I'm only using meph for the purpose of feeding my plants, so it will remain legal for me. What a relief!
Seriously I'd like to report something I think might be of interest. Maybe I'm not the first there, but going through 8 megathreads (and counting) or UTFSE with trivial words such as "dose" and "hours" was NOT an option.
So here goes. I received a nice little parcel of meph last Thursday and although I was supposed to meet friends at the movie theater later on, I decided I would try a low dose of the new batch just as a little pick-me-up instead of calling it off because I would have been too tired otherwise. So I weighted 40 mg, dropped it, waited an hour, checked my pupils (they are so inflated on whatever upper I take, that they're a dead giveaway that I am on something - they were somewhat dilated but nothing like saucers) and went out. It worked like a charm. A bit like caffeine with more energy and mood enhancement but without the jitterness. 3 hours later I came back home and decided I had to go for the real thing (I didn't have to work on Friday). And so I did...
I carefully measured 200mg and parachuted it. One hour later : nothing. 90 minutes later : fucking nothing. Maybe I was now much more awake, but where was the euphoria? So I decided to plug an extra 200 mg. 10 minutes later: nothing. More awake than I had ever been, that for sure, but normally, after having plugged 200 mg I need less than 5 minutes to feel higher than God!
I was pissed off: I thought I had been cheated on the stuff. The feeling was almost what I felt when on PeeVee, which I hate, because it always fails to bring me any kind or level of euphoria. Just like cocaine and methylphenidate, tbh: they're hard on my PNS, weak on my CNS. Maybe DARI are just not my thing. But I digress.
Anyway, I could not believe I had been let down by my dealer because he had never disappointed me so far. Couldn't it be something else? More specifically couldn't the lowish first dose have gotten in the way of the subsequent doses? I was intrigued.
So I did a little test 24 hours later. I decided to take some meph again but went straight to the usual dose for me: 200 mg. It did the trick: I had the euphoria that I had been chasing the night before. It was not the full-blown euphoria and it was short-lived (half an hour) but this was expected on two consecutive days of use.
So I'm going to try to replicate the experience very shortly probably on Wednesday. I'll go with an even lower dose the first time, 20 mg probably. I hate the idea of loosing 220 mg but what wouldn't I do in the name of the science...
And although I'm not much of a scientist, I have this Duplo 2 cents theory that contrarily to MDMA, meph inability to produce euphoria after a few hours has nothing to do with monoamine depletion and more to do with the fact that the molecule itself or one of its metabolites gets in the way of a continued CNS efficiency. Maybe it's a given, I just reinvented the wheel and should now deserve the Razzie Award for Worst Scientist of the Year. Well, I'll take my chance: at least I have a much higher chance to start any kind of conversation with Sharon Stone there than where I am now ;-)
Last word of caution for those who would be inclined to emulate the experience (always in the name of science): the euphoria was missing, yes, but wickedly enough, the fiendishness was not. And much more than 440 mg were lost in the process...