10:30
200mg insufflated mephedrone
10:50 intense rushing sensation, not entirely
comfortable
11:00 leveling off into an interesting head
space. notes being taken.
11:14 starting to come down a little. plateauing i think.
fairly amazing sense of inner
peace. fingers slightly cold. communication
is completely lubricated to the point of near
telepathy.
11:23 fairly amazing.
11:25 teeth are starting to feel weird. some
one else noted this as well.
11:30 thoughts are not flying in a fashion
similar to amphetamine- no mile a minute racing
thought, but instead clear and smooth insight.
Gliding thoughts? The flow of thoughts is
easy, memories are readily accessed. Kindness
is readily available. Opening of the heart
chakra. Hope it's not as fleeting as with
ecstasy.
11:33 sleight dysphoria.
11:36 oh what seductive poison. depression
begins to envelope, redose. approximately
100mg.
11:37 oh shit, there we go. chasing that
initial rush.
12:00 moderate desire to redose. conversation
fluid. hands and forehead sweating. none of
the usual manic state style darting all over
the place that i am usually
12:03 acutely aware of mid range tones from
the refrigerator. thoughts getting darker,
only hints and overtones of the paranoiac, an
air brushing of terror- just enough to high
light the glory and wellness in my sphere.
12:11 bruxia (i think) is present in spades.
thinking crazy shit about retarded
conspiracies. feels VERY clean on the body.
it appears to cause a little bit of a tummy
rumbly in me, but that may be my admittedly
horrendous diet.
12:15 coming down. redosing, mechanically
almost. another roughly 100mg.
12:18 whew, thank god. that feels better.
taking my temperature under my tongue, as my
fore head feels warm to the touch. temperature
is 99.4 slightly raised. Feeling keen.
moving around feels very good, muscles feel
warm and tickly. euphoric, and luscious.
12:19
12:38 the theme of the evening is reflection,
and consolation- a friend paces and yammers.
we discuss old festivals, and our decade long
friendship. A lover stares into my eyes, and i
can not decipher what she is feeling.
There are subtle undertones of the magic of
adoration. I am high enough to where i don't
know what this means the moment after i type
it.
things easily fall into metaphor. things
oooze finery not normally pleasant, and i wish
i was learned enough to speak about precious
things. i remember some website about pearls
with diamonds in the middle. That bull shit
is too fucking much. Yech.
Can the finery of the soul be gawdy?
I'm high enough to be thinking some retarded
shit.
12:57: more talking. Fiendy is a good word
for this.
1:06 : starting to come down. taking five
minutes to consider redosing. the nostrils
adapt to the pain of insufflating the material
rather nicely, and the drip tastes.. almost
pleasant after a few round with it as becomes
easier to tolerate. a fishy, meaty sort of
taste. Weird shit. Jaw clenching pretty
bad. Feels speedy at this point more than
initially, by far.
coming down sucks!
"it's your lot in life, lillania- can't blame
you, lillainia"
It is easy to think about the future. Perhaps
i am coming down, because the thoughts are not
so grim as they are dark. Separation in
certain kinds of shadows. Nearly moved to
verse. Hot dog.
1:17: down a good bit, forehead a little sweaty
still. could probably lay down for bed.
Final redose, looks about 80-100mg.
like a loser, i am eyeballing the medicine. I
deserve demerits, and no gold star. It is
lame to eyeball.
I could easily see this stuff lending itself to
binging, and long long nights that become days.
I remember some one saying about Yopo seeds
in a trip report on erowid that it was not a
party drug. This however, has a lot of
potential as a party drug. For better or for
worse.
1:28: to note, it is harder to get to the same
place with the same amount of mephedrone, as
far as the dose vs the response or euphoria
rendered.
1:44 coming down. a lot of talking. slight
and probably unrelated pain in my back. Tiny
bit of malaise and laziness. Not entirely
abnormal for my situation at baseline, though.
a friend who had experimented with mephedrone
the day prior mentions issues with blue knees
and cold feet, as well as mouth sores. This
is way scary to think about during the come
down, and i sure as heck hope it doesn't happen
to me.
1:57 still sweaty a little bit. Want to do more, but not in an overt methy sort of NEED MORE NOW sort of way. A lovely end to a lovely night.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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200mg insufflated mephedrone
10:50 intense rushing sensation, not entirely
comfortable
11:00 leveling off into an interesting head
space. notes being taken.
11:14 starting to come down a little. plateauing i think.
fairly amazing sense of inner
peace. fingers slightly cold. communication
is completely lubricated to the point of near
telepathy.
11:23 fairly amazing.
11:25 teeth are starting to feel weird. some
one else noted this as well.
11:30 thoughts are not flying in a fashion
similar to amphetamine- no mile a minute racing
thought, but instead clear and smooth insight.
Gliding thoughts? The flow of thoughts is
easy, memories are readily accessed. Kindness
is readily available. Opening of the heart
chakra. Hope it's not as fleeting as with
ecstasy.
11:33 sleight dysphoria.
11:36 oh what seductive poison. depression
begins to envelope, redose. approximately
100mg.
11:37 oh shit, there we go. chasing that
initial rush.
12:00 moderate desire to redose. conversation
fluid. hands and forehead sweating. none of
the usual manic state style darting all over
the place that i am usually
12:03 acutely aware of mid range tones from
the refrigerator. thoughts getting darker,
only hints and overtones of the paranoiac, an
air brushing of terror- just enough to high
light the glory and wellness in my sphere.
12:11 bruxia (i think) is present in spades.
thinking crazy shit about retarded
conspiracies. feels VERY clean on the body.
it appears to cause a little bit of a tummy
rumbly in me, but that may be my admittedly
horrendous diet.
12:15 coming down. redosing, mechanically
almost. another roughly 100mg.
12:18 whew, thank god. that feels better.
taking my temperature under my tongue, as my
fore head feels warm to the touch. temperature
is 99.4 slightly raised. Feeling keen.
moving around feels very good, muscles feel
warm and tickly. euphoric, and luscious.
12:19
12:38 the theme of the evening is reflection,
and consolation- a friend paces and yammers.
we discuss old festivals, and our decade long
friendship. A lover stares into my eyes, and i
can not decipher what she is feeling.
There are subtle undertones of the magic of
adoration. I am high enough to where i don't
know what this means the moment after i type
it.
things easily fall into metaphor. things
oooze finery not normally pleasant, and i wish
i was learned enough to speak about precious
things. i remember some website about pearls
with diamonds in the middle. That bull shit
is too fucking much. Yech.
Can the finery of the soul be gawdy?
I'm high enough to be thinking some retarded
shit.
12:57: more talking. Fiendy is a good word
for this.
1:06 : starting to come down. taking five
minutes to consider redosing. the nostrils
adapt to the pain of insufflating the material
rather nicely, and the drip tastes.. almost
pleasant after a few round with it as becomes
easier to tolerate. a fishy, meaty sort of
taste. Weird shit. Jaw clenching pretty
bad. Feels speedy at this point more than
initially, by far.
coming down sucks!
"it's your lot in life, lillania- can't blame
you, lillainia"
It is easy to think about the future. Perhaps
i am coming down, because the thoughts are not
so grim as they are dark. Separation in
certain kinds of shadows. Nearly moved to
verse. Hot dog.
1:17: down a good bit, forehead a little sweaty
still. could probably lay down for bed.
Final redose, looks about 80-100mg.
like a loser, i am eyeballing the medicine. I
deserve demerits, and no gold star. It is
lame to eyeball.
I could easily see this stuff lending itself to
binging, and long long nights that become days.
I remember some one saying about Yopo seeds
in a trip report on erowid that it was not a
party drug. This however, has a lot of
potential as a party drug. For better or for
worse.
1:28: to note, it is harder to get to the same
place with the same amount of mephedrone, as
far as the dose vs the response or euphoria
rendered.
1:44 coming down. a lot of talking. slight
and probably unrelated pain in my back. Tiny
bit of malaise and laziness. Not entirely
abnormal for my situation at baseline, though.
a friend who had experimented with mephedrone
the day prior mentions issues with blue knees
and cold feet, as well as mouth sores. This
is way scary to think about during the come
down, and i sure as heck hope it doesn't happen
to me.
1:57 still sweaty a little bit. Want to do more, but not in an overt methy sort of NEED MORE NOW sort of way. A lovely end to a lovely night.
Tagged by Xorkoth
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substancecode_4mmc
substancecode_cathinones
substancecode_stimulants
explevel_firsttime
explevel_inexperienced
exptype_positive
exptype_bodyload
roacode_nasal
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