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my daddy long legs dangle and mangle for sport
I've never had the benefit of hindsight on this ship...
I've never had the benefit of hindsight on this ship...
Take care friend. I'm sorry for your lossHi blue guys, im alive, barely. Got addicted to bensos and pregabalin since the trial. I’ve made so much stupid things and ended up in bad situations. Now in trying to taper but it’s hard when you dont want to.
My grandpa is dying from cancer I visited him today. He will probably not survive the night.
over and out
I am sorry that you have to go through all this. If you want to talk, i am here. I lost my grandma to cancer when i was maybe 15 years old. I spent a lot of time with her (every other weekend Friday -> Sunday) and i loved her and grandpa too. I was supposed to be with my violent drunk cop dad every other weekend but he did not care.Hi blue guys, im alive, barely. Got addicted to bensos and pregabalin since the trial. I’ve made so much stupid things and ended up in bad situations. Now in trying to taper but it’s hard when you dont want to.
My grandpa is dying from cancer I visited him today. He will probably not survive the night.
over and out
My doc tried to reduce my meds after 6 months, no joy.They certainly NEVER consider planning to take you off the drugs at some stage as part of the decision to prescribe them
I desperately needed anti-psychotics at age 40 but by age 50 didn’t seem to need them at all. Apparently, anti-psychotics (especially Abilify) make physical changes to your brain with extensed use thanks to neuro-plasticity. Making some of their benefits permanent.My doc tried to reduce my meds after 6 months, no joy.
Apparently some patients on zyprexa/Seroquel etc can stop them sometime between age 40 and 50 due to their life just makes sense to them all of a sudden.
A couple of older ex alcoholics told me that
Grandpa died a few days ago.
I feel trapped. Im too dependent on another person regarding bensos and lyrica. Hes so jealous too now all of a sudden. Hes on my phone when im not in the room.
Im barely keeping up with cleaning and doing dishes and stuff my back hurts from sitting in a bed. Too scared of people to go outside. Too poor to substain my addiction on my own.
Im barely getting by. Fucking lyrica it destroys me. Have to go now hes cominc back from work.
Cya later blue friends
I am sorry to hear about your grandpa And I am so sad to hear you're in this situation with your partner. I have been in a couple of abusive relationships so I know how much of an emotional prison it is. Do you think you could find the strength to leave him?? It's not healthy for you to be with him.Grandpa died a few days ago.
I feel trapped. Im too dependent on another person regarding bensos and lyrica. Hes so jealous too now all of a sudden. Hes on my phone when im not in the room.
Im barely keeping up with cleaning and doing dishes and stuff my back hurts from sitting in a bed. Too scared of people to go outside. Too poor to substain my addiction on my own.
Im barely getting by. Fucking lyrica it destroys me. Have to go now hes cominc back from work.
Cya later blue friends
Can you just say you're coming down with a head cold??Crying, depressed, tired and sick from not eating properly in weeks due to withdrawal and need to act normal as in about an hour when my dad's visiting as he has no idea
How do you pretend to be happy when you're legit crying every few minutes, valium kick in before my dad arrives please as I can't fucking cope, can't fucking stand up I'm so weak from hunger, I'm a mess so thin, I'm just going to worry him if he sees me like this
Can you just say you're coming down with a head cold