Music and mescaline get along famously, but I will venture to say that that has more to do with mescaline's structural phenethylamine similarity to things such as MDMA and dopamine than it has anything to do with mescaline and lsd in any way, structurally or not.
The greatest single association I know of mescaline and lsd is that microdots which were tiny pressed pills were found to contain lsd, not mescaline, as dealers said.
A very simple, bicategorical way to classify all drugs for the beginner of p/tikhal is the following: phenethylamines related to dopamine (up) and psychedelics related to serotonin (down). Don't laugh; how do you think I got thru uni bio? otoh i could see da and mdma fine even then plus I was very busy doing expensive, overpriced drugs to see what would happen and in the belief that something, something special, would happen. Like most model, this model is imperfect and very, very simple. Models are not meant to be proved right or wrong but rather useful or useless. your mileage may vary. i get 0 mg now that i have no car or truck !!
Models, especially very simple ones such as that, are generally offered by university professors to the slow or struggling student as a tool to try to master the subject. They may or may not be well received, but the model is sometimes harder to understand than the scenario (no go!) and applying more than once is like painting and playing the cello at once. why ru doing that? ru ok? is he touching u down there?
Other bluelight pundits advocate categorization of drug entities based not primarily on chemical structure, but rather on biochemical action. However, such practice fails to consider that structure is the only thing that can be easily invented right now, the new drug is first created and only then tested for biochemical action, and that form follows function or is it the other way around. Perhaps form is synonymous with function, and that's how voodoo dolls work.
For an intermediary and very good I might add student of psychopharmacology such as ebola? for instance who has already fallen into the non new drug predictive cell mediated cytokine ampakine inverse agonist cycles, I would strongly recommend intensive, remedial structural memorizations of all Kekule structures currently found in the generics physicians desk reference. Since many drugs there share an N-C-C-Ph pharmacophore, you will have an easier time than theoretically maximally difficult as predicted by chance if half of the drugs in the pdr weren't competing for the same receptor like that.
Organic chemistry is a language, and it's the only one we know of yet that is truly symbolic. Also, effective mastery of the subject comes with only the voluminous memorization of hundreds if not thousands of chemical structures by rote memorization, not unlike traditional Chinese script. Any child can do it if done orally, out loud which is impossible with these images right now i guess. Ok, well not everybody has to be an organic chemist, but what good is an unmemorized structure to you? Or you can just memorize the ones you like and are simple to you, the two factors go hand in hand.
But all this mescaline/music talk has me thinking. One time I read that pcp and ketamine were the only two hallucinogenic drugs that were addictive. Is mescaline addictive? Of course it is. It is shaped almost identically to mdma, and according to Andrew Weil's book for teenagers that I read when i was one "From chocolate to morphine," mdma remains one of the most popular drugs in the world. Is dmt addictive? No way. way? That's a ? for The Man Like right there.
Reinforcing is probably a better word to use than addicting, b/c anything whatsoever can be addicting, but this issue is largely an issue of semantics, and yes, I also believe that students should memorize dictionary definitions by rote memory. I did a 3000 word starter set in my spare time in 10th grade. There is obviously power in the word of God, so to understand God start why not by memorizing some rigorous dictionary definitions. A young titan boy who otherwise might suffer terror at the hands of homo sapien cullture today could become a real wordsmith equipped only with free time and a large, unabridged dictionary. The dictionary such as webster's however must be unabridged. No child in his right mind woulld want to master an abbridged dictionary for long bc they have no interesting words. u know that the ppl on the tv sets can see u too sometimes? how? the same way that u see them prolly foo! do your homework. read 1984 by George Orwelll. change ending to happy.. yea!
Putting aside my drug use and alleged mental illness diagnoses aside (sorry, they've already done all they can for me) for the time being, all of this marvelous allegory leads me to ask?: Why not design a new drug (from scratch) that is both strongly psychedelic in the classical sense and reinforcing in the amp, MPH, crack cocaine traditions. After all, is not each class marvelous in its own right?
Well, I have attempted to do just that in theory and have named it SHIVA to compliment Shulgin's GANESHA entry in PiHKAL. The test is will this new compound aka Shiva aka 3,4,5-trichloroamphetamine.hcl be self administered by primates? That is the academic question, but remember, I am unemployed.
Finally, be forewarned that the biochemical naysayers contend that aromatic chlorines are toxic. That contention does not stand up to the pdr test, however. Sertraline and wellbutrin don't turn your brain into mush, but if Shiva does, then I do apologize. They give new drugs to animals first btw for this perhaps stark fact.
Finally, if anyone even remotely more connected than I to the good doctor and who would be so kind as to show him the structure of SHIVA along with this writing sample at the upcoming psychedelic drug symposium in the fair city of San Franciso, as a complement to PiHKAL's GANESHA, then I will kindly pray that may God bless your sweet soul! In fact, I have already done just that.
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3,4-dichloroamp has been reported to be the most reinforcing of its kind found so far. 3,4,5-trichloropea has been shown in the literature to be a stimulant but not a psychotomimetic; what that association may or may not have to do with the price of tea in China is unclear to me.
Shiva is one of the three of the ultimate godheads in ancient and modern India, and the 3rd so far to be created. Yes, of course there is only one god. You know, ok then do you have the Trinity? I'm getting a little tired of what u b thinkin dawg! You callin laquita a bit h yo!? Ok, this is what I love about god or him or them or her or it or allah or tao the most? God is good. God is all powerful. And God can, unlike me, do whatever the fuk he wants. No worries, he always wants the right things i trust. Also, God is noot a mortal; most of you here live longer than you think. Titans have been living around here since the planet Saturn went by the name of Cronus? Oh, ok u like vampires. Well I read some anne rice or two. Make up a new name why dont she and call them Taltos. That'll work for me. the point is the little ppl always tri ked and outnumbered the so called giants who are basically reallly hard to kill and they would send them to tartarus (no u dont want to try some, hon). This was the Greeks. In tartarus they would torture the titans who are wonderful ppl never tainted by the fruit of the garden of eden for a long time soao wro ng Neway some kinds of life forms are a lot more perishable than others but these giants have good reason to be scared. they don't have many titans in tartarus cuz there aren't many to begin with. when mortals die and they always do they go to hades and the food might suck and ppl are churlish or ogeres but they dont get hungry much and its shadowy. if u like good food drink and drugs, u willl enjoy that far less than someone else maybe. also, no one is allowed recreationall drugs for any reason at any time by anyone on earth by the laws without a doctor's prescription except for ethyl alcohol and cigarettes only. if u run out of etoh, mix up drinking water, table sugar, and leave it out in the open air for a few weeks till the mixture tastes very sour. depressant. can be used to lower sexual inhibitions or increase courage for battle. a lot of soldiers figured out they were gettin played out in battle in vietnnam so they quit going and started shooting dope i guess. they dontt fuck with them too much. they were brave enough to stand up for themselves. Back to remedial cosmology of india, however, the first is god the creator and the second god the preserver. He was created b/c it was taking too long for the earth to end again and start fresh. Shiva is the embodiment of divine retribution. When there is no where or who to go to for Shiva on earth, then that's when the earth is destroyed una vez mas. His grandfather is the elephant headed protector of the home, Ganesha, and they come in pairs to the same family usually and are like the slightly lower other members of the twice born or reincarnated castes of india. yes, exactly that is a good ? who are the exactly euphemistically dubbed twice born castes in Hindia? It's got to be the Brahmins on top, but what about the warriors #3 the ksyatriyas below them? what is the point of reincarnating a warrior if its sole purpose is to kill or be killed? yes, i want to know some more about the unseen ways of the afterlife, amen. Shiva is a bisexual hermaphrodite, only very rarely pleasing his sexually voracious wife in bed (I heard one time but even she liked it that night), is the Lord of the Dance, and is The Destroyer. Many things are destroyed to build new things in theiir place. For example, a skyscraper whose price had been driven up many times over due to speculation might be destroyed so that the space could be used by other ppl to builld over on the same space and so to capitalize on the rise in lot value. Also, in a process which can be bleakly compared to survival of the fitttest im afraid, approximately 50% of the workers would be well connected enough to be a good two to three hours late to work that day. Also, the buildings could be within the ken of national tv cameras that morning, why not? Terrorism insurance could be taken out on the building just weeks before, then the global media will capitalize on the fear of the surprise! attack by channeling fear towards muslim americans and of course two new wars without end in order to spread the government's world borders and finally no one will remember the motto PRIDE FALLETH BEFORE DESTRUCTION and print up a bumper sticker that says PROUD AMERICAN. The only thing that bothers me at all is that to this day there is absolutely no awareness among the American populice about what happened on their soill sept 11 2001,There are more temples today in india to shiva than to any other single deity, except for the islamic invaders to india. A sun saturn conjunction in one's natal chart denotes Shiva; it is considered perhaps the most arduous single planetary aspect in vedic astrology. Hiv is the second, third, and fourth letters of Shiva's name. His wife, whose name I have forgot now but which u are welcome to look up, is symbolized by FLEE (N-OH-MDMA) in my own private symbology system. she is bad ass. if this bothers u bye
Look, buddy, Im proud to be an american to but not if they cant figure out wtf just happened 10 years on. AND WHAT ABOUT THE SUFFERING OF 150,000 EST. MEN, WOMEN, AND CHILDREN OF IRAQ
WHOSE BLOOD IS NOW ON YOUR OWN HANDS. Also, I had a peak experience that I interpreted as having emanated from shiva the organic compound which of course has a radio transmittable frequency but that did not occur after having ingested any drug that I attribute to shiva and is currently being attributed some higher power or group of higher powers such as "God." mkay IT WAS AMAZING. or perhaps it was just another delusion replete with half invisible rapidly moving kaola bear and some cyber xxx sans computer. again not evil, but I saw some kinky stuff on those virtual computer screens floating in my bedroom. what did i see? simulated homosexual intercourse. see, not so evil after all once you consider it. neway, drugs are organic compounds with radio transmittable radio frequencies.
one time i drew the structure of something else for the first time and I had an amazing month long trip. i had done absurdly large quantities of powdered cocaine around then too then so ? ok so i get high w/o drugs now. did this happen to all those hippies from the 60's too or am I some kind of bipolar alleged singularity desperate for meaningful communication and love? (i wish it happened more often)
Remember, I'm not KrZ!
really! and that the proper way to write any de novo word to retain its numerological manipulability is TO WRITE THE NEW WORD IN all caps, such as GANESHA aka
2,5-dimethoxy-3,4-dimethylamphetamine or 2c homologue by Alexander and Ann Shulgin in their biography Phenethylamines I Have Known And Loved: A Chemical Love Story (Transform Press).
If and/or how he could have possibly known to capitalize the new proper name in that context GANESHA is most certainly coincidental but also profound due the truth of the system presented by linda goodman in her classic Linda Goodman's Star Signs except that she tries to use a lexigram to say that abortion is not a sin when murder is a sin of course. It's even on the Ten Commandments, but then we have Jesus when we have sinned and need salvation.
Here's another thing about me. One time David Echols--I think that's his name--obliquely implied that I was a 'Shulgin worshipper' after I told him he was 'beating a dead horse' with his latest lsd study. NEway, I am not a Shulgin worshipper but I feel I am the graduate student he missed. I would go to the conf but I am very broke, and I don't know the man personally, although one of my professors knew him from conferences.
Also I never synthed shiva. I have never been to graduate school or taught how to run an organic chem lab. In undergraduate school I synthed aspirin and indigo. I liked the indigo a lot.
Also, speaking of blasphemy, I do not wish to offend AMEN by naming a 'new' drug SHIVA. I can certainly agree with the Muslim that there is only one God and his name is immaterial to our human comphrehension. God is God, and He is not me thankfully.
PRAISE GOD FOR WHOM ALL BLESSINGS FLOW
this has been a small free speech test
nothing has been done wrong and I need more freedom mkay
flashing insight:
1. make 2 categories of known psychoacive drugs
2. assign all known drugs to one of the two classes, one of which is a phenethylamine derived from the amino acid phenylalanine and the other a tryptamine derived from tryptophan an essential amino acid from the gastric digestion of turkey meat; stimulant drugs that don't fit structurally go in the DA bin; anything sleep or sedative related goes in the 5-HT bin
3. declare both dopamine DA and serotonin 5-HT undenialable drugs of massive scale abuse worldwide based on the analog act of 1985, the schedule one status of 5-MeO-DMT and the schedule I of MDA ('love')
4. population control and consciousness pairing / elimination; not necessarily including but possibly including homicide, genocide, forced impaired states of consciousness based on a national autommated net use worth calculator
the motto of the movie is going to be "you won't even notice a thing" or maybe just "isn't that carbon monoxide we smelll?" j/k
i can write bare bones science fiction movie scripts!!!
easily but how to sell it. i hate selling anything for money. i mean, why can't u just give it to me if u don't need it. don't u have more than one? duh.
then the Catholic church should bar priests from being alone in a room with very young boys i think then they should have brad pitt do a movie about the seven deadly sins again. i actually bought that dvd from borders with a gift card and traded it for a rock bc i thought it was a good movie and I wanted him to watch it. the other one i got him was platoon. my uncle who went to vietnam for a while before his death many years laterr said that movie was good maybe? no i think that was my grandfather, his father, but he never went to a war.
ok, the first movie is utter crap right now morally except as a cautionary tale bc it is all about death but the next movie is for those of us who want to live as the hindi do (surprise! tengo otra pregunta. brahmins have to be considered 'twice born' cast cuz they are at the top of the 4 tiers but are Khashatriya's considered twice born too? and what of sudras? is that where the term samsara springs forth from? haha i just ended my sentence with the preposition, from! I'm becoming a revolutionary grammarian!!
Movie 2: CHOOSE LIFE (more opportunities for advancement, improvement!)
1. deduce that all known sentient animall and human consciousness is directly, actually, and physically traceable mainly to dopeamine aka DA aka 2-(3,4-dihydroxyphenyl)ethylamine and 5-OH-tryptamine.
2. design with the help of Shulgin's earlier work plus sheer structure extrapolation over a 90 day period using plain paper tablets and ink pens about 150 to 500 plus or sMo new neurotransmitters.
3. Carefully monitor all neurotransmitters and use them judiciously etc basically however u think god wants u to handle it. if there's a conflict about who's in charge, generally a re-elect occurs or a coup d'etat or some form of high intrigue such as poisonings, assasinations, etc.
4. see who can be the first person to think indistinguishably from any of scores of unique mammalian brains!
5. legalize all forms of life, including neurotransmitters ever reminding us that the day the federals outlaw DA and 5HT is the day of the transgression, which is also going to be used in a movie titie.
so neway, seriously, do u want to live or die? tell me. i rarely judge ppl, although I constantly observe and compare their behavior, but do you really want to live or do you really want to die?
This is not a hypothetical ?. It is in the Bible! I think it's despicable to die too soon, but I love to figure out ways to help ppl get what they truly desire especially when their hearts and minds could not be honest with each other on that occasion.
Ok, well to appear somewhat open and fair minded, I will attempt to qui kly answer it yourself and move forward. Yes, I want to live forever (even if that means dying and being reborn every 70 or so years but that's beside the point for me. Oh ok shit, let me think. How long back in eons can I remember the hindi (originallly, blue now black mas o menos) or the greeks (white / european more or less)? ON AND ON AND ON. How do I know this? I stayed awake on a nootropic neurotransmitter cocktaill (nnc) for 6 to 8 days.
You lookin for India, foo? Other way, biatch! And yes, Africa's always been there two but it's not my native home homie, u dig? goodbye yous guys
