Okay, the effects are starting to subside. After taking two hits of really potent weed with the mescaline, I saw a lot of really cool spirals, the wood-tile floors were flowing calmly like a water fall, there were great vibrations that seemed to at one with me, and much like Aldous Huxley reported, the room, whether the potted plants, the furniture or the windows all seemed to "fit together" into a dreamy, Cubist-style painting. Anyway, I smoked pot about two-and-a-half-hours ago, so it's wearing off, but now I've started writing a list of positive thoughts, affirmations and insights that I feel I've gained, or should be explored whether it be later within myself for contemplation or deep-breathing exercises, or with my therapist, Jeanne. However, it's a quarter after six in the morning over here (in eastern Kansas), I'm definitely tired and ready to sleep, and I'll take a Benadryl just to be sure, but I feel like there's a lot left to write, and I'm actually fearful that I may forget after sleeping the lessons I've learned on this psychedelic session. If I try to reminisce this afternoon about the experience, will I still be lucidly aware of the insights from the previous night (just as I am right now)? Would smoking pot this afternoon bring back the insights that I've learned right now when I try to complete this list of positive thoughts I've become aware of?
(Hope I'm being coherent enough for the time being, the mescaline is still going a little strong six hours later.)
