I know most of you are thinking from the title before you even read the thread "Surely, MDMA", but read on, this is only a question based around my personal experiences.
Ok, so my first proper experience with stimulants occurred around a year ago on a night out. I got my hands on what I was told was 'MKAT'. I went off to a friend's car for a quiet place to insufflate this chemical. It burned like hell but I braved it and ended up having the one and only best night I have ever had in my town. It was that good that I swore I would never step foot in a club again unless I was under the influence of this godly chemical.
I was later told by a friend that MKAT was the 'poor man's ecstasy' and that the negative effects from MKAT greatly outweigh the positive effects. I almost agreed with him, that one night on MKAT gave me an agonising two weeks of pain in the form of a mouthful of sores and constant nosebleeds (probably from the damaged lining of my nose given how caustic this stuff felt). So I sought after some of the purest MDMA I could get my hands on.
I sourced some from a certain deep web store and it arrived quite soon, in powder form. I was anxious to give it a go and took some at a friend's house to try it. This time, it floored me. I could not keep my eyes open and they wobbled from side to side at super speed. I felt good, but almost completely dissociated. I kept muttering random things and had basically entered what I would now describe as a sort of psychosis. This experience involved little to no euphoria at all and I didn't feel like even talking most of the time.
I assumed the stuff I got wasn't of good quality and sought it from another place, a street dealer. It came in a small bag with off-white crystals that I crushed up and bombed before a night out, I weighed the bomb at 100mg. By the time I arrived at a club, I was completely floored again and I turned 180 degrees and walked back home after explaining to everyone that 'I just can't'. I then had another experience about a month later after I got my hands on several 'blue superman' pills. These turned out to be even stronger and I won't go into it. I was written off completely for hours.
Am I doing something wrong? I thought this was a chemical that most people agree produces huge euphoria for them but I am receiving almost none? Is it my neurochemistry? I keep trying to recreate my MKAT night but MDMA just doesn't do it for me. I used to take Ethylphenidate and Methylphenidate and even these gave much more euphoria than MDMA for me.
TL;DR: I took MKAT, it was amazing. I took MDMA, it was lackluster.
Ok, so my first proper experience with stimulants occurred around a year ago on a night out. I got my hands on what I was told was 'MKAT'. I went off to a friend's car for a quiet place to insufflate this chemical. It burned like hell but I braved it and ended up having the one and only best night I have ever had in my town. It was that good that I swore I would never step foot in a club again unless I was under the influence of this godly chemical.
I was later told by a friend that MKAT was the 'poor man's ecstasy' and that the negative effects from MKAT greatly outweigh the positive effects. I almost agreed with him, that one night on MKAT gave me an agonising two weeks of pain in the form of a mouthful of sores and constant nosebleeds (probably from the damaged lining of my nose given how caustic this stuff felt). So I sought after some of the purest MDMA I could get my hands on.
I sourced some from a certain deep web store and it arrived quite soon, in powder form. I was anxious to give it a go and took some at a friend's house to try it. This time, it floored me. I could not keep my eyes open and they wobbled from side to side at super speed. I felt good, but almost completely dissociated. I kept muttering random things and had basically entered what I would now describe as a sort of psychosis. This experience involved little to no euphoria at all and I didn't feel like even talking most of the time.
I assumed the stuff I got wasn't of good quality and sought it from another place, a street dealer. It came in a small bag with off-white crystals that I crushed up and bombed before a night out, I weighed the bomb at 100mg. By the time I arrived at a club, I was completely floored again and I turned 180 degrees and walked back home after explaining to everyone that 'I just can't'. I then had another experience about a month later after I got my hands on several 'blue superman' pills. These turned out to be even stronger and I won't go into it. I was written off completely for hours.
Am I doing something wrong? I thought this was a chemical that most people agree produces huge euphoria for them but I am receiving almost none? Is it my neurochemistry? I keep trying to recreate my MKAT night but MDMA just doesn't do it for me. I used to take Ethylphenidate and Methylphenidate and even these gave much more euphoria than MDMA for me.
TL;DR: I took MKAT, it was amazing. I took MDMA, it was lackluster.
