mephedrone, meow meow, long term usage

So I was a pretty heavy mephedrone user and actually I cant find any posts about people who have done the amount I did. I really need to know if there's anyone out there who can give me some insight as to what medical problems I can expect.

At my heaviest my usage was around a gram a day every day for 2 months. However I've been using for about 7 months.

So if you've used as much as I have please let me know whats going on with you, generally the problems im having relate to my heart, kidneys, brain, joints, muscles, and vision. this isnt fun I'd like to know what to expect.

 

i am in the same boat you are with the meph. i havent been using it as long as you, but alot more than the amount you said. it has been about 3 or 4 months and my vision is screwed. after a few days of being up, my eyes look outwards like a double lazy eye. its gross. days later my eyes still wont go into proper focus. ive lost 65 pounds in less than 3 months and most of it is mucsle. im pretty sure i also have developed an autoimmunity disorder. (thats where your immune system attacks your body). i fit all the symptoms and everything, im just to scared or too tweeked out to go get tests ran. i also saw this video on youtube.com that shows this dude who looks like a tree . i mean he has branches and shit growing out of his body from this shit. the video is under " the long term effects of mephedrone" check it out. i also now believe i have an eating disorder. its a long story. so we both need help. i read that gabentin is used for treatment of this shit. so im gonna give it a try. maybe we can let eachother know how things work and dont and give support to eachother and others. read this

 

Not to sound horribly glib, but have you considered not taking any more meph? I'd bet good money that if you got completely clean you would notice a pretty drastic improvement.

Along that note, have you checked out The Dark Side? Lots of great people there who have been through similar difficulties, and who are just waiting to offer advice and support.

 

yes ive considerd not doing it. you must not be a drug addict because if you were you would know that stopping cold turkey is almost an impossibility. atleast for me it is. but i have good news, its friday and i havent had any since sunday. plus i got paid today and i didnt buy any so maybe i can just stop. im scared its not gonna be that easy. ive just been drinking. and that gets my mind off of it. im also using gabentin, or whatever its called to counteract this shit. but yes i am trying!!

 

sounds like you actually were successful in stopping cold turkey if you went from Sunday to Friday without any. Congratulations!! Shit ain't easy but it can be done

 

Sorry sexygirl, that was a bit blunt of me. I have been dependent on benzos and GHB at one point, but was able to taper off them over a fairly short period. I think that I misread your reply, and thought that you were looking for advice on how to treat all these medical things which had come up, which seem pretty strongly linked to heavy meph use. But you know that, and you're taking some big steps to quit, so that's great!

Keep in mind that cold turkey is incredibly hard, and that it might be an idea to consider a taper instead. Some find that to be even harder though, so you need to find what works well for you. Best of luck, and do stick around (maybe start your own blog, chronicling the process? )