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Memory loss

lauren12k

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I got really high with two of my friends and suddenly got a call in the middle of smoking and had to leave. I was really paranoid leaving and thought I was going to get caught (I wasn't supposed to be leaving for another few hours but something came up). I left the house and then realised I forgot my lighter, so I came back and got it, then when I was leaving I asked my friend for the lighter again but he told me I already had it. I left the house and then realised I forgot my weed so I go back again but when I get there I forget why I came back. Then I suddenly remember and get the weed and put it in my pocket. I leave the house only to start panicking in the middle of the street and have to go back for a third time and I search the house looking for my weed. My friend tells me to check my pocket again and there it is. Just as I'm leaving I ask my friend for my lighter again and then he tells me I got it already and I'm convinced he's just playing with my head because he knows I'm fucked but yet again, it turns out I do have my lighter.

Does this memory loss happen with anyone else? I know the paranoia is normal but I've never experienced memory loss to this extent.
 
i can't remember a lot of daily, normal things because i really just don't give a shit and i try to make my brain give a shit and it just doesn't work. but the klonopin, ambien, and alcohol probably play a role.
 
I always have memory losses every single time i get high but it could be due to my depersonalization disorder.
 
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