^ At least you have your family buddy - plenty of chaps I know out there will be spending Christmas largely alone, straight back to their respective bedsits after a few slices of turkey, ham, gravy and roast spuds at the local foodhall. Always manage to have a handsome supply of glorious gear, however. Poor fucking cunts though. Some decent, some not - all utterly alienated from their families and 'mainstream society'.
I forgot to arrange my own supply of diazepam for the Christmas festivities, so they'll have to wait until New Years. I do however, have access to top notch heroin - provided I have the cash...which I don't - yet, at least.
I need to heed to keep it relatively low key this Christmas - don't want a repeat of the one prior to last, where I went fucking nuts on gear for the week leading up to the eve before Christmas eve and had to grin and bear the eve itself together with the following day in a state of cold turkey. Memorably trying.
I've indulged tonight, shall again tomorrow and if I can afford to - again on Christmas day. I'll hit it a miss for the interim up until New Years, when I'll stock up on enough to rekindle some more merriment for a three day trip away, way down south. Bitta booze along with it, perhaps the odd joint with the father. And that's it.
Hope its a good one for all of you
