Cheers mate.Allo Mate,
As it now a couple of days since your little 'binge' you will have worked out that you won't have fooked yourself up from a couple of gramms.
The paranoia should have passed by now and I am sure that a wee sleep and a cup or two of festive cheer will have sorted you out.
I would not imagine that any lasting damage has been done (read through the threads) and the initial sketchy after effects will have long past.
It is normal for most people to have to dose heavy to get the initial buzz back. I have bombed up to half a g and then (afterwards) decided that enough was enough.
When it is so cheap and plentifull it is very hard to hold back from just having another wee bomb.
'Tis a hard one the old Meow.![]()
Is a gram a day for a few weeks considered heavy use?
Are you serious? Wtf, that is a crazy amount... Really try and chill it out on the meph!!! It probably is one of those drugs that you shouldn't even be looking at twice, let alone doing it daily![]()
Are you snorting or bombing/plugging? If you are snorting try and switch to a new ROA, you should go through a lot less.
A g a day will most likely be doing some nasty damage.
Logic makes me want to stop. But my current shitty life makes me want to say fuck it and dive in and ignore the risks. I hate this.
The thing is I do worry about my health. I swear my circulation is already bad from hyperventilation and I have had times on meph where my heart has been going pretty mental for a looonng time.
Is there not a chance we're all over reacting and meph is bad but not this super evil chemical we're all making it out to be?
SWIM first ordered mephedrone 3-4 months ago as pills and MDMA had turned into crunchy BZP crap.
Initially amazed by results and that it was legal.
First couple of times used up to 350mg, didnt fiend that bad and could sleep without any problems.
Then a night without sleep consuming over a gram resulted in purple knees, rapid heart beat and abit of a guilt ridden panic attack when realised it was 10.30am the following day.
The next few times consuming upto a gram noticed profuse sweating, shortness of breath, freezing cold toes and the returning of purple knees.
A morning after one of these binges SWIM noticed his left testicle was heavy, the actual ball itself has grown in size, the veins leading to the testicle were really thick and there was a small amout of fluid surrounding it aswell.
Worried by this SWIM was refered to Urology, were the doctor appeared to be just as concerned and arranged for a scan and blood test there and then.
The doctor said it wasnt a Variocele, and that although there was fluid most of the size was the ball itself.
He also asked if SWIM worked with chemicals to which he replied no. Whilst being scanned the doctor said there was fluid but not enough to be classed a Hydrocele, a couple of cysts were present but normal and that the testicle appeared normal.
When sent back to the original doctor he was surprised by the results of the scan but said this was good news as the scan would of picked up anything nasty.
The doctor decided to try antibiotics to see if it was due to infection and wanted to see SWIM again in a month and said he may scan it again.
SWIM finished the course of antibiotics without any change at all and is due to go back to the hospital in a couple of days.
SWIM was just wondering if anyone on this forum has this problem or is aware of any reason why this would happen or if it would be very unlikely a result of the Meph and is just a horrible coincidence?
Any help/explanations would be very much appreciated.