haroldmeph
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hi, i am 34 years old, am in reasonably good shape.
i used to be a decent drinker, have sporadically smoked weed but not huge.
meph would be my first serious drug and i thought i'd post my experience with it.
first time i tried it with a mate was completely positive. had never snorted before so was pretty cautious, but felt the euphoria and the alertness and the openness - had great chat. did maybe 5 small lines, no downside other than only got a couple of hours sleep. next day, mild tiredness but nothing other than that.
second time, was also with mate, he had to work late though so did only a couple of lines. returned to girlfriend where had great sex. opened up quite a few fantasies due to the openness, was no problem getting hard, was great.
no problem sleeping on that level of exposure, no negative comedown i can remember.
third time was on my own, which was a scary experience. had obtained about 2g and started snorting mid-evening. was all going quite well, got the euphoria and decided to a slightly larger line. almost immediately felt dizzy and faint. i felt angry as i thought i was about to passout and maybe die. i staggered up from a chair and fell on a sofa. immediately started to feel better. then i went from being bone-dry to drenched with sweat in my hair. that was weird. then texted a number of people i had fallen out with and managed to make up with them. i re-read the texts the next day and they made sense, spelling, grammar, stopped texting when sensed had said enough etc. so some control and being aware of what was i doing.
then did a few more smaller lines, got to bed about 4 and had a few hours sleep and back up for work. had a couple of lines to get me going. felt nausea again and this time was sick. i noted with a detached interest that the vomit was dryish and almost black in colour.
the comedown was baddish- lots of guilt feelings and tiredness but no more than a bad hangover.
i would say it's very moreish - this was about 3 weeks ago - and every single day i have thought about it. i have nothing to compare this moreish to other than alcohol and cannabis - but its way,way more moreish than those 2 - its almost like a relationship with a woman you just met - sorry if cliche - but this is what i would compare it to.
stink is present for a while afterwards, but not a major negative.
snotty nose for about a week after, strange pale looking snot,bogeys.
stomach felt a bit unreliable for about a week after, not sure if this was just a heightened sensitivity to physical status.
been to a head shop twice since then, flushed down toilet twice as not sure this would be a good step for me to start using this drug.
i used to be a decent drinker, have sporadically smoked weed but not huge.
meph would be my first serious drug and i thought i'd post my experience with it.
first time i tried it with a mate was completely positive. had never snorted before so was pretty cautious, but felt the euphoria and the alertness and the openness - had great chat. did maybe 5 small lines, no downside other than only got a couple of hours sleep. next day, mild tiredness but nothing other than that.
second time, was also with mate, he had to work late though so did only a couple of lines. returned to girlfriend where had great sex. opened up quite a few fantasies due to the openness, was no problem getting hard, was great.
no problem sleeping on that level of exposure, no negative comedown i can remember.
third time was on my own, which was a scary experience. had obtained about 2g and started snorting mid-evening. was all going quite well, got the euphoria and decided to a slightly larger line. almost immediately felt dizzy and faint. i felt angry as i thought i was about to passout and maybe die. i staggered up from a chair and fell on a sofa. immediately started to feel better. then i went from being bone-dry to drenched with sweat in my hair. that was weird. then texted a number of people i had fallen out with and managed to make up with them. i re-read the texts the next day and they made sense, spelling, grammar, stopped texting when sensed had said enough etc. so some control and being aware of what was i doing.
then did a few more smaller lines, got to bed about 4 and had a few hours sleep and back up for work. had a couple of lines to get me going. felt nausea again and this time was sick. i noted with a detached interest that the vomit was dryish and almost black in colour.
the comedown was baddish- lots of guilt feelings and tiredness but no more than a bad hangover.
i would say it's very moreish - this was about 3 weeks ago - and every single day i have thought about it. i have nothing to compare this moreish to other than alcohol and cannabis - but its way,way more moreish than those 2 - its almost like a relationship with a woman you just met - sorry if cliche - but this is what i would compare it to.
stink is present for a while afterwards, but not a major negative.
snotty nose for about a week after, strange pale looking snot,bogeys.
stomach felt a bit unreliable for about a week after, not sure if this was just a heightened sensitivity to physical status.
been to a head shop twice since then, flushed down toilet twice as not sure this would be a good step for me to start using this drug.