Oh I get it!! I just asked bc a lot of the time when someone trashes someone else in a romantic relationship they are also at fault. But sometimes not. Your answer was fine.
I thought that's what your take on it was.
She was very emotionally and psychologically abusive. A true narcissist and sociopath.
I can take responsibility for my part of the dysfunction in that relationship, but not for all of it as she tried to make me do after we broke up.
I was definitely not good in the relationship because of my drug use which wasn't a problem for me but encouraged her to do things that didn't do her any good. I was too cavalier because I didn't have any problems stemming from it and my consequence-free drug use encouraged hers which wasn't consequence-free.
I should have been more circumspect in that regard and tried living a sober life around her/with her. It wouldn't have helped her much, but it would have been the right thing to do on my part.
I have just been trashed before so yea.
I understand. Happened to me as well in that one experience.
She started going to therapy after we broke up and at one point when I was still in contact with her (another failing on my part, to not have cut off all contact immediately) she tried making me feel bad about myself (yet again) by telling me that she told her therapist all manner of nonsense about what type of person I was and the her therapist agreed that I was a bad person.
It was beyond ridiculous and I knew it was all a lie and yet it still made me feel a bit bad, even though this therapist is no one to me, and not someone I'd ever meet in life anyway.
Sorry, I went off a bit there....I just didn't want you to think I was one of those people.