involved in the meth scene in Melbourne. Im kinda wondering if I ever did meet you or had friends in common with you Claire hehe.

Ive been beaten up once, pushed around and threatened in my home once, blackmailed a few times, had my unit taken over by 2 crackheads, had countless dollars/ things taken, had 2 doors smashed in by 1 psychotic crackhead, been mistaken for a cop by 2 crackie ex boyfriends, chased 1 guy down the street with 2 knives because another crackie said he was a date rapist, waited countless hours for stupid deals that always went wrong....

Its more than just sitting around and smoking/snorting/injecting with your mates. This shit takes over your life. Now I dont have it, I kinda miss the shennanigans :\
 
i wouldn't be surprised if we know some of the same people at all. i know people in their 30-40's more than people in their 20's :D
i can relate to a lot of what you're saying there!
funny to look back on(sorta)
i miss it too, especially the hours-on-end talks about nothing that are so intriguing.
:(
 
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