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Mephedrone Addiction

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Just offering my support and wishing you the both the best of luck - take care.

It may be useful for you and others who are suffering from this to document how you are feeling? Physical effects, emotional feelings, temptations etc - Im sure the mods wouldnt mind a "Blog" style post were we could all chip in and offer support as you go?
 
muttonchops said:
Most people didn't give a shit in the 80's when they were taking MDMA and most people still don't give a shit today when taking new chemicals.
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It's true. And to be completely honest I find myself throwing caution to the wind far too often when it comes to drugs. I guess it's human nature to a certain degree.

Does seem odd though how so many of us are willing to take the risk of killing ourselves, or seriously fucking ourselves up for a few hours of fun.
 
Ringfinger said:
You guys shouldn't be dabbling with an RC that hasnt been researched properly. This can be a very dangerous thing.

At least with MDMA we have 30+ years of heavy users to somewhat gauge the drug with. With meph, we barely have anything.

Good luck to you guys experiencing problems with it. i am sure you two will overcome the shit.
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As has already been said, little was known about MDMA when it hit the rave scene big in the late 80's/early 90's... People honestly believed the strong pills had smack in them, that shows the level of knowlage then.

Who are you to tell people what they should or shouldn't be doing? 8)
 
Good luck Guys Thoughts will be with you over the next dark days.

(My language is obviously too strong as my last post berating Ringfinger for his downright insensitive, condescending and Ill advised post was deleted.)
 
There's nothing I can add to this post that hasn't already been said, if you have an addiction, then you know what you need to do. I also know from personal experience that it is much easier said than done. Much much fucking easier.

I just want Mugabe & Angelsmoke to know that I wish you all the best and hope you find the strength to get through your current situation.

As Franklin D. Roosevelt said "When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on."

You can get past this low point in your lives, look forward to your future, shit can and will get better.

I hope I'm not sounding condescending with this post, It's really not intended. I've been in a similar situation and I just want to show that you can +1 to the list people that are thinking about you and sending you my best wishes.
 
Sorry it's been so long without an update -- turns out using the computer is pretty unpleasant (monitor refresh rate seems to make brain zaps worse).

It's been a horrible few days -- I suppose our only blessing was that the last week of meph was so fucked up (bordering on psychosis for me, way over the line for him) that there's been no real desire for it since we stopped.

So no fiending, but a depressing and brain-zappy twitchy sleepfest interrupted by stuffing our faces with anything and everything foodlike.

A lot of the misery has been broken brain chemical shite, but there's a lot of genuine shock and pain at what a bloody mess we'd gotten ourselves into. Opening my eyes and seeing for the first time how well I've isolated myself from all of my friends and family (so they'd never dare comment on my chemical friend) was especially hard for me. I called it independence and ridiculed those who felt the need to have others involved in their lives... now I'm not sure what to think.

Ramble aside, it's been only 4 days meph free, but I think things are starting to look up! <3 Thanks to everyone for the support :)
 
Good stuff angelsmoke, keep it up and remember how bad it was if temptation ever arises again.
 
good luck angelsmoke :)

Been using for over a year meself havent been out of supply for the last 6 months at least. I'm pretty naughty with it but rarely exceed 5g a week and most time keep it around the 2-3g mark.

Havent noticed any really bad specific side effects unique to 4mmc compared to any other stim, except the 'brain zap' which is a weirdy fucker. Can't say I feel any physical dependence myself, its certainly easy to fiend but that (to me, at least) is a totally differnet kettle of fish.

Will be sticking around this thread though, if only to offer my support to those who wanna get off the train :)
 
Good luck anglesmoke. I've read a lot of you posts and some of your blog, so got an idea of what you've been through. Stay strong!
 
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