Kul69
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I took 250mg of Mescaline HCL as Erowid lists a common dose in the range of 200-300 I figured it's be a nice introduction. The powder was consumed in the form of two gelcaps. It was 10:00am when I took them.
About 1 1/2 hours later the first alert I noted was a strange soft body buzz and I also think there was a light euphoria. I just kind of wanted to lay around and wait. My girlfriend was sitting in a chair eating a buttito and I was laying on the ground. I was staring at the buttito then I looked over and I saw that our dog was staring at it too and I had this moment of connection with the dog about how bad we wanted the burrito. I was feeling very strange but I can't really describe how. I knew it was increasing in intensity though.
My girlfriend left and I took another 50mg of Mescaline and decided to go for a walk in the forest. Walking was a very enjoyable experience and I noticed that I was walking without slouching at all and just felt amazingly good. All around me in the forest I could hear wood cracking and things moving around but that is pretty normal here. Visually nothing seemed very different it was just a mental change and slight body buzz. I was enjoying the experience very much though.
I got back from my walk and put on some music and just laid around. It had been more than two hours now and I felt like I was experiencing the strongest part of the trip. I was hoping the 50mg booster I took would intensify it but I had a feeling I'd been as far as I was going to go this time. I weigh 230 pounds so the "common" dose for me would probably be more like 400-500mg.
My "private reserve" DMT happened to be laying out on the table. The reserve is just large pure DMT crystals from several recrystallizations with seed crystals as opposed to the other powder DMT I have. It had been a month or so since my last DMT experience. I had the urge so I packed a small amount of marijuana in a bowl and put a few crystals on top. Not sure of the dose, I don't really measure DMT anymore.
I take the first hit and find that the DMT taste is actually somewhat enjoyable. This was surprising because I'd gone on a DMT binge the last time I smoked and the taste became horrific. Three hits and it's all gone. I'm overcome by the intense DMT rush as reality turns into insanity. I close my eyes and my body goes into some kind of prayer position with my hands together and me kneeling over. I didn't really think of praying or what I was doing I just went into this position.
I see a flash of the "crysanthamum" pattern more vibrant and detailed than I remember and then it is replaced by a woman sitting in the lotus position. There are red lines of energy creating a grid and they curve around her to make her visible. Her face exists as hundreds of spheres bubbling in and out of each other each with fractal patterns curving along their surfaces. The grid fully circles her now and it's no longer a flat grid she is pushing out but the grid has become her and is 3D and the lines on the edges are flowing and flapping around her. Red and orange are the dominant colors in all of this but it runs the full spectrum still. I feel woefully inadequate and ashamed to look anymore and it feels as though I might be bothering her.
I open my eyes and there are little dots of color sliding along the edges of everything off into the air and then popping midair. The edges of objects continue past where the object stops and curve into the air with curves coming off the curve and various colors hanging onto the ends. The room has become a psychadelic jungle. I glance at my fishtank above the waterline and there is a thick black tar like substance all over the glass and hundreds of eyes in it all pressed against the glass looking at me. I try to think about something, anything, but it doesn't seem possible. I tried to just conjure up a thought about anything and it would be snatched away from me. I fall over onto the couch and just wait for it to end. I worried some that the 50mg booster I'd taken was going to kick in during my DMT trip and the insanity and inability to think of anything would last for hours for some reason. However, the visuals die down and my ability to think returns in a few minutes and I feel as though I'm not on any drugs anymore. The subtle mescaline trip I was having before seems impossible to discover after the brutal brain fuck DMT gave me.
I felt pretty sober now and I decided I'd go smoke some weed up on the balcony of the house overlooking the forest. My dexterity has gotton a lot worse and packing a bowl is somewhat difficult but I manage. I remember making some kind of weird noise really quietly and then feeling like I shouldn't be so quiet just because I'm alone. I started to chant Narayana and a few other chants and songs. I'd watched a video recently on Tuvan throatsingers so I spent some time trying to throatsing. I ended up being able to create two notes at once but not three. After awhile of yelling and singing and generally being weird out on the balcony I started to chant again with the purpose of meditating. My eyes were open and I found myself very relaxed and the sound of my own voice was great. Then suddenly out in the trees in the forest a large face appreared to me. All of the trees came together to form this face and it had a large smile. I couldn't believe I was seeing it and after a minute or so it change back into just the random trees mixxing together.
The trees continued to morph into random faces and objects. I saw a cartoon looking devil face, strange creatures that actually appeared 3D and very sinister, hornet looking things, and the tops of some of the trees appeared to be cactus. I was chanting during all of this and it all culminated in a moment where I could focus on everything in my vision at the same time, the treeline and forest canopy I was looking over appeared to become one with the sky and me. There was a line in the sky that appeared over the trees, a bright blue color, whereas the actual sky seemed to be more black and it seemed as though I was seeing some kind of aura of the forest. This moment of oneness with the forest and the sky and pretty much everything lasted for a few minutes and was probably the most intense meditation I've ever had.
Eventually I lost my relaxed state and although I tried to chant again and meditate I was too restless. I got up and realized that I had 7 lighters in my pocket, I guess I'd been collecting them all day everytime I saw one for some reason.
This is essentially where the trip ended. This was about 5 hours into it and the sort of light body buzz stayed with me for the rest of the night but nothing worth noting happened. I'm looking forward to trying Mescaline again but at a higher dose. I think 400-500mg will really immerse me in the experience. If you're a large person who is thinking of doing mescaline, at least go for 350mg.
Anyway, hope you enjoyed it.
About 1 1/2 hours later the first alert I noted was a strange soft body buzz and I also think there was a light euphoria. I just kind of wanted to lay around and wait. My girlfriend was sitting in a chair eating a buttito and I was laying on the ground. I was staring at the buttito then I looked over and I saw that our dog was staring at it too and I had this moment of connection with the dog about how bad we wanted the burrito. I was feeling very strange but I can't really describe how. I knew it was increasing in intensity though.
My girlfriend left and I took another 50mg of Mescaline and decided to go for a walk in the forest. Walking was a very enjoyable experience and I noticed that I was walking without slouching at all and just felt amazingly good. All around me in the forest I could hear wood cracking and things moving around but that is pretty normal here. Visually nothing seemed very different it was just a mental change and slight body buzz. I was enjoying the experience very much though.
I got back from my walk and put on some music and just laid around. It had been more than two hours now and I felt like I was experiencing the strongest part of the trip. I was hoping the 50mg booster I took would intensify it but I had a feeling I'd been as far as I was going to go this time. I weigh 230 pounds so the "common" dose for me would probably be more like 400-500mg.
My "private reserve" DMT happened to be laying out on the table. The reserve is just large pure DMT crystals from several recrystallizations with seed crystals as opposed to the other powder DMT I have. It had been a month or so since my last DMT experience. I had the urge so I packed a small amount of marijuana in a bowl and put a few crystals on top. Not sure of the dose, I don't really measure DMT anymore.
I take the first hit and find that the DMT taste is actually somewhat enjoyable. This was surprising because I'd gone on a DMT binge the last time I smoked and the taste became horrific. Three hits and it's all gone. I'm overcome by the intense DMT rush as reality turns into insanity. I close my eyes and my body goes into some kind of prayer position with my hands together and me kneeling over. I didn't really think of praying or what I was doing I just went into this position.
I see a flash of the "crysanthamum" pattern more vibrant and detailed than I remember and then it is replaced by a woman sitting in the lotus position. There are red lines of energy creating a grid and they curve around her to make her visible. Her face exists as hundreds of spheres bubbling in and out of each other each with fractal patterns curving along their surfaces. The grid fully circles her now and it's no longer a flat grid she is pushing out but the grid has become her and is 3D and the lines on the edges are flowing and flapping around her. Red and orange are the dominant colors in all of this but it runs the full spectrum still. I feel woefully inadequate and ashamed to look anymore and it feels as though I might be bothering her.
I open my eyes and there are little dots of color sliding along the edges of everything off into the air and then popping midair. The edges of objects continue past where the object stops and curve into the air with curves coming off the curve and various colors hanging onto the ends. The room has become a psychadelic jungle. I glance at my fishtank above the waterline and there is a thick black tar like substance all over the glass and hundreds of eyes in it all pressed against the glass looking at me. I try to think about something, anything, but it doesn't seem possible. I tried to just conjure up a thought about anything and it would be snatched away from me. I fall over onto the couch and just wait for it to end. I worried some that the 50mg booster I'd taken was going to kick in during my DMT trip and the insanity and inability to think of anything would last for hours for some reason. However, the visuals die down and my ability to think returns in a few minutes and I feel as though I'm not on any drugs anymore. The subtle mescaline trip I was having before seems impossible to discover after the brutal brain fuck DMT gave me.
I felt pretty sober now and I decided I'd go smoke some weed up on the balcony of the house overlooking the forest. My dexterity has gotton a lot worse and packing a bowl is somewhat difficult but I manage. I remember making some kind of weird noise really quietly and then feeling like I shouldn't be so quiet just because I'm alone. I started to chant Narayana and a few other chants and songs. I'd watched a video recently on Tuvan throatsingers so I spent some time trying to throatsing. I ended up being able to create two notes at once but not three. After awhile of yelling and singing and generally being weird out on the balcony I started to chant again with the purpose of meditating. My eyes were open and I found myself very relaxed and the sound of my own voice was great. Then suddenly out in the trees in the forest a large face appreared to me. All of the trees came together to form this face and it had a large smile. I couldn't believe I was seeing it and after a minute or so it change back into just the random trees mixxing together.
The trees continued to morph into random faces and objects. I saw a cartoon looking devil face, strange creatures that actually appeared 3D and very sinister, hornet looking things, and the tops of some of the trees appeared to be cactus. I was chanting during all of this and it all culminated in a moment where I could focus on everything in my vision at the same time, the treeline and forest canopy I was looking over appeared to become one with the sky and me. There was a line in the sky that appeared over the trees, a bright blue color, whereas the actual sky seemed to be more black and it seemed as though I was seeing some kind of aura of the forest. This moment of oneness with the forest and the sky and pretty much everything lasted for a few minutes and was probably the most intense meditation I've ever had.
Eventually I lost my relaxed state and although I tried to chant again and meditate I was too restless. I got up and realized that I had 7 lighters in my pocket, I guess I'd been collecting them all day everytime I saw one for some reason.
This is essentially where the trip ended. This was about 5 hours into it and the sort of light body buzz stayed with me for the rest of the night but nothing worth noting happened. I'm looking forward to trying Mescaline again but at a higher dose. I think 400-500mg will really immerse me in the experience. If you're a large person who is thinking of doing mescaline, at least go for 350mg.
Anyway, hope you enjoyed it.
