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Bluelighter
First, I'll post my journal entries for the experience, and then I'll explicate the integrated meaning of the night as I have interpreted it.
t 0:00 hr- Dosed 1 standard dose (300 mg) mescaline in aqueous solution. (I am *fairly* certain that I received actual mescaline, as the trip paralleled reports in duration and effects.)
t+0:30 Starting to feel a bit funny. Definite changes in visual perception. Psychedelic spaciness. Drew and I agreed that this looks/feels to be a fairly strong trip. I've also got salvia extract, nitrous oxide, and plenty of pot for the duration of this ride.
t+1:10 Getting very psychedelic, this is gonna be a ton of fun. Still about 1 and 1 half hours until i should 'expect' a peak. Sold a dose to a good friend, she's in for the night
t+12:00 The Next Morning-Good God! What an insane night that was. An excellent trip complete with glowsticks, glow ball thing, and blasting Shpongle. Shpongle really lent itself to the experience, set and setting determine a trip moreso than I previously realized.
~End of journal entry~
This experience really was probably the single best psychedelic trip of my life. Mescaline was really very good to me, it made me heat up a lot (strange, I hadn't expected this; fortunately, it was not problematic), and my mind stayed very clear the whole time. There wasn't any of the mindfuck that I get from acid and shrooms.
The setting of this trip was absolutely perfect, I had the house to myself and had a couple friends over to partake as well. We did all sorts of unusual things like color ourselves with highlighters and dance around beneath a blacklight, and we played catch with a glow ball in my backyard at midnight under a clear full moon.
At one point, I just laid flat on my back and stared up at the stars and the bright, full moon; the sky was breathtakingly beautiful and I found myself glued to the ground in complete awe of the universe I was a part of. I felt blessed to exist in such a beautiful state as I watched the trees morph and beckon like worshippers to a deity. I took a huge hit of nitrous oxide and while I stared at the moon my focus seemed to change entirely and I had a near omniscient view of the universe. I felt that I could see all of existence, and for a split second I understood the meaning of it all, why I am here, why we are all here. If only I could hold on that fucking meaning
The peak of this experience was very religious, and I feel that I left the trip with more than I had going into it. Mescaline is a very powerful psychedelic, and should not be taken lightly, or, in my humble opinion, purely for recreation.
t 0:00 hr- Dosed 1 standard dose (300 mg) mescaline in aqueous solution. (I am *fairly* certain that I received actual mescaline, as the trip paralleled reports in duration and effects.)
t+0:30 Starting to feel a bit funny. Definite changes in visual perception. Psychedelic spaciness. Drew and I agreed that this looks/feels to be a fairly strong trip. I've also got salvia extract, nitrous oxide, and plenty of pot for the duration of this ride.
t+1:10 Getting very psychedelic, this is gonna be a ton of fun. Still about 1 and 1 half hours until i should 'expect' a peak. Sold a dose to a good friend, she's in for the night
t+12:00 The Next Morning-Good God! What an insane night that was. An excellent trip complete with glowsticks, glow ball thing, and blasting Shpongle. Shpongle really lent itself to the experience, set and setting determine a trip moreso than I previously realized.
~End of journal entry~
This experience really was probably the single best psychedelic trip of my life. Mescaline was really very good to me, it made me heat up a lot (strange, I hadn't expected this; fortunately, it was not problematic), and my mind stayed very clear the whole time. There wasn't any of the mindfuck that I get from acid and shrooms.
The setting of this trip was absolutely perfect, I had the house to myself and had a couple friends over to partake as well. We did all sorts of unusual things like color ourselves with highlighters and dance around beneath a blacklight, and we played catch with a glow ball in my backyard at midnight under a clear full moon.
At one point, I just laid flat on my back and stared up at the stars and the bright, full moon; the sky was breathtakingly beautiful and I found myself glued to the ground in complete awe of the universe I was a part of. I felt blessed to exist in such a beautiful state as I watched the trees morph and beckon like worshippers to a deity. I took a huge hit of nitrous oxide and while I stared at the moon my focus seemed to change entirely and I had a near omniscient view of the universe. I felt that I could see all of existence, and for a split second I understood the meaning of it all, why I am here, why we are all here. If only I could hold on that fucking meaning
The peak of this experience was very religious, and I feel that I left the trip with more than I had going into it. Mescaline is a very powerful psychedelic, and should not be taken lightly, or, in my humble opinion, purely for recreation.
